I wanna have a whinge

So I apologise ahead of time and hope I don't get banned. I already got banned. This is what happened.

I attended the last 3 annual pdc's (Psi-Dreaming Conferences). The first one was free cos I paid the $100 IASD membership fee and for that I got 4 (quarterly) highly technical, scientific, university type (purple) magazines, (Yuck) and 4 (quarterly) much more friendly magazines called Dream Time (i think) and a free pass to the $45 on-line conference.

I participated in the scary and exciting 3 psydreaming experiments.

I was in a private chat room with the "big-wig" of the competitions. Near the end of the allotted hour the "big-wig" wrote that if anyone had any questions, go ahead, (or something like that).

I had one and was very nervous to pipe-up, so maybe a few minutes past before I mustered the courage.

Then I tentatively typed something along the lines of, since IASD runs this wonderful pdc, why not have, say, a mutual dreaming and dream-remote-viewing thread on the main IASD site?.

Another "chatterer" posted that Ed Kellog had left the chat room. I scrolled down and sure enough he had logged-out.

So, before the pdc ended I got the notion to stop gripping and "do it myself". I went to the main IASD website and under my handle "ultravioletfrog" I opened a thread called, "Not quite mutual dreaming & Not quite remote viewing".

In less than a month my lovely, lovely 60+ post thread was obliterated. I was shocked and it took a while for me to ask, "Why!". Finally I plucked up the courage to ask what had happened to my dynamic thread I discovered that I couldn't log-in. In stead I got the generic message that I was banned from this forum and to contact the Web Master.

But

I clicked on every thing and nothing lead nowhere so I couldn't contact no Web Master. That was 11-11-2010 and every one on that website have totally forgotten that I ever existed. No one has ever contacted me.

Nobody loves me, everybody hates me, think i'll go and eat worms.

Sorry for the gripe.