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44

My guides were showing me what relation I have to the woman who for now I'll call "M". Who appears to be a good candidate for the waking life version of Asuka. They show me the number 44. each four represents the four pronged nagual. We serve as an energetic unit. Again, we can combine our talents to accomplish tasks. Thought nothing is set in stone for right now. We will be given a choice later to decide for ourselves what this really means and how we may use it. for right now my future period consists of letting go of certain hangups i have from the past. This will be necessary for me if I am to continue along the path I am on.

Box sets

I am in my room looking at my collection of Maison ikkoku box sets. I currently have 7 box sets but the eighth is missing because That box set is currently out of print. I get closer and decide to watch an episode. But as I near the box sets they change. I pull one out and it reads "Asuka: dream chronicles the Anime series!" I put it down and notice and eighth set appears. It's the final set of the series and on the cover is an anime picture of M as a giant juggling Myself, Nomad, Raven, Shawna, Data, my dream dogs. M has an amused grin on her face.Romano is in the background as a black lab scratching fleas off himself. This is a parody picture of the cover of one of the maison ikkoku box sets.



Stop that

I'm at a dream version of Tracks pub. sipping a beer pondering my recent turn of events. "is this really happening... ... is the really real... ...what does this mean... ... how will it turn out exactly..." I sip some more and notice bob marley on the jukebox is singing the lyric, "...every little thing, is gonna be alright"
"Thanks bob" I mutter. Tupac is rapping on the tv screen about how life is just a dream. Pretty soon I'm lost in my chaotic train of thoughts again. Then the numbers 333 start circling around my head, confirming my thoughts. They turn into flies and fly around my head more buzzing "333,333,333" at me.
"ahhh buzz off." I said. I look down in my beer and see M's face in the bottle end. "what the..." I say as she purses her lips which become a portal and suck me into the bottle.

Nomad the big bad friendly vampire

I emerge from the portal in some dark room. There's a door slightly open so I peer through. In the next room I see M surrounded by vampires. Nomad is there too in his vampire form.
"there's nothing to be afraid of deary!" Nomad says, "I'm a big bad, but friendly vampire." He morphs into a mexican vampire witha big mustache and fedora hat. He has shakers and salsa music begins playing. He dances around going "friendly vampire cha cha cha! Friendly vampire cha cha cha!" I giggle a bit. M is still surrounded by menacing vampires, she's stimbling around the room holding onto various objects trying to get away. Nomad uses the music as a spell and mind controls all the vampires, they all start dancing and dance right through a portal to somewhere.
Nomad cuts his wrist, and morphs into vampire Ben Stiller. "No one makes me bleed my own blood! Nobody! except me of course!" Then nomad starts sucking on his wrist. blood is getting all over his face and he wipes his face off with his hands. "always wanted to do that in a dream".
I can see M in the corner cowering at the site. I put my head in my palm.
"Nomad," I roar jumping through the door as a werewolf. "What are you doing? She's terrified stop that." His eyes slowly fill with blackness, he seems slightly aware and pushes the blackness away as if on reflex.
"Sorry," he says. I just have to know if she's the real deal.
"Well ok, Remember when we rescued asuka from the Reptilian alien that was inhabiting Lujan? Weren't you there when walms ate the reptilian, and asuka was so grossed out that she threw up?"
"oh yeah," Well isn't M's reaction here similar?
"I have to know for sure!" he said morphing into a dark demon. A dark aura emerged that he could no longer contain. He ws drunk with rage.
"All this waking life shit is killing my dreams, and now she comes along. and look at her, already in distress. AEONA!" he roared at her. "ARE YOU IN THERE? You better not being trying to lead Mosh astray again."
"That's not Aeona." I said. "Trust me I would know." M fainted from the dream but left a silhouette of her dream body which turned cartoonish.
"I knew it." Nomad said and walked toward M. I shot astral tentacles out of my hand which wrapped around nomad likea web. I thrased him around the room. Now he was a jaguar cub yelping. i looked into the web. He looked like and innocent jaguar cub. then a dark aura emerged from him and tried to attack me. I opened a portal to the healing glen and through the jaguar cub through.

