Hey everyone I started trying to have WILDS about 2 days ago, this was the closest I've come to a WILD and I would like to see what you all think about it..

I was trying to have a WILD today and nothing was really happening while I was laying there concentrating except my body getting heavier and heavier. Then I started going into dreams and becoming awake again, that happened about 5 times until something felt like it clicked and I couldn't go back into dreams anymore. I stopped with the SP and got up, I felt like a was completely awake and not in a dream so I thought I had failed. I was feeling tired so i went to bed normally but it took me quite a long time to fall asleep. Then in my dreams I was lying down on a floor somewhere and I kept spacing out and it was hard to keep my focus. It felt like I was in SP but my mind was paralyzed too, it was quite weird. Then as I was laying down I went into another dream, I was at the park with my friends. I still had that paralyzed feeling though, it was extremely hard to walk and it was hard to keep my focus. After that I finally woke up but my eyes were closed I heard my brother playing music in his room but it wasn't the music he normally listened to. Once it stopped I got out of bed and asked him if he was playing any music and he said no.

So yea, I would like to hear what you all think had happened to me.. cause i sure don't.