How close was I!?

[Chewnie91]

Last night i was laying in bed with the intention to achieve SP, which i did for like the first time! XD I felt a strange tingly wave come over my body and then it was as if i was floating or being compressed into a ball. I began to see HI but then it became a little difficult to keep my eyes shut, they wanted to flutter open. At one point this light blue light came across my vision and covered it entirely and that was all i saw. Then i felt this urge to swallow and it went away =( how close was i to a dream?

[konj]

Last night i was laying in bed with the intention to achieve SP, which i did for like the first time! XD I felt a strange tingly wave come over my body and then it was as if i was floating or being compressed into a ball. I began to see HI but then it became a little difficult to keep my eyes shut, they wanted to flutter open. At one point this light blue light came across my vision and covered it entirely and that was all i saw. Then i felt this urge to swallow and it went away =( how close was i to a dream? something simular to me last night ^^ you should have just done nothing,like swallowing,your body has a reflex to swallow on its own,or else you would drown in your sleep the same goes for breathing,thats usually the way the body tries to trick you in to reveling your self,u think u messed up your breathing and you "jump" to try to continue it,just let it slide,if u get passed a few of this tricks SP comes along and if u get passed that the same way your in a dream,its as simple and yet as complicated as that ^^ took me some time to figure that out,now the trick is not to act or think intensivly about anything let you toughs slide by and don't act on any impulse and try not to forget what you doing and fall asleep anywayz you did good,keep going your getting there!

[Chewnie91]

Alright thanks alot =) it did get to one point where my thoughts started going uncontrollablly. While i still knew i was awake, my thoughts just started going off on random things and i like couldn't control it. So i just let myself swallow is what your saying? cause when i did, the HI tended to tone down a bit and i lost the blue light. So i thought i lost it all, but thats normal and i should just let it take its path?

[konj]

Alright thanks alot =) it did get to one point where my thoughts started going uncontrollablly. While i still knew i was awake, my thoughts just started going off on random things and i like couldn't control it. So i just let myself swallow is what your saying? cause when i did, the HI tended to tone down a bit and i lost the blue light. So i thought i lost it all, but thats normal and i should just let it take its path? no,don't swallow!you don't do anything!anything or you will break the proces,and ur body will now ur awake,when its neccecery to swallow your body will do that alone,u don't move ur mouth at all,don't do anything just let ur toughts fly by and try to stay on track,but don't force toughs,i mean don't start long conversations with ur self,and when u feel the strongest erdge to move or scartche,when u feel u can't possibly do it SP tends to come ^^ ask if u didn't understand what i said or whatever u want ^^

[Chewnie91]

How will i know if my body swallows by itself lol? And ya those urges are such a pain, i wanna strech or itch so bad, but im good at ignoring them. Does the HI kick in after SP or before? And when i see them is it best to just look past them and not focus too much? And one last question lol sorry =\ i just wanna get this, but how do i enter a dream from the HI? How will i know when

[konj]

How will i know if my body swallows by itself lol? And ya those urges are such a pain, i wanna strech or itch so bad, but im good at ignoring them. Does the HI kick in after SP or before? And when i see them is it best to just look past them and not focus too much? And one last question lol sorry =\ i just wanna get this, but how do i enter a dream from the HI? How will i know when dude,no need to apolodgise!ask awayz!how will you know?well 1st of all you will feel your mouth swallowing,its alittle different coz it swallows in a little differently,but nvm,and u won't have salive in ur mouth,btw have u ever watched anybody sleep when they swallow something and don't wake up etc? thats a reflex,otherwise u would have died 10000000 times lol Just ignore them,don't focuse on em at all if posible,evin if the body tricks you to control ur breathing again don't!it will pick it self up,u just think something is wrong(unless something flies in to ur mouth and ur chocking etc )its usuali for most ppl like this,they get thestrongest urdge to turn or scratch or whatever,but at the second when they can't hold on it stops and weeeeeeeeeeeeee SP time,well i mastered the pre SP part i think ^^ after SP(when i get in to sp i usualy see some bright flashes etc)try doing the same thing or visualiseing ur in some field or something,there is a great tutorial on that subject in this sub forum go see it ^^ tell me how it goes!