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    Searching For The Center of Everything

    I start this adventure simply... with no goal in mind but to explore.
    I don't know if I can find the answers I need this way...
    But it certainly won't hurt to look, will it?
    I hope I can at least become more of who I want to be by living a more lucid life.

    Anyways...
    Welcome to my mind!
    _[>w<]/ I might dream about some pretty dark and romantic things, but I'm a pretty adorable, light-hearted, funny-guy.

    1. [The Spiraling-Star Phoenix and The Fall of the World Tree]

      by , 10-10-2012 at 11:31 AM (Searching For The Center of Everything)
      [Saturday, October 6th, 2012]
      Two Doctor/Professors/Scientists in orange?- faintly reminded me of Half-Life 1 and 2. There were scientists and professors like them in a lab
      setting that resembled my Mom's old house. I walked around watching them. There were grey figures walking around the room too- obviously
      robots or androids of some sort.

      The scientists were bustling around the room that I was in, programming the androids/cyborgs.
      "Why are you so glitchy? Why are you stuttering?" One stops a dark grey robot to fiddle with his CPU brain.

      <memory skips>

      Brent and I in a small but long room, Bowser is in it and we're trying to get to the other side. He pops up every now and then and we knock him
      away each time.
      At the end of the room, a giant arena sits.
      Giant MegaBowser falls from nowhere and starts jumping and crushing Brent, though he respawns. I wait until Bowser is distracted and I toss a
      green koopa shell at him and knock him for a loop. He's dazed for a moment; But he jumps again, and I watch his shadow carefully to avoid him. I
      warn Brent this time to watch his shadow, but he doesn't listen and gets hit a second time. I throw a giant koopa shell this time and it almost
      finishes Bowser off.

      <memory skips>

      Now, Brent and I are in the old house's living room. The scientists are gone. I'm interupt him from a phone call with something important, and he's
      enraged because he was trying to hear something talk so he could get numbers. At this point I get annoyed and annoy him further. He gets up to
      chase me or hit me.
      I get away unscathed and end up talking my Aunt about Brent. She seems to know exactly what Brent is up to.
      <dream changes>

      +

      Me and Alex stargazing. "Wow the sky is so pretty..." I amuse myself with our view of the night-sky.
      Alex says, "I wonder if there's anything else in THAT direction." or (I wonder if there's anything else that's not over there...)
      We were talking about galaxies and planetary life or something else important. She points a certain direction as she talks
      I say, "Nah, over there it's just the planets. And over there is another- and another there..."
      Alex points something out in the nightsky. "What's that then?"

      I look up. I giant explosion of stars and in the middle- a spiral of orange. The entire explosion resembles a phoenix, spray painted in MS PAINT.
      The star-phoenix glimmers and pulsates slowly, and has layers of orange spraypaint. It's absolutely breathtaking and tragically beautiful. We walk
      towards it and it starts to resemble a giant tree split in half, as if it were struck by lightning and on fire. It was a World Tree falling from a worldly
      hill. What looked like wings before, now seemed like split trunks on their way down. My Dad appeared next to us, and I noticed there was a giant
      iron overhang nearby with his truck underneath it. We ran to it as the tree began to fall in our direction. We made it under safely just in time. It
      crushed the area around us except for the overhang, but the overhang wouldn't stand much longer with the weight of the tree on it.

      "Don't worry, it's definitely gonna fall." We raced to his truck to save it from being crushed.
      "Oh, I'm worried." I spit out.

      <dream ends>
    2. [The Spiraling-Star Phoenix and The Fall of the World Tree]

      by , 10-10-2012 at 11:18 AM (Searching For The Center of Everything)
      [Saturday, October 6th, 2012]
      Two Doctor/Professors/Scientists in orange?- faintly reminded me of Half-Life 1 and 2. There were scientists and professors like them in a lab
      setting that resembled my Mom's old house. I walked around watching them. There were grey figures walking around the room too- obviously
      robots or androids of some sort.

      The scientists were bustling around the room that I was in, programming the androids/cyborgs.
      "Why are you so glitchy? Why are you stuttering?" One stops a dark grey robot to fiddle with his CPU brain.

      <memory skips>

      Brent and I in a small but long room, Bowser is in it and we're trying to get to the other side. He pops up every now and then and we knock him
      away each time.
      At the end of the room, a giant arena sits.
      Giant MegaBowser falls from nowhere and starts jumping and crushing Brent, though he respawns. I wait until Bowser is distracted and I toss a
      green koopa shell at him and knock him for a loop. He's dazed for a moment; But he jumps again, and I watch his shadow carefully to avoid him. I
      warn Brent this time to watch his shadow, but he doesn't listen and gets hit a second time. I throw a giant koopa shell this time and it almost
      finishes Bowser off.

