Hi,

Since I'm 19 I experience sleep paralysis about 1-3 times per weeks (I'm currently 24).
Sometimes I wake up paralysed, and some times I go into SP while lying on my bed when trying to sleep.

Only once I was lucid, all the other times when being in SP I am convinced that what I'm experiencing is real.

By what I'm experiencing I mean hallucinations about shadow people, ghosts or just a feeling of a bad presence and soon to come death.

This never bothered me, in fact I kind of enjoy it, it's like watching a scary movie.

But 3 month ago it became different, now I never wake up paralysed, I only go into SP when lying on my bed.
And when it happens I'm hearing a ringing/buzzing high-pitched sound with a sensation of pressure inside my ears, as paralysis is growing stronger so is the sound and the pressure.

As this pressure is getting stronger it starts becoming painfull.
That's why up until now I always stopped the paralysis.

But not this morning, I wanted to see what was going to happen.
I let the paralysis take over, the pain was unbearable, but I couldn't move,
then when the pain was at it's higher level I heared a big snapping sound.
My vision then became black, but my eyes were open, after 1 seconds my vision came back and I wasn't paralysed anymore.

Wtf was that?
Any of you experiencing the same thing?
I want my old hallucinations to come back xD.

(I'm not under medication or taking any drugs).