What do you think happened?

[MegaGiraffe]

Hey everyone I started trying to have WILDS about 2 days ago, this was the closest I've come to a WILD and I would like to see what you all think about it.. I was trying to have a WILD today and nothing was really happening while I was laying there concentrating except my body getting heavier and heavier. Then I started going into dreams and becoming awake again, that happened about 5 times until something felt like it clicked and I couldn't go back into dreams anymore. I stopped with the SP and got up, I felt like a was completely awake and not in a dream so I thought I had failed. I was feeling tired so i went to bed normally but it took me quite a long time to fall asleep. Then in my dreams I was lying down on a floor somewhere and I kept spacing out and it was hard to keep my focus. It felt like I was in SP but my mind was paralyzed too, it was quite weird. Then as I was laying down I went into another dream, I was at the park with my friends. I still had that paralyzed feeling though, it was extremely hard to walk and it was hard to keep my focus. After that I finally woke up but my eyes were closed I heard my brother playing music in his room but it wasn't the music he normally listened to. Once it stopped I got out of bed and asked him if he was playing any music and he said no. So yea, I would like to hear what you all think had happened to me.. cause i sure don't.

[156curses]

Only guessing: Perhaps you fell into dreams, and dreams in dreams (the park etc) and because of your previous attempts with WILDing, which you did quite a few times, and the effect of WILDing was just placed into your dreams. Because you felt paralyzed, your mind was remembering SP and putting it on your dream body.. Also for the music in your brothers room, perhaps there was a bit of SP happening exiting the dream? I don't know if this is possible but I'm sure its happened to me before too. I once woke up and I could feel my body awake and aware, lying in bed, but I was still dreaming. I could hear my dream, but I was aware I was lying in my bed, my body awake. It was the strangest thing. And maybe this happened to you but with the sounds. You know how sometimes when your layin' in bed trying to fall asleep and you become aware of these really loud sounds or songs playin in your ears that aren't really there, then suddenly they fade? Maybe it was that. Sorry I don't really have a solid answer. Anyway...