Ok, a month or two ago, I figured out that I could rotate this energy around my head, right beneath the skin, it feels like something is just moving under there, hard to describe, but whenever I think about it, It just feels like an "eye" i'm not sure if this is correct or not, but the feeling is neat, not creepy.
then, a week or two ago, I was in a long car ride with nothing to do, I figured I would try and play with it. I rotated it round my head, and around my body. then eventually, I tried pushing it out through the top of my head. It worked, but then I saw some sort of winged demon (my eyes were closed) it flew at me and grabbed at the energy it actually took it, somehow with the power of my mind, I fought it off, (i imagined going after it and attacking it, kind've like daydreaming) eventually the demon opened a portal and went through it, somehow I got back a bit of the energy before it went through, but ever since, the energy seems smaller under my skin, not the larger bulge it was.
I didn't think much of it at first, but I've been pondering this, it appears to have gotten a bit bigger since time has passed so i would assume it's healing. If anyone has had simmaler experiences with this kind of bulge, or a proper name, I would love to hear it
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