Help with Conscious Soul Travel?

[etheric83]

Hi, I'm 28 1/2 yrs...I've been tryin since June 03 to soul travel consciously due to my problems of various in nature, which render me abnormal socially, mentally, emotionally, psychologically, and getting married/starting a family, for example, is just wishful thinking right now... I wish someone who has success with conscious astral projection/travel and has a good heart could find the answer for me while soul traveling(connecting with your spirit guide) on my behalf...and I will do something for you in return, spiritural or financial( I have a little $ if u are in need) or whatever. Please, I've tried everything including Galantamine, crystal gemstones(even so called most powerful moldavite angel chimes from heaven& earth--no effect), binaural/subliminal/ap cds, smoking salvia(seems to be hallucinations, not real obe), dxm from cough medicine, various poisonous plants(i.e., amanita, datura, belladonna, etc.), inhalants, channelers/mediums/shamans/psychics(seem to be a joke), etc. Maybe a conscious traveler who could help me out while I'm sleeping/dreaming? You know how it is in spirit world...If you can help me out, I will return the favor, spiritually or financially(I have a little for a Genuine helpful person) or whatever. Let me know. thanks