I don't mean to offend you but if you have to go through the touble of sneaking pills, paying for them, and have it not induce lucid dreams for you, its just not worth it. It may be a good way to start off, and experience a few lucid dreams, but i woulnd't pay for pills when its just as easy to put a little work into it and LD on your own. The crazy dreams can be a dreamsign for you,but rely more on basic technique than pills, it should save you a little cash down the road too. Just an opinion though.