because my dreams are so realistic!!
i mean it's one thing to be vivid, but it's another thing to have your mind work against your intentions of realising you're dreaming
too much detail for me to even question the reality of anything. i just automatically assume it's real so that when i do my RCs they don't work!!

my dreams are always up-to-date with whatever's happening in my life and very VERY plausible
NOTHING SUPERNATURAL, NOTHING FUN
nothing is even remotely strange in my dreamworld

today after waking up, as i remembered more and more of my dream, i realised how crazily detailed it was!! i could write the best damn book ever written in the waking world with such amazingly organised plotlines

maybe i observe the real world so much that it carries through in my dream?
i don't know but it's just getting annoying now

to date i have made ZERO progress since i started so i dont' know what to do now