Hello,Please excuse my rambling, disjointed sentences and length of post I have been having some things happening lately and i wonder if anyone has experienced anything similar. I have always been interested in lucid dreams. I have read a ton of books about it and always wanted to have them but never got around to putting in the work, ( dream journal, affirmations etc) so I have never really had any. Only a few times did I realize I was dreaming and just start flying, but I would always wake up. So, I also am very interested in astral projection. I have never had an astral projection, I'm still not even sure its a real thing, but lately I think I might be doing both! Ok here's what happens. I go to bed late, about 5am. I sleep about 5 hours wake up for 3 then go back to sleep for about 3 hours. In that 3 hour nap some crazy stuff has been happening. I lay down, (this will only happen if i'm on my left side) and start to drift off, then I feel the falling feeling real hard and my heart feels like its racing and I try to roll out of my body off the edge of the bed. So I roll out onto the floor. I dont have a body but my perspective is shorter, like 4ft tall. Now when i finally reach this point, ( which happens almost every day) all I want to do is walk through a wall or turn around and look at myself. But I cant! I am physically unable to turn back around in that direction, I feel a straining in my non existent neck.when I try to walk through the wall i cant either, i just walk right into it. I can open the door and walk into the other room and look around just fine, but I cannot ever look at myself! Today however, I commanded myself to turn around, and it worked but the blankets where over my head, (which they were not in reality) and when i try to move them I ( in reality, in bed) was fighting to hold back the blankets! Thats it, then I wake up for real. What is this? Is it a lucid dream? Astral projection? I know its more than just a dream, because I have control and can command things, But I am freaked out that I cant see myself. Which makes me think its not Astral projection. Please give me your opinions and advice on this. I would love to get better at it and have a better waking life because of it. Thank you
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