What I experienced wasn't unlike what SonatArctica said, the only major difference is that I don't feel comfortable assigning personal meaning to it because if there could be yet another state beyond that (and I have no idea what that would be or how one might get to it) then figuring out how to get to it will depend on understanding the actual mechanics of the state. I think we can both agree that considering what the other two states are like it's very possible to see or experience something VERY subjective, and the only thing we can count on being consistent are the principles that define the experience.
to me (and again this is VERY subjective) it didn't seem like I was merging with super-consciousness it seemed like i was looking at "thought" objectively. As for what i actually experienced that is what it looked like, it looked like an infinite plain of cross sections and connections. Sort of like this: imlab.acouy.ru/~images/rsmodels/1_gran_upak_large.jpg
but much, much more intricate (infinitely intricate), and a sort of deep gold color. Nothing moved, everything was just a distortion of everything else.
I know what you mean about getting pains in your chest I generally just ignore that and push ahead. I really don;t think (for myself) that there is actual danger, instead I think it's the Ego freaking out because it knows you have it in your cross-hairs.
that's what I think. When my heart starts doing that I am just thinking to myself "that's right ego...you BETTER be worried, your days are numbered" and I usually feel better after that.
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