Through the Looking Glass ...as Experienced by Aeona

My (shared) intent was set in the afternoon yesterday then before bed; concerning a healing.
I went with my guide, for lack of a better term right now, to aid. I called to my friend, first using his name..then his Name. I saw him with another, he turns and starts walking towards me smiling and the other..turns their head, looks at me and keeps walking. I attempted to focus my awareness (see clearly, as apposed to what I saw seeing through a smoky screen, entering that Dream space).. felt my lucidity slipping so I looked at my hands, did a few spins and pinched my nose. Eh. I was gone before he could grab my hands like I had asked him to..if necessary. ~I hope it went well,anyhow, OR we can do this again~

Fragment
I was telling this guy, Dylan 'You getting close to sounding like a Catholic screaming "heretic". True Teachings can not be dulled or diluted by mere words or deeds by one.' I went on to say 'The Teachings were a framework that held the structure of my reality. Unlike you who seems to have discovered the Teaching by seeking and then feel a shift of what IS, I experienced it the other way around. By living my life and experiencing what I have, I LIVED the Teachings, only to find them written (or on earth at ALL) later on. Relax! We are all One regardless of appearances'

My recall has been very poor.. My last dream for the night (or something IN it) seems to take presence over the rest.

I woke hearing Erasure's song "A Little Respect" wtf? So, I bide my time, recall will return, it always does.

I stood talking to several Beings of gold light, with very Bashar like energy I thought, in a unformed dream space of grey.

"Tell me what it is that humans encounter that they see as demons or entities of mal-intent" I stated, knowing that was why I was speaking to them at this moment.
One replied "Humans are typically disconnected to their multidimensional Selves. This could be seen as a expanded form of ignoring your shadow self. Beings connected in someway to 'you' in other dimensions reach out and touch you this way. But all things serve the One, see this as a way as a blessing to lead you to knowing (and aligning) with ALL you are. Share this knowledge to aid in the evolution of Humanity."

A bit dubiously, I agreed thinking to whatever degree necessary this will be an exercise in discernment for all.


and another low recall Dream (which seems to happen if I experience what I did above in this entry after a dream)

I experienced another life of 'me' somewhere..unknown. Many of the people I know 'here' were 'there' in various capacities. Very, very boring for the most part and I woke (with intent) as soon as it occurred to me to do so.

Fragment 1

Someone said something really snarky to me about dying and coming back to life.
I replied those are words that never would come out of my mouth, even in a sarcastic-pissed off mood.

Fragment 2

Someone I didn't know walked up to me, as happy as can be. She told me that she had been comparing people's life stories that have a Life Path 5, and wanted to share the results with me.


:/

semi-lucid and fragments due to allergy medicine?

Fragment 1

An elementary school had been converted into a community of sorts. It was a large rectangular formation of buildings linked with covered walkways. In every classroom, now lived a family, or grouping of people of 'like mind'.
I saw someone I did not think I would ever see again. I asked him if he wanted to take a walk since one of the people that lived with me was sick (now finally sleeping!) and I did not want our 'catching up' to disturb their rest.
As we walked, I noticed it was early evening and many people gathered outside. They sat in the common areas between buildings on the covered walkways. All in the grass and crawling over some of the people were long worms; I had no intention on getting one of those on me! Prudence dictated getting back inside. We went back inside and sat in a dark room and talked for a while.
As light came through the window at dawn, I stood there a moment enjoying the gold light on my face; I had been cooking us breakfast.

Fragment 2

I was talking to a good friend of mine that was having problems lately. Whereas I knew him ~knew him energetically completely~ (as well as his his values, and ideals) ,others who he thought of as friends had openly trying to discredit everything he said. He asked me "Does anyone really SEE me at all?" I replied "They see only a small part of your face, then twist what they see in their minds until it reflects their darkest thoughts hidden deep in their perspective microcosms." I felt his sense of betrayal and dismay but even more than that.... his love for those that 'wronged' him.
He was many things.. telepathic, had direct cognition, is an empath, and more. He spoke often about understandings he got from the higher dimensions. His symbol was a stylized image of man's head (kind of like Dr Steele's) with a lightning bolt directed at his third eye.

~taken from my dream spirals from earlier this year that I am slowing adding here~

I was called to investigate when what appeared to be an ~angel~ incarnate was killed.
I asked to talk to the witnesses. Two of witnesses were women (blondes) and were psychic They saw the victim as an angelic form superimposed over a 'kinda super normal but cute anyways" guy. The killer was described as a short man, dark shifty eyes, dark hair and real pale skin. He wore a orange hoodie and dark blue jeans. Both looked between 21 and 30.

To the other witnesses (male muggles LOL)who just saw regular people they said but could nor remember anything about what they looked like or what either were wearing; all they recalled was 'a regular bar fight that got out of hand.'



