I have restarted my lucidity attempts this summer for real. I really, really want to become a seasoned WILDer over any other induction technique. Well, my experiences have been very, very weird. All of them fails.
First time (About 10 months ago): I started it all very scared, but I just layed there for about 25 minutes using a mantra and all, and after about a minute of HH I woke myself up, exhilarated and a little scared.
Second, third, and fourth time (All of the rest are within a month of posting this): Stayed in place for about an hour. Achieved nothing though I used the same WILD technique
Fifth time (Day of posting): I used a technique that required an attempt to relax, visualize, but mainly to fall asleep. I was there for about 45 minutes before getting up, another fail. Note that this one was the closest I feel I've gotten, minus the first one.
I understand that HH or SP is NOT the goal. That being said, the second time I felt the SP course through my body. All of the succeeding ones, I didn't. In every single one of them, I saw maybe one or two color pictures, but nothing stayed; the same could be said for the noises.
Like I said, I really want to become a seasoned WILDer. And I feel that the technique used in the last one is going to be the one that works for me. However, I really feel like I don't understand where to go, or how to learn from my failed attempts. Clearly, the simple LDHSW (as mentioned in attempts 1,2,3 & 4) doesn't work.
Anyway thanks very much for any advice I receive.
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