for the past week or so ( i know that isn't very long ) ive been trying to do a WILD and I've been doing preparations for a MILD, when i started attempting a WILD i couldn't really last that long with out moving or doing something and i couldn't get in the right mindset, but just now when i was trying it i started feeling this wave come over me like i was passing over but oddly enough even though i was telling my self in my mind that this was good it felt like i was fighting it and then my cat black jesus hopped on me and kinda screwed it up....anyways im just trying to ask is that what it feels like when you do a WILD ? im just wondering if i am making and steps forward.. thanks