Through the Looking Glass ...as Experienced by Aeona

May 25
7.5 hours of sleep

I am sitting with my boyfriend on couch in a mutual friends house. The room was wood paneled and the lamp causing a yellowish quality of light in the room. Directly in front of us, our friend sat talking about things I will just say was very self important, so I was tuning him out.

Coming from the hallway, behind our friend, a guy walked toward us trying to sneak past us, he looked to me about age 15, with short dark brown hair and brown eyes. He did not want to be seen, obviously, walking out of the house in the spacesuit that his brother (our friend) had recently 'acquired'. I understood this instantly and grinned.

I decided to help him, feeling very mischievous and also that the kid was right. His older brother had no right to take this spacesuit from ___ (I can't recall the name) and then hide it in his house. I leaned forward and started talking in a quiet tone, like telling a secret to make their attention to be focused on me while he slipped by and out the door. The suit was light blue with no insignia that I could see.

Later, we left the house with our friend and I got into the back of my friends car. My Bf was still just chatting away with our friend. When we were on a long stretch of an unlit road, I looked out the window to glimpse at the stars. There was a flash of light and for a moment I saw within the wormhole before it closed. I turned my head and the guy in the space suit now was sitting by me in the car. I laughed. He now was older, looked about 50, his hair grown long with gray streaks and slightly curly. He said to me "You haven't aged a bit" and I replied "Why WOULD I have aged? I didn't go anywhere" and winked.

The Full Moon, as usual for me, effected my dreams and recall.

Fragment
Society had crumbled and there were only two major 'countries', neither of which was I part of. Me and mine had a separate and very isolated city.
Standing with several people in a large room, the was one man I thought for whatever reason was a reporter. He wanted access to our fortified community. He was a tall white man, maybe 165 pounds wearing a blue business shirt. I didn't think he had any good intent for us..so I said I thought he should go on his way back to where ever he came from. The next thing I knew, he was slung over the shoulder of another man. This..bothered me. I said to the man " I really hope you are not planning to use him for a blood sacrifice".

WTF?!

On a funnier note, night before last I had intended to do May's dream task. But once I was IN Dream, I thought that it was not such a good idea for me to crash Luna into the Earth. (maybe this was in part due to the almost full moon..dunno)

Again, a midday nap/AP beckoned...literally.

I closed my eyes and immediately I
Saw swirling purple energy that after a moment became man shaped. I knew this person, I was greeted with a "Hello Aeona" then he hugged me.
Purple wrapped around me.

We had just gotten to a beach, it looked around sunset and we walked..without talking. Like usual I was wary of the scourge commonly called seagulls, and I thought I hope no one has fed them lately. I had an odd feeling then..

I heard a friend talking. She was upset about people coming into her dreams lately, and in general ruining her dream-space. As I heard her, I saw my home page on facebook where she was posting word for word what I was hearing. I was still at the beach with facebook in the sky. This amused me very much and was glad I hadn't be pulled away; I didn't want to leave where I was at. I responded with "There's a lot of that going around lately" empathising with her.
I was pushed forwards lightly, I turned and looked at Him and he said to me teasingly "Go on..tell her what this is all about."

I started talking to her, seeing my words written in the sky, about impersonators that some call templars and other unethical Dream behavior adding what their purpose behind this was. She asked me how I heard her, and I explained "I was in a place very close to where you were. Since I know you well, I could feel your distress and you called to me and got my attention." She asked me how we were even speaking (I knew she was asleep and not lucid) so I told her "we are talking on dream facebook." Then she was gone.

I turned around and said to Him that I need a real vacation.

Choline supplement taken during a brief waking period 3.5 hours after 'bedtime'

(background) Myself, and a few others, opened a school..that was proving to be very unpopular to most of the 'people' in the area.
"Touch lightly with your awareness here, ___, and see what happens" I told my student. As her fingertips hovered over the tablet a hologram appeared. She squealed with delight, much like any other 4 year old girl does and I grinned in response to her joy. "What is special about this" I continue, "is how you see this 'display' both in front of you and in your mind's eye; so later after you go home, you can recall perfectly what you learned here today."
I dismissed her and the other students ranging from childhood to older adults reminding them "to play and always follow where their joy leads them" and closed and locked the door.

