Originally Posted by Sanjayb
That being said, I can't deny the fact that all my LD's so far have been driven by noticing oddities in extremely vivid dreams (or do you think here that i'm using the word vividness as you would use awareness?). Do you have any suggestions as to how I could be more aware / move my focus away from vividness?
First: in the end, Sanjayb, anything you do that induces successful LD's is a good thing; don't get me wrong. Now:
I'm pretty sure you're not confusing vividness with awareness, but that's more for you than me to work out -- I could be wrong. That really doesn't really matter, though. What does matter here is that you have vividness in your dreams, and you've already proven to yourself that you can use it as a tool for lucidity. Might as well put it to work for you...
What I would suggest is using that vividness as a tool to build your self-awareness; instead of trying to push it away, gather it in close to you: during waking life ADA practice (which you might consider doing if you're not already) or in dreams try to include yourself in the many many things you notice. When you do, ask yourself, thoughtfully, what you have to do with all this stuff, and what it has to do with you. Really build your involvement, your presence, into your observations, making your "self" not just an additional detail, but the detail around which all the details are emerging. This "center of your own universe" stance might sound a bit selfish, especially in waking life, but only if you take it that way. What it really is is a way to center all the complexity (vividness, in the dreams) that you're observing while remembering that a dream is your own universe, so if you're in the habit of recognizing your place at its center, your sense of self, and lucidity, will likely improve -- thanks entirely to vividness! If you can do that well, I have a feeling you'll be able to eventually incorporate stronger self-awareness into your life and your dreams -- without stepping away from the valuable, exciting tool that is vividness.
I say the above because in the subsequent days to my first post, i've been focusing my mantras on increasing vividness - and while my vividness has certainly increased, my self awareness has not increased proportionately. That kind of led me to think that I may be barking up the wrong tree!
Perhaps the modification above will help. Also, with all apologies to Chewnie91, you might indeed have the wrong tree, but it's a very nice tree with excellent fruit, and it's not the only one in the forest. Trust me, I could build a sizable mansion with the wood from all the trees I've barked up over the years! Also, vividness is an excellent tree to discover, don't leave it behind.
I hope that helped; if not, feel free to ignore!
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