For me it really was the first LD. I so was not prepared for something like this..
i know expectations are useless but still i expected something else.
i do have a DJ.

-Is there any way i could make myself wakeup after a lucid or from within? and if so how?
-Is it really just a question of recall ?

@hobtoh : How do you handle it? I mean just this one makes me wonder if i hadn't have millions of lucids before and simply don't recall them. Makes me feel uncertain bout it , know what i mean ?