I changed..into the face I have had to wear outside the school lately. I look into a bit of reflective glass and see a very very old man looking back at me and I sigh at the sight.
While walking to the back door to leave, I notify 'O' that I will be there shortly and to wait for me. I take a deep breath and walk outside.

I look across the field, and scanned the tree lines at my my far right and left for un-friendlies before started to cross the field. I made a person note to self to mind my peripheral vision. Halfway across, others start milling toward me, quite aimlessly, I hoped, as I pulled a large knife out it's sheath. The red truck that 'O' had seemed very vibrant in the gloom of the surroundings and I was very glad he was there. Looking inside, I focused on 'O's eyes (which were just like my own blue gray) and sent the message " Open up and let me in, you KNOW me". As I got comfortable inside the cab I asked him jokingly "If he had EVER thought in his wildest dreams that we would look like two old men?" We decided that soon we would be seen through the old man disguises and needed a more aesthetic appearance for outside the school very soon.

(Typically lately, I have been taking rather long naps in the day and have contemplated that I might be being pulled by another dreamer into doing so)

I became lucid as I noticed the car going a bit too fast. I was in the passenger seat and C's mother was driving a sports car inbound on I-10. This did not shock me, and I remembered fully that she and I often had shared lucid dreams in the past but made the decision to teleport out if she got out of hand. She wanted to 'discuss' my behavior over the last few years...so I tuned her out and just watched the landscape go by for a while, and started singing The Mission by Puscifer as she carried on. I heard bits of what she said and finally decided to end this..to her railing I said this "Insane isn't defending yourself or reacting to a threat like I do (or defending others), as compared to your definition of insane... or even your own behavior while alive."

I showed her an 'movie' of a spider/woman creeping around, doing fucked up things for no reason at all and not even knowing why ever herself, with several inner dialogs going on within her own head all at once.
"This is the perfect example of insane. Did you recognize the woman?"
She said no, quietly. "I am not surprised at all, you that didn't. This was you." I said. "I don't see a way you COULD have known after years being like that".
I told her it was time to move on, that we had forgiven her and I exited Dream.

YouTube - Puscifer - "The Mission"

Walking down a garden path heading towards the water, I noticed hibiscus of all colors around me and birdsong in the background. As I leaned over to smell one of the flowers...
I heard wind-chimes and was pulled through a portal.

I really have no comprehension of what I saw, where I went or what this Dream was about. If there is a term for sub non-lucid, that term would defiantly apply. If I tried to make sense of what I saw, my sight would slip away and I would see only fog. If I attempted to focus on who was talking, the sounds would become too muddled to define.

I came out of this at some point, with a man holding me in his lap. He was trying to comfort me (I was beyond confused about what had happened before)..smoothing my hair away from my face and crooning. "You really don't remember any of this do you, Beapole?" he asked kindly. I told him no I didn't.

"Did you he just call me bean-pole?" I thought for a second then realized Beapole (or something very similar) was on old name I once knew.
I became fully lucid then thankfully.
I asked him "Did you try to do that dream recall you had talked about yesterday, or did you think you had spontaneous memory recall of a lifetime long past..and I got pulled into it?"
He HAD warned me yesterday about what he planned to do but I had not expected this.

As I woke I heard Frozen Plasma singing '"Lift the Veil"

My (shared) intent was set in the afternoon yesterday then before bed; concerning a healing.
I went with my guide, for lack of a better term right now, to aid. I called to my friend, first using his name..then his Name. I saw him with another, he turns and starts walking towards me smiling and the other..turns their head, looks at me and keeps walking. I attempted to focus my awareness (see clearly, as apposed to what I saw seeing through a smoky screen, entering that Dream space).. felt my lucidity slipping so I looked at my hands, did a few spins and pinched my nose. Eh. I was gone before he could grab my hands like I had asked him to..if necessary. ~I hope it went well,anyhow, OR we can do this again~

Fragment
I was telling this guy, Dylan 'You getting close to sounding like a Catholic screaming "heretic". True Teachings can not be dulled or diluted by mere words or deeds by one.' I went on to say 'The Teachings were a framework that held the structure of my reality. Unlike you who seems to have discovered the Teaching by seeking and then feel a shift of what IS, I experienced it the other way around. By living my life and experiencing what I have, I LIVED the Teachings, only to find them written (or on earth at ALL) later on. Relax! We are all One regardless of appearances'

My recall has been very poor.. My last dream for the night (or something IN it) seems to take presence over the rest.