When I got to the scene, I walked across the dance floor and over by where the body had been. This was an area with two pool tables and small circular tables with bar stools. My partner and I noticed there was way too much energy of differing types. First the *normal* feel of death and fear and then a whole LOT of something else.
Feeling woozy, I reached down to support myself by leaning against the nearest table and,by chance, touched a salt shaker with my finger tips.

-Then I saw
Two very bright beings whose light shone through their coperal bodies fighting.. then what looked like a shock-wave of white light with the dying man at the center.

At the same time I saw a field of energy (like a bubble) surrounding the two beings with a different scenario (could have been called Typical Bar Fight) playing out in a 3d 'movie' on the surface of this 'bubble' of energy. What was even MORE freaky was the dark guy tuned and looked at me.

These two conflicting scenes one normal/one abnormal had made the witnesses see something completely different than what HAD occurred, though the woman saw through this a bit. But It became clear that the One who had done this..crime.. had the ability to not only shield the fight completely but also to change his appearance to the point the two women were confused by what they saw.

I also realized I had known the one who had been killed.

~A few nights ago, I shared a dream with a friend where he was giving me a lot of information about a mutual interest of ours and images/pics relevant to this. I was at the computer where more and more windows and tabs kept appearing until I could not keep up with reading everything he sent. Finally I said 'PLEASE SLOW Down!!' So we went into another dream space where he telepathically gave me all the info via eye contact~

Fragment
Last night I was with this friend, O, again. We talked in Dream about our Dream the other night.. and mentioned we should start making a place in the Dream realm to talk with others In Dream about Dreams we share and offer commentary. I was in this place with O watching myself.. in another Dream.

Now
I am a bit discombobulated; I in no way find reality a 'fixed' state. That... inhibits the alert wakefulness that is commonly refered to being awake. More so, today...no matter how much coffee I drink this morning.

March 18

I was in a grocery store with a guy I know well. There was these two people..big, fat..(like the man in Dune) standing in the way... we wanted to go down a certain isle, and they would not move over. First we asked nice. The man (there was a woman too) just looked at my companion..
with a blank expression.
Like he was..insignificant. Eventually we got a bit mad and trying to walk off. The fat man grabbed my friend's wrist..then hollered he was being attacked..BY us. I told my cohort to COME with me, and we left the store...rather fast. I am not positive we were already being chased or...preventing being followed. My companion changed into a girl form, about age 5, then.

We ran for a while down a road that connected where the store we left was at and a larger road.

When we slowed down a bit I noticed these rocks/stones all around us. I thought I hadn't seen this kind in AGES (literally) and stopped and looked closely at them. One.. stood out..so I picked it up. It was roundish..with points coming out of it.These stones ..I cant think of the word..not glow..but sense it was nighttime they had a blue and red light coming from them.

There was a school on the left side of the road right before the intersection. My partner wanted to go between the buildings of this school. As we were walking to somewhere he pointed at in the distance, suddenly he hollered to RUN. I dropped my artifact/stone in the process of getting away of something I did not see, but felt.



Some point later... we were talking to the "police". They wanted us to prove where we had been earlier. I think the fat man said my companion attacked him, or we both attacked him and the woman he was with. I'm not sure what was said that we did, we were not told. I told the 'police' I had dropped my stone/artifact, and if they found it...it would prove where we were. I found out then..from the "police" that my..stone was past of a very venerated statue that had been broken to pieces LONG ago. It looked something like a turtle.



There was...a time gap again and it was day again. We were in a warehouse of some sort. We were going to slide down something like a slide that led outside. As a sat down to slide out of the building, I was pushed violently backwards. It looked/felt like I was caught in a wire cage...pressed hard against me. I freaked out (a fit of claustrophobia) My energy pushed out around me in a wave and I got free.



When I DID get back to where my cohort was, we both sat down on the lip of the opening..that slid down maybe 15 feet to the ground outside. He looked at me sadly.. wanting me to help him. Down below were maybe 5 or 6 people. One is a man. My friend looked at him screaming to take out his contact lenses. When the man down below had them in, the he could not see my friend, and my friend would start to disappear.. There were these spirits around the man saying that they were his kids and hated my cohort... wanted the him to disappear, hated him and taunted him badly. I..torched a few of them in electric blue flame, I was upset with this..terribly. This man, when he took out his contact lenses he could not see the spirits at all.

the last thing I recall seeing is my friend disappear from beside me, I said fuck this!!! and woke up.

I was talking to a man in a lab coat with a spoon on the front left side, and "got foul" (with a pic of a chicken) over where his bum would be. He asked if I found the coat amusing, which I really DID... I was laughing until tears came out of my eyes. I wondered what his colleagues would say if he wore this to work (he is a scientist..physics). He gave me a smack on my ass when I mentioned this thought to him. I really liked the look in his eyes.

