I tried last night. I went to bed at 12:30 and set my alarm for 6. When I was getting to the "it seems like I'm going to fall asleep soon" part I started repeating in my head "When I fall asleep, I will know I'm dreaming. When I wake up, I will remember my dreams." I know you don't say to do this before going to bed, but more chanting can't hurt. It may help with the dreams I have before I wake up.
So, I woke up at 6, turned off my alarm, and laid there with my eyes closed to remember any dreams I may have already had. I laid there for 3 minutes and couldn't remember a single thing, so I got up before I fell back asleep and got on here. I checked my email, read some posts on here, then re-read the part of your guide that talks about after you wake up. I left it up and went to the bathroom and got some water. I came back and made sure I knew exactly what to do, then turned off the monitors and went back to bed. I was up for 10 minutes. I close my window whenever I get up after 5-7 hours now because people like to drive by really loudly that time in the morning.
When you say to lay still that it's sorta like a WILD, I wasn't sure how still you mean to lay. I know other people's WILD techniques say to lay as still as you can, but then Jeff's guide says exactly to not move anything, nor move your eyes, nor even swallow, so I wasn't sure what you meant in your guide. So, I tried to lay as still as in Jeff's guide and I tried to imagine myself in a scene and walking through it. The first thing that came to my head was a dirt road through a tree orchard, so I imagined myself walking through that. I kept telling myself "When this happens, I'll know I'm dreaming."
It was hard to keep imagining myself in the trees, though, because I'd lose focus and my mind would go blank (or think random thoughts about lucid dreaming and about your guide and other people's responses to it without realizing it) and I'd have to make myself go back to that scene and start repeating it again. I started the scene at the beginning several times because of this. There was really nothing to do there, so I automatically switched to a different scene and imagined myself being lucid there. This happened several times. It's hard for me to imagine something for very long. While daydreaming, I can usually only imagine little parts of scenes until I either jump to the exciting or interesting part, or go back and imagine the exciting or interesting part I already imagined.
I did feel like my head get all tingly like it was falling asleep (like not getting enough circulation) but I didn't get any HI (never have before). My body felt numb (has happened before) but if I tried to barely move my finger or eyelid, they moved just fine (like always). I ended up getting really hot laying there and wanted to move the blanket off my shoulders and arms. I ended up just saying "fuck it" and pushed the blanket down, knowing I just messed up my WILD (which I've never succeeded at). I looked at the clock and it was 7, so I had been laying there for almost an hour. I turned over and didn't worry about stupid WILDing anymore and just repeated the same thoughts that you said to repeat.
I don't know at what point I stopped repeating it or at what point I fell asleep, but I woke up around 10ish remembering part of 1 dream. I laid there longer and remembered the rest of it. It wasn't very vivid and certainly wasn't lucid. I can tell that my recall is a lot better than it was (still isn't that great) just from dreams being on my mind a lot more and laying there with my eyes closed as soon as I wake up and trying to remember them. How would you tailor this technique to me given this info? 
EDIT: I'm anticipating RCing to be a particularly effective hinderance to me because when weird things happen, I just usually accept it as reality and think that I have just never encountered this before and I'm learning something new that I never knew before. I'm very open-minded to pretty much anything and never disbelieve anything until I have stronger proof of the opposite. Don't get my wrong. I don't just blindly believe it, either. I don't decide whether I believe or disbelieve until I have stronger proof of one way or the other. I'll be the first to suggest that maybe my understanding of reality isn't as accurate as it could be and I'm very open to the possibility that there may be all kinds of things I don't know about and haven't encountered yet. I may only know about 1% of this world and about reality. That's why when something weird happens a dream, my first thought is curiosity and I get a huge urge to learn as much about this thing as possible.
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