I woke hearing Erasure's song "A Little Respect" wtf? So, I bide my time, recall will return, it always does.

I stood talking to several Beings of gold light, with very Bashar like energy I thought, in a unformed dream space of grey.

"Tell me what it is that humans encounter that they see as demons or entities of mal-intent" I stated, knowing that was why I was speaking to them at this moment.
One replied "Humans are typically disconnected to their multidimensional Selves. This could be seen as a expanded form of ignoring your shadow self. Beings connected in someway to 'you' in other dimensions reach out and touch you this way. But all things serve the One, see this as a way as a blessing to lead you to knowing (and aligning) with ALL you are. Share this knowledge to aid in the evolution of Humanity."

A bit dubiously, I agreed thinking to whatever degree necessary this will be an exercise in discernment for all.


and another low recall Dream (which seems to happen if I experience what I did above in this entry after a dream)

I experienced another life of 'me' somewhere..unknown. Many of the people I know 'here' were 'there' in various capacities. Very, very boring for the most part and I woke (with intent) as soon as it occurred to me to do so.

Fragment 1

Someone said something really snarky to me about dying and coming back to life.
I replied those are words that never would come out of my mouth, even in a sarcastic-pissed off mood.

Fragment 2

Someone I didn't know walked up to me, as happy as can be. She told me that she had been comparing people's life stories that have a Life Path 5, and wanted to share the results with me.


:/

semi-lucid and fragments due to allergy medicine?

Fragment 1

An elementary school had been converted into a community of sorts. It was a large rectangular formation of buildings linked with covered walkways. In every classroom, now lived a family, or grouping of people of 'like mind'.
I saw someone I did not think I would ever see again. I asked him if he wanted to take a walk since one of the people that lived with me was sick (now finally sleeping!) and I did not want our 'catching up' to disturb their rest.
As we walked, I noticed it was early evening and many people gathered outside. They sat in the common areas between buildings on the covered walkways. All in the grass and crawling over some of the people were long worms; I had no intention on getting one of those on me! Prudence dictated getting back inside. We went back inside and sat in a dark room and talked for a while.
As light came through the window at dawn, I stood there a moment enjoying the gold light on my face; I had been cooking us breakfast.

Fragment 2

I was talking to a good friend of mine that was having problems lately. Whereas I knew him ~knew him energetically completely~ (as well as his his values, and ideals) ,others who he thought of as friends had openly trying to discredit everything he said. He asked me "Does anyone really SEE me at all?" I replied "They see only a small part of your face, then twist what they see in their minds until it reflects their darkest thoughts hidden deep in their perspective microcosms." I felt his sense of betrayal and dismay but even more than that.... his love for those that 'wronged' him.
He was many things.. telepathic, had direct cognition, is an empath, and more. He spoke often about understandings he got from the higher dimensions. His symbol was a stylized image of man's head (kind of like Dr Steele's) with a lightning bolt directed at his third eye.

~taken from my dream spirals from earlier this year that I am slowing adding here~

I was called to investigate when what appeared to be an ~angel~ incarnate was killed.
I asked to talk to the witnesses. Two of witnesses were women (blondes) and were psychic They saw the victim as an angelic form superimposed over a 'kinda super normal but cute anyways" guy. The killer was described as a short man, dark shifty eyes, dark hair and real pale skin. He wore a orange hoodie and dark blue jeans. Both looked between 21 and 30.

To the other witnesses (male muggles LOL)who just saw regular people they said but could nor remember anything about what they looked like or what either were wearing; all they recalled was 'a regular bar fight that got out of hand.'



When I got to the scene, I walked across the dance floor and over by where the body had been. This was an area with two pool tables and small circular tables with bar stools. My partner and I noticed there was way too much energy of differing types. First the *normal* feel of death and fear and then a whole LOT of something else.
Feeling woozy, I reached down to support myself by leaning against the nearest table and,by chance, touched a salt shaker with my finger tips.

-Then I saw
Two very bright beings whose light shone through their coperal bodies fighting.. then what looked like a shock-wave of white light with the dying man at the center.

At the same time I saw a field of energy (like a bubble) surrounding the two beings with a different scenario (could have been called Typical Bar Fight) playing out in a 3d 'movie' on the surface of this 'bubble' of energy. What was even MORE freaky was the dark guy tuned and looked at me.

