angie746

Last nights SP and OBE?

I wake up in SP and the vibrations are very strong. I hear squeaking at the side of my bed and I think "is that a fuckin mouse?" I now feel a mouse jump onto my bed by my head and run across it. My hubby stirs a little, I look but can't see a mouse ((HH)). I can still feel the vibrations so decide to close my eyes and I think to myself "I want to go out of my body" I open my eyes and I'm still in bed. The vibrations are still happening so I try again. I again close my eyes and think "I want to go out of my body" this time I feel myself slowly lifting upwards. I open my eyes and I'm floating in an upright position next to the side of my bed. I can see my big mirrored wardrobe and everything else that should be there, although my vision is quite blurry. I try to move forward a little but I feel slow, like I'm being held back, so I decide to just stay by the side of my bed and just enjoy floating for a while.
I see a shadow by my bedroom door, and get a feeling that its a female. I now notice a white handbag next to me but its not one of mine. Someone throws the bag to me, then giggles like they find it funny! Lol. I now think "shall I go and find my nan S?" (Who is deceased) but I quickly dismiss the idea out of fear of getting lost lol.
A woman now approaches me and says "ohh, no ones here, they haven't sent you a guide yet then, ill sort that out for you!" I now wake up in SP again, so I close my eyes, feel myself spinning and then the SP wears off and I get up.

Dream 1

I'm someone else in my dream and I'm trying to point out to another me that I have let my Robins loose into the big wide world. The ME dream character is not sure it's the right thing to have done so I have to keep convincing the ME dream character that it is and show the ME dream character how happy they are now ((think my conscience was arguing about the Robins I let loose a few days prior to this dream lol but they are all happy and well and living in the bush in my garden, they come when I call them for their food aswell lol)).

Dream 2

I had a recurring dream with Cane Dingle in and a Woman that changes and in the end she changes into Cane and has to chop my head off. This dream happened 3 times, one after the other, I didn't wake up in between, by the time it came to me having my head chopped off the second time I just squinted and thought "it'll be over in a minute, it doesn't hurt and it will just start over again"

Last nights dream

I remember a Woman and I was racing something but can't remember what. I've just had a flash from another dream..there was a family and there was something about the little girl in this family.

Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1

Thai is just a fragment, I am in my Dad's car and we are going somewhere but I'm not sure where

Dream 2

I am going to a club and I am in a room with lots of other women and we are all trying on all the clothes. Lots of the bigger women are wearing short, tight tops. I have a stupid long one on. I decide I want a short, tight sexy top on so I go and try all the tops on aswell and I end up wearing a short, tight green sparkly one and I really like it, this top showes off my cleveage off well and I love it lol.

Dream 3

I am at the Doctors and I am given one prescription and I say "no, I need more than this, where's my Tramadol etc!!!!!" he says "ok ill check" I'm now standing looking at my prescription and thinking "actually I don't even remember going in to see the doctor" I think "I have to get my other prescription" but I don't and I just then go along with the dream ((shame I didn't realise doh!!!)) some Jamaican man now begins to talk to me and tells me how big he is down below lol I say "Pfffftttt!!" then one of them held me and they tried to rape me and I suddenly woke up ((thank god))

Dream 4

I remember something to do with a ring and leaves, also remember a Woman and someone wanting sex with me but I didn't want to.

