Dreamviewers, i have never experienced a dream in my entire life, what does it mean?

The only reason i think that i dream is from memories i have sometimes when i wake up into the real world and i remember events, emotions and people. They are memories and therefore i can't confirm that it was really "I" who experienced them when they occurred. I would love to be the one who experiences them first hand but it feels like its just not me. When i close my eyes, feel strong and promise myself i will be in control of the next hours of my life, i re-appear 12 hours later, confused and abused by what ever took hold of me, killed me for 12 hours and resummoned me into this reality.