I recently Started up WILD again after not doing it for some time and had a problem with it. I got into SP fine and started getting hallucinations, like normal, but then all of a sudden my body felt like it was vibrating, I could feel my pulse in every part of my body and I was ultra alert. This was really weird and I could feel my mind get stuck on the same thought over and over again. 'Go to the island' I was telling myself, which is were I go when I meditate, but I couldn't get anywhere anymore because my mind was so clear except for that thought.
At this point I was feeling weird and thought that I could just try again later. I had started a little after 4 and thought that only 15 or 30 minutes had gone by, but when I looked at my watch after getting up more than an hour had passed.
I didn't think I had slept, because I had no dreams that I could remember, I was awake the whole time... I thought, but I have a huge time lapse I can't explain.
Neither the time loss or the lack of dream memory are new to me, but I have never had them both at the same time. It's like I blacked out for bit or something. If anyone can offer advice I would appreciate it. Thanks for your help.
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