I sighed and noticed a beer bottle in my hand. I went to take a sip. M, who was still there, Shot a spider silk from her hand and snatched the botle away from me.
"STOP THAT" she yelled. She was angry, her background changed to a garden at night time with gargoyles. She grew 20ft tall and towered over me. She was like a dark witch.
"OMG," I said, "It's her shadow self."

M's shadow self

She had a large baton shaped like a tennis racket in her hand. "HUHUHUHUHUHUH!" she roared. I was just staring. "Now listen here mister! You're going to cut that drinking shit out right here and now. My waking self has spent years living with alcoholism. Don't bug her about that too much, don't overwhelm her with too much negativity."
"o. ok." I said meekly.
"Sick and tired of that shit. GOT IT" She raise the racket above her head like she was going to smush me, she had a sick grin that was evil and loving... she was drunk with power and pissed off. Asuka emerged froma portal.
"I told that damn Walms to leave the snake alone... grr. and where did you run off to... WTF?" She said as she saw M staring down at both of us. "Is that who I think it is?" asuka asked. I managed to nod. "Don't worry, i'll handle it." Asuka winked and then licked my face. She flew into M and merged with her. M roared and shrunk back down to normal. Asuka then de-merged from M.
"You found her!" asuka then said to me and M. "Well it's about time. My poor Mosh hasn't had any action from anybody in the entire year I've known him. That's three and a half years my time, do you have any idea what I went through?"
M just stared and said . "I'm serious, cut the drinking out."
"Right stupid." Asuka. "I've been trying to tell you for months about that but you just didn't listen."
"I tried," i said, "I kept asking but it just wasn't getting through."
"We'll smarten up and cut it out." asuka said. both her and M summoned tennis rackets with no nets and put them over my head. Asuka stopped. but M was having trouble getting the racket off. it was stuck onmy head. I felt my head being crushed i began to struggle. M seemed to find it amusing. Asuka dematerialized the tennis racket and flatly told M, "Be careful when doing that. He's very sensitive to mean jokes like that."
"yeah," I said trying to orient myself into the dream better. "I used to think asuka hated me with jokes like that."
"Mochi doesn't mind the odd fun joke. But I've learned not to overdo it aftera year or so. That would cause him accidental nightmares, and quite a few times got mad at me when he woke up. Being silly is fine, just don't overdo it in dreams." Asuka then hugged me. I felt disoriented.
"I need a vending machine." I said for some reason and then woke up.

Backstory:

Nagual Lonewolf:

The core of sorcery is knowing. Knowing that is true and yet cannot be explained. I know there is such a one as Manuel, the new Nagual of the Americas. I feel him through the network of this planets filaments of energy. We have been blessed with having Dreamways give us his name. I did not know the name yet. Manuel is young and has became a master. Any here who know or have heard of him post it here. This is important.

Dreamways:

I agree with you, he is the Nagual. I've been trying to figure out why the inorganic beings called him a "benefactor" instead of a nagual, well actually the ultimate living benefactor. It could mean many things. My personal take on him is the same as yours though, that he is the Nagual, and, certainly the person that I would follow.

My sense is that Manuel is an Earth based nagual, as far as his energy goes. He has "dark" energy, but it is organic. So, he is quite different from Castaneda in personality and general vibe, as Carlos was a fountain of inorganic energy, from what I saw. I honestly don't know if I would be a "buddy" with him or not, but I get the feeling that he is a friendly person, more approachable than most. It is his energy that is important though, not his persona.

Somebody with as much energy as him can't stay invisible forever, and he's going to have people following him around whether he likes it or not. It is definitely enough to just have minimal contact with him to receive an energetic benefit, you don't really have to be in his party, but it sure wouldn't hurt either.

well, he is certainly having quite the party at this time, and he is young enough to enjoy the female attention that he is obviously getting plenty of, and maybe i would do the same thing in his shoes. your perspective changes when you're over 50, but what you learn just can't be related to somebody who is still young and dancing the night away. i was a party animal in my day, so i guess i can't talk, but i didn't have this guy's gifts either. well, at least he doesn't appear to be a drug addict or something, so he will probably survive until old age. his death defier is worse than him of course, she seems to be eye of that carnal storm he is in. so its not like she is going to be voice of reason there. fortunately, her youth is a temporary thing, and once she realizes that her body is no longer able to keep up with that lifestyle, then maybe she will wake up to what she is.

