I always startle up when I have this falling feeling and I´m trying to get rid of that. That´s why I´m even trying to get SP at home so badly.

Tried WILD last night, but didnt work. I think music is an important thing for me, because (as mentioned earlier) I fall asleep so quickly. now I need to convince my boyfriend to listen to music in the middle of the night :/
he already wasnt happy when I started with this "alarm clock thing after a few hours of sleep".
I guess I should convince him about LD in general. I bet learning it together is even easier.