There was house I dream of a lot. My recall on this one is very slight. It is the feeling of the place that I remember. It felt like Home, in the True sense of the word..where I should be.



My recall, in general was bad last night. I woke with my allergies going haywire and a bad headache.

~Before bed, I was thinking about a friend. I have wanted to talk to him for a couple of days
about a few different things going on our lives and well as catch up some. I went to sleep and into Dream about 9 pm my time~

The City and the Tornado


I was standing the street of a large city, with high-rises and buildings close together but with no people other than the ones standing close by.
Visually there was much VERY wrong here, but my focus was on my friend that was standing in the street with maybe 4 or 5 people.
I spoke to him saying Hello MoSH I would like to talk to you when you get a chance...
I cut off what I was saying because I energetically felt the shock (like a wave) from the people that were in a semi circle on the other side of him..stunned that I had appeared there
I guess.
He said to them "This is my friend, Aeona. I have known her for a long time..."

I stopped listening for a moment and looked at something a half a mile away that pulled my attention. There was what looked on the surface like a huge tornado (which I had no doubt that is was NOT) coming around from behind a building that stood in front of us.
I told my friend that I would talk to him another time. He was busy and that I was sorry that I had bothered him when he had other things going on.

(I wasn't worried about him and what was going on in this Dreamspace..but I DID feel bad about popping in)
I felt what I translate as Dream call waiting.. I told him sorry again and left quickly.


Revelations

I started chatting with the person that had got my attention in the last Dream, a friend that I had spoken to briefly the night before.
I was perceiving both my computer monitor, in which a forum was opened in the only window, and him standing in front of me in an unformed Dream space.. grey and featureless.

He told me that 'A' come to him! I replied that whereas "A' and I are looking for someone (a specific person) that I had not been aware that 'A' was going about it in this way.
~A is not the chatty sort, I assumed that he would look from afar, and not be going out and talking with people~

He told me that many people come to him in Dream since he can SEE far.
Shocked and blushing I told him that I had not known that about him, and that I did not want him to think that was why I was his friend.
(To make matters even more.. embarrassing in a way, he started talking about personal matters which..I will not write in my DJ)

~I woke briefly~

Energy Leak!

I was back with the guy from my last Dream and he was saying there was somethings he wanted to explain to me/show me.

I saw 'myself' as a huge white light in a field of dark blue open space. There was a plume of light (not like a cord or connection to someone) that went up and outwards
who knows how far.
He was saying this is what 'darker' people and entities pick up on and how they find me..to insinuate themselves into my life as friends and such as well as energetic influence.

After this 'vision' faded I put my hands to my stomach, like someone does if they are disemboweled. My 'guts' were fine but this is where I knew my ~energy leak~ was; centered at my solar plexis and effecting my charakas above (heart) and below (sacral).

I walked away for a moment to repair my energy body. Much like skin grafting, I "encouraged" energy from my hands to make a grid to grow together and close this hole on my cocoon of energy. This I will continue to do for a while ~at least for my own sense of security~ for while, I expect.

and more "JOY"

When I went back to him I felt the energy signature of someone that has caused me a lot of discord recently nearby..like a residue. This did not make me happy at all, and I suppose my thoughts/feelings were obvious since he said..
That yes, this guy did contact him when he found out that we knew each other wanting to know what he thought of me/my energy. Was I 'evil' and such.
This irritated me to no end since (maybe unknowingly but doubtful) he had also found me via this energy leak and he had a being tied to him with mal-intent for all things it seemed, even the guy he was connected to.

He said that he had felt what the guy did, upon first meeting me but LOOKED and saw the energy ~issue~ I had been having and how this energy from Others could be felt at times, which is why he came to last night in Dream.

~from this point on my level of lucidity fluctuated and I 'woke' off and on~

I let him know I could not maintain my lucidity/awareness right now effectively (yea..I was kind of pissed off) and I again mentioned something I have said a lot over the years... that there should be transcripts like internet history or emails to go back over in times that my recall is effected to my wavering awareness.
He said to look later and said a name.

I really doubted my lucidity.. so I flashed an image at him of this >>

and he said yes..laughing.



With dreams like this.. who needs therapy? I appreciate it..Whomever... nonetheless

(I was an invisible observer after asking a question, as my Intent, that I needed answered)

I saw this little girl (who reminded me of C somehow), standing in front of a tall dark man. She had been told that she MUST push this man through a hole/rip in the fabric of space/time.
She stood there, with indecision written all over her face and said "I do NOT want to do this!" to a really old woman that was in the room with her.
The crone,in her red cloak, stepped towards the girl and sneered at the man. "Since the girl could/would not do her 'duty', by the Old Mother, I will do this myself!"

~Here I started to see two things at the same time/overlaying the other~
The old woman shoved the Man through a black portal that was behind him and
Four men made of shadows ripped the man apart and each left with a part of his essence/body.

