I Have Yet To Learn To Control?? (Need Insight)

**spiritofthewolf** · 06-21-2010 06:00 PM

Hey All,

It's been a while since I have posted up on the forum due to not having internet access at my house.. So I got to come to the public library for now until further notice..

Anyways I thought I would talk about something that I have been struggling to understand...I don't want to call it an "Ability" but I don't know what else it could fall under...

I know already that it is more then like something that falls under Premenition (sp?).... Basically what happens is I see a vision inside my mind (almost like a vivid day dream) and a few minutes later it happens...

To give you a better understanding I will give you 2 examples that have happened in the last month in a half...

1.) I was over at a family friends house and we just got done smoking "green".. I was sitting on the couch and I obviously wanted to walk to the gas station right across the street for something to munch on... As I was sitting there on the couch I was debating on bringing my "bag" with me... At that moment, I had a vision or day dream, of me standing in line at the gas station and a police officer was there in line.. In the vision the officer turned around after checking out and looked directly into my eyes....So after the "daydream" ended (which was only a few seconds long) I decided to leave my "bag" at the house I was at...

So I go to the gas station and walk around it for a few minutes deciding what would best suit my mood.. I grab what I wanted to eat and I stand in line... I noticed everyone in the store and I look ahead of me and there is a guy standing there in sort of a like a rain coat type thing and the hood of it was sort of that neon yellow construction worker type color....I stood there and watched the guy check out, and when he turned around, I saw his police badge...and the officer looked me directly into the eyes just like the daydream/vision i had......

2.) This one happened maybe a week or so later.. I was at my buddies house just chilling..We smoked a bowl and a cig in his garage and I was going to leave.. So I get in my car and I am starting it up and I just stop everything for a brief moment and sort of go into a daze in my mind... It was another vision..This time it was me driving home and I had a vision of me getting pulled over due to my head light being out (which it was n still is)..So in my mind I thought "Put visine in your eyes to get the red out just incase you get pulled over".. So I put the visine in my eyes and drive the 6 miles or so back to my house... Once I get onto sort of a back road i see a car coming the opposite way.. This is at like 11 oclock at night on a weeknight.. Of course its a cop!!! AND OF COURSE! He pulls me over......for my headlight being out... Everything turned out fine with that, he just gave me a fix it ticket and blah blah...

This has happened to me numorous of times..it doesn't matter if i am "stoned" or totally sober... I do honestly believe I can sense things, but it isn't to the magnitude of how hollywood and tv pertray it as...

I've mentioned here before that at anytime of anyday I can slip into my mind into sort of a "Medatative Mindstate" where I can imagine what it would be like to be the only one around the area i am at....like everyone vanished and I'd be the only one standing there..While that is going on, on the inside of my body I can literally feel what it would feel like to "Be in that moment".. I've been able to do it for many years (ever since I was 13)

I believe that part of it is just being able to have a higher level of awareness (on command)...

I just need some explination or thoughts on the above 2 examples... With all this I have explained it still goes more in depth as far as sensing things...To let you get a better understanding i'll explain a little bit more..

During these times of "Daydreams" or "Higher Level Of Awareness" A lot of things have to come into play..From everything to my surroundings, the time of day, and even the weather.....It feels like I am taking everything around me and molding it into ONE feeling, or ONE vision.... i don't really know how to explain it that well with out writing a lot more (which i will when i get more time if people are interested in knowing more)..

I would honestly go and try to figure this out but it would cost a lot of money due to doctors and blah blah...I just thought I would ask the DV public.. If you have any information on what it might be, any ideas, or even if you know someone yourself...what have they said about their situation...

Again just wanted to thank you all for your input, I will be around again tomorrow to check back in!

Take Care DV!!

Spiritofthewolf

**mowglycdb** · 06-21-2010 07:30 PM

Hello , it's been some time I've talked with ya, I simply don't log on aim anymore ( wow I just remembered it now lol)

It's just some sort of phsycic awareness , I have some too, but they don't happen on will, they just happen in the moment and I get the message , that knowledge just taps into your mind and you have to figure out what it's about. I have this kind of premonition but it happens with two senses, hearing and feeling(emotions and that stuff) , like I swear I hear my phone ring but it didn't and it rings a minute later.