These two conflicting scenes one normal/one abnormal had made the witnesses see something completely different than what HAD occurred, though the woman saw through this a bit. But It became clear that the One who had done this..crime.. had the ability to not only shield the fight completely but also to change his appearance to the point the two women were confused by what they saw.

I also realized I had known the one who had been killed.

~A few nights ago, I shared a dream with a friend where he was giving me a lot of information about a mutual interest of ours and images/pics relevant to this. I was at the computer where more and more windows and tabs kept appearing until I could not keep up with reading everything he sent. Finally I said 'PLEASE SLOW Down!!' So we went into another dream space where he telepathically gave me all the info via eye contact~

Fragment
Last night I was with this friend, O, again. We talked in Dream about our Dream the other night.. and mentioned we should start making a place in the Dream realm to talk with others In Dream about Dreams we share and offer commentary. I was in this place with O watching myself.. in another Dream.

Now
I am a bit discombobulated; I in no way find reality a 'fixed' state. That... inhibits the alert wakefulness that is commonly refered to being awake. More so, today...no matter how much coffee I drink this morning.

March 18

I was in a grocery store with a guy I know well. There was these two people..big, fat..(like the man in Dune) standing in the way... we wanted to go down a certain isle, and they would not move over. First we asked nice. The man (there was a woman too) just looked at my companion..
with a blank expression.
Like he was..insignificant. Eventually we got a bit mad and trying to walk off. The fat man grabbed my friend's wrist..then hollered he was being attacked..BY us. I told my cohort to COME with me, and we left the store...rather fast. I am not positive we were already being chased or...preventing being followed. My companion changed into a girl form, about age 5, then.

We ran for a while down a road that connected where the store we left was at and a larger road.

When we slowed down a bit I noticed these rocks/stones all around us. I thought I hadn't seen this kind in AGES (literally) and stopped and looked closely at them. One.. stood out..so I picked it up. It was roundish..with points coming out of it.These stones ..I cant think of the word..not glow..but sense it was nighttime they had a blue and red light coming from them.

There was a school on the left side of the road right before the intersection. My partner wanted to go between the buildings of this school. As we were walking to somewhere he pointed at in the distance, suddenly he hollered to RUN. I dropped my artifact/stone in the process of getting away of something I did not see, but felt.



Some point later... we were talking to the "police". They wanted us to prove where we had been earlier. I think the fat man said my companion attacked him, or we both attacked him and the woman he was with. I'm not sure what was said that we did, we were not told. I told the 'police' I had dropped my stone/artifact, and if they found it...it would prove where we were. I found out then..from the "police" that my..stone was past of a very venerated statue that had been broken to pieces LONG ago. It looked something like a turtle.



There was...a time gap again and it was day again. We were in a warehouse of some sort. We were going to slide down something like a slide that led outside. As a sat down to slide out of the building, I was pushed violently backwards. It looked/felt like I was caught in a wire cage...pressed hard against me. I freaked out (a fit of claustrophobia) My energy pushed out around me in a wave and I got free.



When I DID get back to where my cohort was, we both sat down on the lip of the opening..that slid down maybe 15 feet to the ground outside. He looked at me sadly.. wanting me to help him. Down below were maybe 5 or 6 people. One is a man. My friend looked at him screaming to take out his contact lenses. When the man down below had them in, the he could not see my friend, and my friend would start to disappear.. There were these spirits around the man saying that they were his kids and hated my cohort... wanted the him to disappear, hated him and taunted him badly. I..torched a few of them in electric blue flame, I was upset with this..terribly. This man, when he took out his contact lenses he could not see the spirits at all.

the last thing I recall seeing is my friend disappear from beside me, I said fuck this!!! and woke up.

I was talking to a man in a lab coat with a spoon on the front left side, and "got foul" (with a pic of a chicken) over where his bum would be. He asked if I found the coat amusing, which I really DID... I was laughing until tears came out of my eyes. I wondered what his colleagues would say if he wore this to work (he is a scientist..physics). He gave me a smack on my ass when I mentioned this thought to him. I really liked the look in his eyes.

There was house I dream of a lot. My recall on this one is very slight. It is the feeling of the place that I remember. It felt like Home, in the True sense of the word..where I should be.



My recall, in general was bad last night. I woke with my allergies going haywire and a bad headache.