Thread: Wasted my time

Originally Posted by exileblue

Ok, I'm sure everyone read that a thousand times, but it seems that I will never be able to WILD. It's very important for me and I'm getting better and better with the time(more then 1 1/4 year and 100 tries), but only with SP and a warm feeling, that I'm floating. I never could get real images or even some kind of fuzzy landscape. Even if I'm really tired, I will lose the feeling with the time or just fall asleep. I often tried to believe that it'll work and it started good, but in the end I couldn't reach anything.

It's more like meditating... my mind is totally clear and I'm feeling very good, but that's all. I think I should stop, maybe it's some problem with the internals of my brain or something like that...

You sound like giving up. Have you tried the other ways? DILD is much easier and less stressfull in my opinion. Key to DILD's success is finding the reality check routine to fit into your daily routine in waking life. Like doing checks whenever you walk into a door or when turning on a light switch etc. it varies from person to person what their daily routine in waking life is. So you have to test and see which is the most comfortable way to implement the checks but it is way better than your WILDing..less painfull and you get results to get you going with the checks. There is also more freedom of choice where one way doesn't work you have infinite ways to come up with.

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