★★★

Magic tricks

I briefly Remember going to Manuel's house, he was invisible but his Nagual woman was around. Mnuel was invisible but his presence was undeniably there.

"Alright Nagual!" I yelled. "Show me your stuff. I wanna see what all this fuss is about. Show me a trick or something, Tun into a Dog like romano did."

NW(Nagual Woman) "uhh he's not here, please go away". I can hear them telepathically communicating. Manuel is telling her to get rid of me. He flies out of nowhere as a crow and goes on top of the fridge.

"I can hear you guys... you think i'm some random dreamer that showed up or, some dream character created by your mind. I can assure I am not Death Defier. now come on what can you guys do?" He telepathically tells her to do something just so I will be satisfied and will go away. "I can still hear you guys, come on!" the NW looks a bit frantic and grabs my attention. She goes to a kitchen sink and places a tennis ball by the sink. she then says "look at this", and opens hecupboard under the sink. i look up and now the tennis ball is gone. "ta daa!" She says.

I summon a tennis ball, teleport to the sink, and perform the same trick. Which is really telling the person to look under the sink, on hand opens the door and the other hand snatches the ball. At first I seem amused by the trick. But I shake my head and snap out of it. "If I let them play with me like this they'll eventually convince me that I'm a turnip."

"Alright." I say, "So that's your magic trick? Where'd you learn that one... Clownology 101? I don't mean THAT kind of magic. I'll show you magic." They look at each other confused and then look at me.

I pull off my head with my hands, throw it in the air an catch it, and then perform acrobatics tricks with my detached head. Kind of like in the "snake in the eagle's shadow" movie where the old drunkard throws around a bowl.

(@ 4:30)

They are both staring at me like "WTF" by now. I put my head back on. They are just staring. i'm thinking "oh yeah.. I should show them that trick that don juan taught me... if nly I could remember what it was... oh yeah! got it". I then morph into a Japanese girl with pigtails, laugh maniacally, jump in the air and start twirling like a top as I slowly descend to the ground. When I land a blue shock wave emanates from me and knocks me, and possibly them, out of the dream. As the dream fades out i hear Manuel go, "OHHH FUUUUU..."



Doomsday

I'm a dream like the movie "knowing". At first I see there are Archangels capturing kids to take them to the new planet after the earth is destroyed.

time speeds up and I'm in a playground at night time. The Cusp has long hair and is driving a Bobcat construction thingy, and he's knocking over the playground, picking up swingsets and ossing them. "If it's he end of the world i'm going to tear shit up first.

After he's done we go to pile in my dad's pickup truck. I'm looking into the sky and i can see stars like from the mario game falling to earth. I can see them hitting the earth and ripping huge holes in the continent. we decide to go out of the world driving the pickup towards the chaos. I say "I'm happing we're spending the last few minutes together as a family like this."

Don juan

I tell Don juan about the dream where i met the Nagual Manuel, he laughs uproariously, pat's me on the back and says, 'Good boy, you should have hooked them with that trick I've showed you. I knew you would remember. The dreaming double never forgets.If anything, Remember that."

The Return

I'm on Lonewolf's forum, where I just posted the dream. I refresh the page and I have a reply from Another Spirit. It says, "There you are drawing attention to yourself again. I bet you made that whole thing up blah blah blah." and in the signature I see a stamp of approval from Lujan??? I refresh the page and this time the NW replies to AS.

it says, "hey, I was in that dream dummy! it happened I was there so STFU!", the NW's avatar is a portal and I get Sucked in.

I am with both manuel and his NW somewhere. Before I Orient myself fully the dream explodes into countless different dreams. In one we are all amoeba, Manuel is a giant amoeba and the rest of us are tiny ones trying to eat him. In another he is the Giant tree from Avatar, and we are all Na'vi people living on him. I morph into a bear and eat his bark. In another dream Me and manuel are walking on a street in olds, I am telling him that as a Nagual he makes himself too available, creating a fog around himself so that no one really knows who he is or what he really does. This way unwanted people won't be yelling and clamouring at him for his abundant energy. Just the a jock drives by in a car and yells something untintellible, I tell Manuel that was the world agreeing with me.