I'm also on the path of trying to controll it and develop it more, in your case, I can only advice you open up to your feelings, and practice your awareness of "things out of place". Oh and developing a concious form ( that you like and evolves by itself ), that embodies your capacity to "use that ability right now"

**spiritofthewolf** · 06-22-2010 07:39 PM

Originally Posted by mowglycdb

Hello , it's been some time I've talked with ya, I simply don't log on aim anymore ( wow I just remembered it now lol)

It's just some sort of phsycic awareness , I have some too, but they don't happen on will, they just happen in the moment and I get the message , that knowledge just taps into your mind and you have to figure out what it's about. I have this kind of premonition but it happens with two senses, hearing and feeling(emotions and that stuff) , like I swear I hear my phone ring but it didn't and it rings a minute later.

I'm also on the path of trying to controll it and develop it more, in your case, I can only advice you open up to your feelings, and practice your awareness of "things out of place". Oh and developing a concious form ( that you like and evolves by itself ), that embodies your capacity to "use that ability right now"

Yah i can relate to you as well as far as trying to develop it and control it more.. I've just noticed over the past year or so that it seems to happen more and more, or i guess become "stronger" if you will. As far as me answering where it came from, I couldn't answer that, I just know that its there... It's not like these "TV guru's" saying they can predict the future and this and that, like you said, its more of a feeling a "sense" of something and trying to pin point it...
I guess the higher level of awareness or what I call "Medatative Mindstate", that can come to me at any moment.. Even right now as I sit in the library I can simply block out any and all action and imagine myself sitting here alone, and literally feel what it would feel like to again "Be in that moment"..
Just yesterday I was driving to one of my buddies houses to chill and one of my friends she had been their prior to me showing up....While I didn't know it at the time of pulling up but something just sort of triggered in my head, almost like a subliminal message (only thing I can relate it to--or more so your watching a movie and a split second of something else pops up on the screen without a lot of people noticing it)....What it was was of my friend, and I just had thought/feeling come into me that was trying to tell me she was there earlier...So I get out of my car and I smoke a cig with my friend in his garage, and I asked him if he had talk to her recently...He had stated "Yah man she was just here earlier today..."
It didn't really hit me to make the connection right away, and a minute later when I did I just sort of laughed to myself...
I am not in any means trying to say I am more gifted then anyone here, or on this earth, I just know what is there, is getting stronger and more frequent, and I am just trying to figure out how to grab a hold and develop it, and maybe get to the point of "Controlling It"...
If you ask me, I believe it has a lot to do with the bodies energy..a certain connection.. almost like things laying around our houses everyday has a wiring system that needs to be in place for it to work..well our bodies to do.. If we can find a way to sort of disconnect our own wiring, and trigger something to reconnect it in a different manner--what would that outcome be?
Focus is another thing..Just today while I was sitting in my new job through training, a lady brought in a cup of black coffee.. As soon as the smell hit my nose, it brought me back to my early childhood in like parent/teacher conferences and my dad would always have a cup of coffee with him...That sort of falls under the "Trigger" factor...Certain things in life trigger our bodies to react... If we find a way like I stated to connect eachother (mind & body w/ waking life) we could possibly gain the ability for a constant flow of "Energy"... Which I am sure has been done because there are those who claim to be able to read people's minds / see the future / etc..
To wrap this little segment up, I guess over all I know that there is something there.. My question is.. how do i figure out what that thing is... I am interested in reading up on meditation / our bodies energy / things like that.. I read up on DV a while back that some guy practiced "Chi" I believe it was, someone had a video posted up from youtube.. Think the guy was on the show Believe It Or Not... Basically he learned and trained himself to have the ability to concentrate his "3rd eyes" energy and bodies energy to his hands, to where he could literally light a piece of paper with his hand pointed at it a few inches a way...
So I guess with what is said, and we can discuss further as well, I am always interested in knowing more, is where I go from here... So any suggestions on techniques, books, or even ideas, please feel free to share, because I know I am not the only one out there that is wondering.. I believe there are many people out there that can relate, but are just too afraid to share, due to the mainstream thinking their crazy... Were not crazy, I just believe we are evolving into another dimension that we are not use to, so we just label it as "Not Normal"
Until Tomorrow Take Care DV and thanks for the response mowglycdt, once I get internet up and running we can talk a lot more!

Spiritofthewolf

**mowglycdb** · 06-22-2010 08:05 PM

I started thinking about it again, and my sense of feeling people, I can controll it, helps me to defend myself if the persons energy is to low or affects me negatively, but I prefer looking at it like an aid to help people, which is why I'd like this ability, to be able to feel a persons element, what this person wants by the energy he/she is sending, it's like a special warmth from which you can feel what they want, and it's comunicated in a much more pure way that words can do.

So yeah you could try and modify it to make it more usefull for your desires, like for example, knowing if someone you like a lot needs your aid, or when you want to help.