So I have a custom alarm that I've been using that rings for 5 seconds then stops so I don't have to move to turn it off. I do this so I can wake up and try to DEILD. Well last night I finally actually made it to SP for the first time! I had a really really strong urge to swallow, which is what kept screwing me up before, so all I was really focused on was not swallowing (which goes against what most people have said on these forums, but I guess to each his own ). Before I knew it, I could hear a loud rumbling sound and my whole body was vibrating. It kind of felt like I was riding on a train or something. This lasted about 10 seconds or so, but then I got way too excited since I never made it that far before. It faded before I saw any HH or anything like that.

While all that craziness was going on, I wasn't really sure what to think about. Should I be trying to visualize a dream? Or should I just let my thoughts wander?