LMR's Mental Adventures

Tips: I have two things to share! One is a concept that I like from the last video I posted, the other is another video that helps with everything. The first one is that your thoughts are like a waterfall. You can either stand under the waterfall or observe the waterfall. Standing under the waterfall is symbolic for being bombarded constantly with thoughts, standing away from the waterfall and observing is symbolic for watching the flow of your thoughts but not getting interactive with them, and having complete awareness of where you are (both mentally and physically, which in a dream would bring awareness). I'm aiming for being able to take myself from under the waterfall for WILD, because once I can do that I'll be able to sit back and watch my thoughts flow into dream without being interactive and getting lost in the flow of the thoughts. Here is a great video! 99% is a bitch. 100% is a breeze. - YouTube



Entry:

1) I'm in a college dorm but it's a lot larger than in movies and reminds me of my houses kitchen, actually we're in the kitchen of the dorm. It's me and my brother with two college guys and a girl. They're trying to find my name for registration, and they start pulling beer out of the freezer and the girl gets really drunk and the guys are trying to take advantage of her but she's not that drunk.

2) I'm with the Avatar and the group (in the same environment I was in in my last Avatar dream) we're in the desert and Aang is trying to find one of the Air Nomads rare temples, we fly up to a desert butte, it looks a lot like this one ( butte landscape - Bing Images ) except that it has entrance holes in it. We enter through one and it's large and empty except two or three Earthbenders sitting on the floor, father and son and someone's who's a family friend. (The scene switches) I see some fire nation soldiers (who look like they're not "current" at all, so this kinda feels like it's in the past) and their general is an older guy I can't recognize. They jump onto the mountain/butte/huge desert hill and as they near openings an Earthbender flies out and stirs up dust and runs around. They attempt to catch him but just as they realize he's a distraction Aang and the group fly out and of an opposite entrance. I'm hanging onto either Aang or riding a flying carpet with Katara. Aang is in front of Katara and the general jumps off of the wall and tries to catch us (I guess we were supposed to not go far because we're on a flying carpet) but Aang speeds up the carpet with Airbending. The fire nation general says "I've gotten no closer to them even though they shouldn't be moving, it would be foolish to continue." And he gives up.

3) I'm in a hotel with my female cousin and both of my siblings. I walk out of the hotel room and just as I get out to the entrance I see a blonde girl staring at me intently. Then my cousin walks up behind me. I tell her (without looking away from the blonde girl) "Go back to the room. Now." but she doesn't listen to me and stands there like a total idiot, I run to the door and lock the door of the hotel. I see the girl going to the second door. "I'm such an idiot." Is what comes across my mind. Just as I turn on my toes to run back to my room the girl opens the door and I sprint. My cousin enters right before me backing into a corner, I lock the door and back away slowly. I notice both of my brothers sleeping. The girl opens the door and I say "How did you do that?" (I should have realized it was a dream.) She continues walking while staring at me. Then her brother and father walk in behind her and I get an adrenaline rush, I attack the girl. As I push her on the bed choking her I see a metal chair in the corner and I reach over and pick it up, then I force one of the legs through her eye but as it kills her she turns into my little brother and he's this horrible shade of death blue. I get furious. I see the three of them trying to escape my rage. Not gonna happen. Her brother has a gun so I run for him. I slam him onto a car, conveniently the cops are there and he tries to shoot me but I point the gun away from me and he shoots his father, then I aim towards his sister and shoot her, with his hands. The cops run over and either shoot or arrest him. Either way I've murdered his family and now I've shown them part of the extent of my rage.

Goals!
- Meeting with Juroara
- Learn more about my personal WILD
- Practice dream control