I'm lying on my front and wake up in SP, I think to myself "I'm having sex" , it's still dark but I can feel the sensation of having sex, my dream comes and I can now see. I'm standing up next to my bed facing the window, someone is behind me and having sex with me and I have to say as usual it feels really, really good lol . I look at my bed and think "I hope this is a dream or my hubby will see this" but I know it's a dream. I turn round to see who is having sex with me and it's a woman I think "omg.....what the fuck!!!" I really can't believe what I'm looking at, she has got scraggly black long hair and crooked teeth and is taller than me, she is also wearing bright red lipstick or her lips are naturally blood red in colour.
I walk downstairs and she follows me, she is still boning me from behind lmao I now manage to shrug her off and I say "I'm going to fly now" and she says quite sharply "no, your coming with me!" I say "no I'm not!!". I look down at myself and have no trousers on and think "I'd better put some trousers on first" lol I look at a pair on the side but they are kids jeans so I find another pair and put them on. I get my coat while the weird woman gets hers and I put it on, I now fly up into the sky. Things now go fuzzy so I stop in mid-air for a minute and say "I'm dreaming" I stabilise myself and everything comes clear again, I have a good fly about and then I wake up in SP again.
I stay still and feel the vibrations going through me and it again takes me into a lucid dream. I'm saying to myself "I'm dreaming" and my dream starts to appear around me. I'm in a doctors surgery on an operating table ((omfg)) the Doc is checking me and says something is wrong from when I had my hysterectomy ((yeah having it atall was wrong!!!)) then the Nurse says it's something to do with my heart! I think to myself "I don't want this dream!!!" so I quickly think to myself "I'm flying" and I am now flying in the sky.
I fly to this place where my lucid dream friends are. I see some small fluffy animals on the floor they are very cute, they are mixed between a mouse and a kitten, I think "awwwww..I wish we had these in real life" I pick one up and stroke it and it then bites my chin and it bloody hurt enall lol. There are lots of flowers about and there is a desk where a couple of my dream friends work, there are 2 of them behind it. I touch the flowers and they move like butterflies, my friend shows me how to do this, I get the feeling that I've been here before.
A friend now flies me to where he goes, he has made himself a dream house, it's purple in colour and very tall, it has like triangular shapes coming out of it which are about 4 or 5 inches in length. It's see through and has the pipes that hamsters go through attached to it but obviously bigger for humans lol. I go inside but then want to go back out, he says "you can't" I say "it's my dream so I can" I fly so far up and then get stuck, I say "it's my dream" and then I'm able to go further up. I reach the top and realise I'm trapped inside. I now again wake up in SP and think "what can I do now"
I remember my list on DV and its my signature and I get excited and say "see my nan and grandad Futrill" I hear my Nans voice say "it's been so long" but it's still all black so I say again "see my nan and grandad Futrill" unfortunately I say this out loud and wake myself up from SP grrrrrr!!! I now get SP again and I'm upstairs in my room putting washing on my radiator ((I'm not lucid this time)) I hear my eldest and her Dad arguing L says "I'm not stupid your stupid, can't you see what your doing" I shit myself and think "ohhh god...the shits gonna hit the fan now!!!" L now storms upstairs and goes into her room, I go in after her and she's in bed, I shake her and say "L,L are you ok" she doesn't answer, I then wake up properly and write this.

I am with a young boy, he is about 7 or 8 years old. I am also with 2 women, 1 woman is about 53 or so and the other woman is about 28 or so. The elder woman is the mother of the young boy and the younger woman. We are all looking around a big house and something happens ((I can't remember what)) and the 28 year old woman dies. ((dream skip)).
We are now sitting on a wooden bench and suddenly the 28 year olds ghost is sitting next to her mom and we can all see her, she winks as if to say "see, they can't get rid of me!" we are all really happy she is back, even if she is a ghost!! ((dream skip)).
Me, the older woman and the young boy are now in a big field and the grass is a lot taller than what we are. We make a noise just playing about with each other and then we hear someone in the distance make the same noise back to us, they are playing with us and keep copying us and we are all laughing about it. We are now driving down a steep hill in the woods on something, I am lying down at the front and I say to the woman behind me "what are we on" she says "a car" I'm a little puzzled now because I can't see a car around us but I feel like I'm on one. I have my blanket wrapped around me, I must have been a bit lucid here because I am questioning things but not enough to realise.
We now hear a noise again, it's a voice in the woods, the same voice that we heard earlier. The older woman copies it and again we hear it back, I say "shhhh!, it's a mans voice" she says "no it's a woman's" then we hear it again and I say "that was a woman's voice then". The person copies us a few times and we laugh, all of a sudden things change, we can now hear the man arguing with a woman, he's going mad and then we hear a gunshot, we are all shocked and shaken up hearing this knowing that a murder has just taken place!!! We now hear a young child crying then suddenly another gunshot and it all goes quiet.
We all jump off the car which I still can't see , myself and the young boy run to one side of the road and his mother runs to the side opposite us. The police come running down the road to us and I quickly grab the boy out of the road away from danger and hold him tightly, the policeman says "look at them just standing in the road" he's really angry and shoo's us away to the side of the road more. The boys mother is very shaken up so we go over to her and we all walk to the top of the very steep road together. We can see the big white house on our right where the murders have taken place and we all feel sick to our stomachs, I'm thinking "my god, we just heard them get killed in there in real life" we get to the top of the steep road and the boys mother walks off infront of us and goes into the woods. I now think "ha, I know what happens now" myself and the boy follow to where she went. We get to the entrance of the woods and she has disappeared just as I knew she would. I think to myself "yep....she's gone into the woods to die!, I knew it I've had this dream before!" I now look to the floor to see if there is a hedgehog there like there was when I last had this dream and there he is, a hedgehog the size of a dog! just like I expected, I now know for definite that it's the same dream. I look at the young boy and say "she's gone to die in peace", we now feel a gust of wind blow on us, it's her spirit letting us know she has now died but is still around us. The young boy smiles at me, he doesn't seem upset. I see a small bench and go over to it, there is a book on the bench for the boy from his mom, I knew there would be but this time there was also a letter. I open the letter and it's written in a child's writing, it said something like "from Bridget with lots of love, this is especially for you" there was more but I can't remember it all. Me and the boy sat down. The book was from the olden days, the cover is pale and the picture was an olden day drawing of a boy and a wheel barrow. I opened up the book and read to the boy, then wake up.