In yet another dream I am walking somewhere with the NW. She wants to understand what all this Nagual stuff is. I explain to the best of my knowledge that the party they have formed funcion as an energetic unit, and that by the end of their lifetime they will be able to leave this world with their awareness fully intact avoiding the wheel of re-incarnation altogther, or having their awareness getting consumed by the eagle, whichever way they want to look at it. No only that but they will be able to take their party with, and leave behind a few aprentices to carry on their new lineage.

I'm with manuel again walking in a generic dream town. He asks me what if he just carries on as he is, partying it up. I say that what he is will eventually come and bite his ass, such to the point that it will be no longer possible to ignore the elephant in the room. His eyes are suns revolving around one another.

I'm with the NW again. She's explaining to me that her trick was actually a good one, since she was able to capture my dreaming attention. She told me that it doesn't matter how big or small the trick, as long as you can capture one's dreaming attention is important. She said her and her boyfriend have learned to activate their dreaming attention in the waking state and capture other people's as well. I ask her how they do this. She says she doesn't know how, trying to explain it is difficult, it can only be witnessed or experienced. she said I might try to go out in the world and intend to do it. She didn't explain it much further.

Twinners


somehow we all wind upin one single dream at a sort of bar. The NW is sitting across from me, she has brown hair, her bangs are cut as a straight line across her forehead, with the rest of her hair down to her shoulders.


She has huge captivating brown eyes. Manuel is drinking himself sick still trying to ignore his reality. I briefly remember the other dream where iw as reading my dreaming. I knew i was dreaming in that dream. I was about to RC but Asuka flew through a portal and looked at the NW., Asuka tried to merge with her, but the NW was like 'WTF" and blasted Asuka with an energy blast knocking Asuka out of the dream.

"you know her?"

" yes, that's Asuka my dream wife." I said.

"What was she trying to do?"

"She merges with other women in the dream state. I think it's because she wants to give other women's her feeling for me. She thinks I'm lonely, so she's trying to give me a good impression on their sub concsious. Although she never considers the physical distance between me and the dreamers... Kind of creepy if you ask me. But she means well"

"Aw that's sweet. I think.". Just then I get Dream amnesia and think, "why is the NW still here?". Manuel stumbles out of the bathroom drunk, probly from throwing up. He sits down and looks hungover. he has long brown hair. He looks like romano.

"holy shit!" I said. "you could be be Romano's twinner, He's my Nagual benefactor."

"twinner? double?" he manages to mumble dryly. "fuck this shit I wanna wake up." his head falls down on the table.

"he's not your double. But maybe a twinner, for one he's older than you and much more wise as to who and what he is, He could at least turn into a dog and all you've done is whine and hide". I get up because i have to piss. Then I wake up for real.

★★★

A woman?

I dreamd that i deliberately turned myself into some woman i knew from highschool. She's slightly bigger than me so i found it really hard walking around. My center of balance was off and I felt heavy, and then i went to the place where i transformed to change back.

lonewolf

I was in a strange place with Lonewolf. The whole dream seemed rather sped up. He was throwing Dice on the table to predict my future or something. He said the dice had a connection to the spirit so that the outcome would be accurate. I'm not sure what happened after.

EMH
i was looking at weird computer console or something. there was a display of some microchips and i heard the doctor from voyager talking about his program. Said something about the original EMH had difficulties because it's microship processors were faulty, but tnow they could be changed an upgraded so that the EMH could be programmed far beyond just medical abilities.

movie

I remember watching some movie but i can't remember what it was about.

Lonewolf Again

I was with lonewolf, don juan, carlos, Mothsdream and a few others. There was a geographical view of the different Nagual paths. Don juan's path wat like a stream of water and mine was more like a hiking trail.

Making food

I was at lonewolf's house messing around with a strange blender. There were two separate parts of the blender, one part there was a salad in it, and in the other was some chicken conconction. i couldn't blend them properly and the chicken kept going into the salad part so i kept picking out pieces of chicken from the salad part.