Quote Originally Posted by JoannaB View Post
My dream recall is getting worse again, and I fully expected to be much further along by now especially since I used to be a proficient lucid dreamer about 20 years ago, so I know I can do it and shouldn't it be like riding a bike, but all I can think of is that dreams work in mysterious ways and sometimes the more one tries the harder it is, but I am not willing to risk trying less, and what if I am not trying hard enough after all?
we are obviously genetically tampered with, lucid dreaming and realizing our true inherent spiritual potential should not be the big struggle that it is. after the first few major lucid dreams i have i felt as if something was "changed" within me so it was harder to achieve lucidity and I believe it came from an alien source, also due largely in part that i have precognitive dreams of ufo encounters which i had, and also documented on video, there is something larger than we are aware of at stake, that is im belief and understanding.

Also every time after that that I ever had a sleep paralysis experience i had multiple instances where an alien appeared and told me it was an invasion and i could go no further, this happened multiple times, i believe some people may be blocked

i have also had multiple abduction experiences growing up and implants.