I found this forum because I was hunting for more information on Lucid Dreaming due to a series of precognitive dreams I've had. I've been lucid dreaming for as long as I can remember and I have no one close to me to talk to this about since my metaphysical beliefs, when voiced, are generally met with raised eyebrows and half smiles. So despite the fact that actually writing this has suddenly become intimidating, here goes....

The Dream:
I'm walking in front of the Masonic Temple in the city I love and live in and the man I love and hate and everything else walks up to me and tells me he has something to show me. He then proceeds to lead me through seven temples, explaining the purpose of each one as we go along. Each of these temples is hidden in a normal looking building. Then we walk into this red brick Victorian house which leads to a staircase extending into a perfectly clear blue sky. Eventually we come to a woman in greek garb who welcomes us to the feast. We walk into another temple, much like I would picutre Mt. Olympus, open to the sky with pillars and a black and white checkered marble floor. Someone is speaking but I don't pay attention because all of the sudden the one who led me here is gone and I'm looking desperately for him. Then the sky turns to night and the most amazing ambient IDM [a type of techno music] is playing and I get lost in dancing, forget that I was looking for someone, and dance, and dance, till I fall. When I fall I reach out for the person next to me, and it's the man I was looking for. He grabs my hand and throws me off of him and starts to yell at me for reaching out to him, albiet unknowingly, and I wake up.

The Rest:
Fast foward to a year and a half later. The things this man taught me save my life, literally, and turn me around 180 degrees from where I was. I learn that we all create our own realities, and begin in depth studies of the metaphysics. Also, I start reading about metaprogramming (the programming of the brain). On Halloween, I attend the yearly rave since I've gone every year for five years. I enter myself into a trance dance state, am completely meditating, and I come to on the ground with someone yelling at me. I look up and it's him. He's going off about how I can't grab for him everytime I fall, and how we can dance together but not touch because he can't handle the energy yet. I just cry. When he sees my face covered in tears he stops completely and walks away.

This is not the only dream like this I've had about him. Not only that, but if we sleep in the same house, we share dreams, and always wake at the same moment. This is freaking me out. Lucid dreaming is one thing, but I can't even find information on this type of phenomena anywhere. I'm confused. I'm scared. I'm intimidated, and it's made it hard to lucid dream because of the frequency of these dreams that come true that he's in. What in dreams is going on here? Anyone? Help, please. Can this really be happening?