      <memory skips>

      Now, Brent and I are in the old house's living room. The scientists are gone. I'm interupt him from a phone call with something important, and he's
      enraged because he was trying to hear something talk so he could get numbers. At this point I get annoyed and annoy him further. He gets up to
      chase me or hit me.
      I get away unscathed and end up talking my Aunt about Brent. She seems to know exactly what Brent is up to.
      <dream changes>

      +

      Me and Alex stargazing. "Wow the sky is so pretty..." I amuse myself with our view of the night-sky.
      Alex says, "I wonder if there's anything else in THAT direction." or (I wonder if there's anything else that's not over there...)
      We were talking about galaxies and planetary life or something else important. She points a certain direction as she talks
      I say, "Nah, over there it's just the planets. And over there is another- and another there..."
      Alex points something out in the nightsky. "What's that then?"

      I look up. I giant explosion of stars and in the middle- a spiral of orange. The entire explosion resembles a phoenix, spray painted in MS PAINT.
      The star-phoenix glimmers and pulsates slowly, and has layers of orange spraypaint. It's absolutely breathtaking and tragically beautiful. We walk
      towards it and it starts to resemble a giant tree split in half, as if it were struck by lightning and on fire. It was a World Tree falling from a worldly
      hill. What looked like wings before, now seemed like split trunks on their way down. My Dad appeared next to us, and I noticed there was a giant
      iron overhang nearby with his truck underneath it. We ran to it as the tree began to fall in our direction. We made it under safely just in time. It
      crushed the area around us except for the overhang, but the overhang wouldn't stand much longer with the weight of the tree on it.

      "Don't worry, it's definitely gonna fall." We raced to his truck to save it from being crushed.
      "Oh, I'm worried." I spit out.

      <dream ends>
    3. [Sunset Park and Bowser Storm]

      by , 09-24-2012 at 01:11 AM (Searching For The Center of Everything)
      [Thursday, September 20th, 2012]
      I remember being at Safeway towards the far right corner of the store with Brent and Casey... I wasn't sure what we were up to- but we left and
      headed off somewhere.

      We were back at my Mum's old house and I was being picked on by Brent. I got fed up with it and finally screamed at Brent that he's a fucking
      jerk and then I turned to Casey and told him that he's fucking dumb for following Brent- and being buddy buddy with him. Whatever else I added
      on top of that was enough for him to be seriously hurt. I tried apologizing to them both- mostly to Casey- and we both got in the Brent's car and
      were headed to a baseball gate at Sunset Park. We arrive and park and I we all split up at that point. I find Mom in the bleachers and hang out
      with her for a bit before wandering off towards the Little League game. I realize I'm in the way of the game- I WANDERED INTO THE FIELD.
      And I try dodging a baseball that was hit by a little leaguer. Embarrassed, I run off the field and can't remember anything after that.

      I end up in a house just up the hill that overlooks the whole park. The park is shaped much differently than usual. Inside me and Brent start
      playing a Mario game- It's a Weather/Element themed Mario Adventure game with a hint of similarity to Super Mario 64 at least in the way the
      game mechanics worked. We were on an island, working our way up to a Volcano Mountain to beat the game, but suddenly a HUGE dark-grey
      Bowser stormcloud loomed over our heads. We was going to kill us! We saw a multicolored "light" mushroom on the ground that was so
      important, if we didn't grab it, we would lose the game and have to start over completely. It must have been a weapon against Storm Bowser. It
      was on the ground just a few feet away, but at that moment, Storm Bowser blew as hard as he could and me and Brent both went flying along with
      the mushroom. It was pretty fun getting blown through the air like a feather, but I scrambled for the mushroom along with Brent and we almost
      grabbed it mid-air multiple times, but it kept getting away. We were all flying towards the ocean, unable to grab it. Then we all plunged into the
      ocean and felt the currents pushing and pulling, back and forth. Bowser would be on us at any time now, with his lightning, and it would probably
      be the end. I could almost feel the mushroom in my grasp multiple times and I watched Brent come just as close. DAMN- We lost.

      Suddenly, I realize we're still in the Sunset Park's building. I get up and walk outside, and see that it's now dark and everyone is leaving soon. My
      Mum is outside with a few of her work friends... I go back inside and see that there is a delicious looking chocolate cake with pink or turqouis
      frosting. I'm not even sure whose house this is, but I see a kid who reminds me of "Penguin" aka "Nick" take a slice. He tells me to dig in so I grab
      a slice myself... so I do and head outside, it crumbling all over in my hand. It tastes delicious, but I can't remember the specific taste. I head over
      to the truck that I somehow now have and try to pull out of the dirt parking spot and try to avoid the countless holes and ditches surrounding me. I
      make it back to the Sunset Park's house and try to find everyone.

      Apparently there's supposed to be a celebration! Most likely for a wedding of some sort. Everyone that I remember is gathering around a bonfire
      and circling around it and dancing. I see countless ladies, but not very many men among the Bonfire Circle. We continue counter clockwise for
      sometime, and I notice a few girls waving to me, they seem very familiar. Alot of people wave to me at once- I remember them all and snap my
      fingers and point, making a "click-click" sound with my mouth to each person. I feel very content-

      <I wake up.>