So I've been trying wild lately and I've never had a lucid dream. But I usually not until today, i set my alarm at 6am to try WILD but my inner voice wouldn't shut up! And I think it ruined my experience. However I did get to the point where I felt my whole body really light and felt as if I was on the air, and then I started seeing those colorful objects for about 5 seconds until they stopped and I just layed there for a about 10 minutes feeling a few buzzes throughout. Until I gave up
I also think that what ruined my experience when I saw the colorful objects is that my eyes kept trying to automatically OPEN so I forcefully shut them which I think my brain realized that I was awake -_-

1. Is there anything I can be repeating in my head or thinking of, or focusing on so that this doesn't happen again?

2. How do I make my eyes not open automatically, they did manage to open a tiny bit.