sometimes when i close my eyes and relax, or when im going to sleep and most the time when i meditate i see purple blobs move around. they start small and slow and get faster, bigger, more complex, more blobs, and more colours the longer i watch them.
they keep repeating the same pattern but i can change it. then it keeps repeating the new one. but i dont have complete controll over them. when they get intence i can open my eyes and they stay there.

so i was wondering what this is?
and if there is anyway i could use this for a wild?
it would be great if i could use this for a wild because i can get it so easily.

i thought they were hypnogogic imagery or hypnogogic hallucinations but from what i read i dont think it is.