Last nights dreams
Dream 1

I am outside with my Pigeon, I put her on the grass to see if she can fly yet but she runs off a little, I try to catch her but before I do her wing falls off , I pick her and her wing up and fix her back together. I now let her go again and she wonders around the grass, I'm still worrying about her wing and then her head falls off lol. I quickly go over to her, her body is just lying there and her head has rolled a little away from her body. I pick up her body and place it on my lap and now I pick up her head. I look at her head and then look at her neck area, her neck area has got like a plastic maze thing in it which has a little ball in it, a bit like the ball mazes you get on the top of kids bubbles, there is also a small catch that fits onto her neck that I need to attach the head to. I put her head back on and hear it click into place and she is now all better
Dream 2

I am in a house and there are a few people in here too, there are 2 main people, a man & a woman. I think the man was my partner in my dream. Anyway... I'm trying to light my fag when my lighter suddenly bursts into flames, I'm holding it in my hand and see all the flames but it's not burning me and for a minute I find this weird and wonder why the flame's aren't burning me. I throw the lighter and ask " does anyone have a light?" I get one from someone but it doesn't work so I throw it. The main man and me are now having an argument, I'm accusing him of having an affair with this woman, he denies it and packs his bags. The woman starts packing her bags as well and I say " see, I knew you two were having an affair with each other!" he shouts and then they both get into the car, wave then they leave.

Dream 1

I wrote my hubby a letter and after that he was trying to be nice to me. I walked into a room and he was lying on a bed with a short fattish lady, they were both naked. He looked at me while he was cuddling her and said "this is what you want to do..the fountain" ((this meant oral sex on a woman in my dream)) I said "what the fuck" and walked over to them both. I tried to push the fat bitch out of the way but I wasn't able to, and anyway my hubby was holding her tightly while he was touching her, I felt completly repulsed. My hubby then tried to make me give her oral sex but I managed to get away ((wtf)) I stormed out and slammed the door behind me, I screamed to him "You'll fuckin regret this" he answered by making loud "Ummmmmm" noises to try and piss me off and make me jealous, I shouted to him again "Fuck you!" I stormed upstairs and bashed the 2 hanging light switches and they clanged loudly against the tiles.

Dream 2

A bloke i know from work told someone that he would get them a ticket for a plane ride, this bloke was dead excited about it, I said "your joking, he wont get you one" ((Dream skip)) I saw this bloke from work talking to the other bloke again and he was telling him he wasn't able to get him a ticket, this bloke was gutted and he came over and told me, I said "I told you..he's so full of Bull-shit" ((lol))

My hubby was in this one AGAIN!!!

I was with my hubby and we were doing great, we were then sitting somewhere together and he told me he'd had sex with someone else and said that woman was now pregnant with his baby. I cried and was in shock, i remember saying "how could you" I again cried hysterically (( amazing how emotions are magnified in dreams)) I was totally gutted. He told me he wanted to stay with me and that he didn't want to be with the other woman so i said "i'll try". We were lying together and i started to get upset again he said "whats up" i replied "i will have to look after that baby with you" I remember feeling so much resent for that baby in me, i felt so hatefull towards it. My hubby said "we can make it work, we'll be ok" I hugged him so tightly and began to sob, i leaned towards his ear and softly whispered "i'm sorry i can't do it, i love you with all my heart i have to leave, this is too much for me" I kissed him and cried my heart out , he begged me to stay but i left.