oh ho ho ho...forum experiment! fun fun fun!
I totally suck at VILDING, or actually, I totally suck at any intentional inducing method.
for me, my VILDS, I usually call them passive WILDs. From my past experience, I would describe it as 'falling asleep in a daydream'.
The daydream starts out as nothing more but thoughts for me. Not even visuals. Just thoughts. Except my thoughts werent jumpy or random. They stayed on track. What ever it was I was thinking about, I continued to think about it. The HIs begin. My thoughts are just enough to keep me awake as the HI's form. But really my attention is neither on my thoughts or on the HIs. Although both are happening, my consciousness is really nuetral, almost empty.
eventually the formless HIs begin to reflect my thoughts. and since my thoughts have remained on the same page, the HIs become a stable image. In other words you don't have to force yourself to visualize the same image. What you want to do, is keep your mind lightly focused on the same thought - of that which you want to visualize. The HI is now vivid, a pretty solid image. But it's 2dimensional. There's no sense of space. My physical sense of being is still on my bed.
the more I stare at this image, the more I think about it
the more I think about it
the more stable it becomes
the next to happen is sound. once the sound is added to the 2d image, I'm hooked
but like I said, I wasn't intentionally trying to do anything. The image fools me. If I was thinking about work, then I really believe I'm at work!! damn!! why am I still here!!
The real question is, will the experience be long enough for deph to form??
When deph slowly forms, its only infront of me. The image infront of me expands into a space. Characters move in this space in a life like manner. I can even hear their voices as if they were really there. But behind me, there is no space. Just my bed. The split sensation of the space infront of me and the flat bed, makes me realize that I'm experiencing a very vivid HI. This makes me 'lucid'.
how to turn it into a dream at this point? That's the magic of the VILD. Its as simple as grabbing hold of a character, holding onto something, or even just walking forward. And suddenly, the image becomes the round. Theres a space behind you and all around you now. Thats why I call it the passive WILD, because there is no sleep paralysis or frightening physical sensations.
But doing it intentionally? you're looking at the wrong person. my experiences only happen when Im stressed. I guess the stress makes me just restless enough to not fall asleep as the HIs form
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