Sorry if I ask some stupid things in here, but I took a few month break of LD and forgot some stuff about Wilds, but I try to skip the stupid parts.

So I tried to Wild for more than a year and I got very far... SP starts after a few minutes now and after an hour or so I loose every external feeling, sometimes I have the roller coaster-feeling and such, but I always stop at this point. I even asked this questions a few times in other forums, but still nothing.

Now with my new collected motivation I want to overcome this border to my own dream land.

Which mental images or tricks do you know, that could help me in my situation?