Ok, so I joined this site because I have been experiencing some pretty crazy things, and the best I can do is say they remind me of dreams. And then I found this page. It happens when I am high, but it is not normal. It has only happened twice. The first thing that happens is I realize it is happening. Then everything starts spinning like a figure 8, or more accurately, infinity. It is almost like I am experiencing things through the "backdoor" or something... I have trouble realizing that this is the real world and think the life doesn't exist. When I get to one end of the infinity sign I become more aware, and the more aware I become the more I realize that on the other side of infinity I will not be aware. It reminds me a LOT of inception how they cannot tell their "dreams" from "reality" I know it may sound like just a messed up high, but I really think there is something bigger... Like I am getting a glimpse at something I shouldn't. I remember the last time it happened thinking "these are memories" but also "these are dreams" It scared me because in Inception he says do not dream of memories because you will lose sense of reality. I found this site because I googled making your own totem. I think maybe if I have a totem I would be able to snap out of it. I sort of did that last time it happened, because I was wearing different clothes and wasn't bleeding (the first time it happened I cut myself and started bleeding, but this time I just had the scar from it) Anyway, can someone help me out? Is this normal with mj (I have had normal experiences with it though, could it just be a certain strain?)? Has anyone experienced this outside of "supplements"?