whenever i try to DEILD i either wake up and stay perfectly still but am so groggy and close to sleep that i cant hold on to my consciousness and just drift back to sleep or wake up too much and am not able to immediately remember my last dream and as a result my half asleep mind keeps itself awake trying to remember just what it was i was dreaming about last. >_> in other words: FAILURE.
Its all about awareness! too much and i cant DEILD and too little and i cant either! this seems impossible. even if i succeed in not waking up too much then how do i wake up enough to remember to stay aware!? contradictionnnnn. Part of the problem is that even if i succeed and enter a dream the dreamscape is my ROOM. D: