Wow, you were EXTREMELY close from WILDing! You probably got too excited and that stopped the process, but next time when you get to that disoriented point, please try and let it happen. You will be disoriented til a dream forms and you will find yourself standing or sitting or whatever, depending what your dream brings you.

The disorientation and that fireball flying toward you sounds like your dream was ABOUT to form. Also if you see a stable HI and that you feel like you are partially there, try to rub your hands or use some sensations with your dream body so your mind can speed it up and put you fully in your dream world.

You were very close.. too bad you didn't make it there. Perhaps next time.