Thread: My concerns

i shut my eyes, felt my body go numb

i noticed felt very relaxed and calm

i don't mind doing it

i'm not sure how long i did it for, maybe 2 hours

i felt like i was losing more and more feeling of my body

i at once point felt a sudden change of view , as if my neck had suddenly been re-angled .. so that my face was pointing further back ( higher in the sky ( more behind me ) ) .. my neck was at a bigger angle from lying straight ( hard to explain )

Ok now i have some big questions to ask

I am not seeing anything happen when i'm doing this, i think its SP but again i don't know for sure.

But after that time i get more more and hot, i don't know why but i get extremely hot and end up sweating all over like a pig, i can feel the sweat all over my body, its not a nice feeling.

So this time ( 15 mins ago ) , i decided okay so if i've got this far , i'm going to test to see what they talk about on the forums , i knew that i can't move my body parts because of the system which disables them, but i thought surely if i tried i can, and as i thought i can .. although the resistance is extreme, like i am lifting a very heavy weight OR moving my body through a very thick atmosphere. I thought okay, perhaps i am not moving my real body , but perhaps this is what its really like first time leaving the body -.- .. but of course i was wrong because i then touched the wall and it felt normal, everything was normal, it was just my physical body moving.

So my question is : How does anyone originally obtain a second body and how does anyone ever obtain motion ( movement ) .. because when ever i try i can only think in terms of my body, since thats the only body i've ever operated or known to operate. Please help me, i am very eager to experience some dreams but i just don't know how i am supposed to be free when i am feeling sweaty,hot and without a second body.


I kept saying "I want to see now" " I want to see through my dream eyes" "let me see" .. but all i could see was black ness , and i couldn't wait longer because i was becoming a pool of water


Its now 3 .5 hour later, i slept for about 3 hour i think .. i chose to get up for a while for this WBTB thingy , its luck i woke cos we have people on our roof making a lot of noise hehe , hm i hope i get a lucid