When I became lucid, I became aware of why I had gone there and what was going on in the town I was in.
People were reportedly disappearing and coming down with very strange illnesses.
There was this man who was pretending to help solve crimes and aid in healing sick people but in fact, he was the cause of all these things going on.
I saw him with my own eyes when a very close friend I was in Dream with became 'deathly' ill after this man walked by us.
What he pretended to be was merely a very good glamor that changed his appearance to most people.. he was a very strong energy vampire.
After I healed my friend, he begged me not to do my job that was to stop this 'man'.
He was afraid I would get hurt when I tried to apprehend this fiend. He said "Don't you love me, why don't we just walk away from this and Wake Up"
Then went on to say for me to move where he was (he lives far away geographically from me). That is, if I wasn't in love with the guy I am dating any longer.
I was so shocked to hear by BF's name I woke.

There was a man with very dark blue skin that had what looked like a gold grid overlaying his skin.
As I stood there looking at him, I felt something was VERY wrong, like something was going to happen to him.
I yelled out "NO!!" in my "God-voice" but already he had fallen down dead, hit by something too fast for me to perceive.
As soon as he hit the ground, asteroids and meteors started falling to Earth, and earthquakes began shaking the planet.

I had just moved to a small rural town circa maybe in the 1800s. All people that lived here were divided into two "factions"
and I was living within one of the sects. The groups hated each other passionately, and had no trust to those in Other faction.
The town was torn in a battle between the two.

Unexpectedly, I saw someone that I had not seen in a VERY long time and I had not seen him before in this town.
After watching from afar for some time one day I walked up to him on the wooden sidewalk and called him "Roland"
wondering if he would know/recognize me. He told me that he is not called Roland any longer and now his name is ______.

I was drawn to him; even if I had not wanted to go him, I would still would have even knowing what would happen if I did.
Me talking to him caused an uproar within the group I was with, since he was not OF them.

Eventually the tension was too much for me to handle and I moved in with not-Roland.
As I was bringing my things into his house, and looking around he started saying to me
that no lady living within his house would ever be harmed, talked down to or made to do anything that that did not wish to do.
This was so they would have more time to devote to whatever does move them; the numerous inner drives that motivate in directions unknown.
I understood, now, why he was considered dangerous.. this was not the way of the town.

One day, I was looking through his books and came across one that looked more like a diary. I resonated, like I had an inner vibration going through me, at the sight of this book
although I was a little wary of opening it. What I saw inside was a page with "I will look across time and smile at you fondly" in my own penmanship/handwriting.
It was a love letter to my Beloved that I had written..lifetimes ago as I was dieing. I had known I would see him again.
Somehow, he had kept it.

(this was a lucid dream..but it felt like at the same time, I was re-enacting a past life. My awareness was me now..interwoven with me..then.
The man's name now/presently was the only part I could not recall as I wrote this out)

When I became lucid
I realized I was at a doctor's office, explaining that I had a pain in my back that seems to go straight through me and out my solar plexis.
I had a man with me in the room whom I know well and trusted. A few minutes before both of the ones I came here with had been standing guard outside the room,
but one had rushed in after they had felt my confusion and distress.
The woman doctor first touched my back where the pain was and then asked to lay back on the table so she could look/touch my solar plexis.
She began to ask me questions which was hard for me to answer being I was drugged and very out of it.
Before I knew it, the doctor started putting restraints on my legs.

I looked at one of the men that had brought me here and I hollered out telepathically to him "get me the hell out of here!"
Of the two men with me he was younger and had blondish hair. He asked the doctor to leave us for just a moment.
As soon as she walked out the door, the other man rushed in having 'heard' what was going on. He was someone I knew...that I Trusted and Loved dearly. He picked me
up off the table and asked if I could walk. I could. We came out of the office door, his left arm around me and in his right hand he held a gun.
Slightly behind me and to the left was the other man (guard) who was heavily armed.

Everyone in the office was shocked as they ushered me out of the building. At one point I had thought there would be a gunfight
when one of the office's security guards saw us and the guns.
He just stood there frozen in place. The man that held me up looked at the scared security guard in the eyes
and said into his mind :Be calm. We are just leaving:

Afterwards, we lurked around outside in the parking lot. The building we had left now had hundreds of people standing around it. I was waiting for
someone to come out of the building but why I was there still I don't recall. An ex of mine was the look-out, standing just around the corner of the building by the door,
so I would not have to get too close to the crowd and possibly caught again. I was still feeling drugged a little.

The next thing I knew, I am sitting on a stage.I am about to be interviewed in front of a large crowd.
I am wearing the same clothes as I had been in the "doctor's" office;
a sleeveless dark red velvet dress. I looked at it wondering if it was stained from what had happened earlier. I looked out into the crowd and there were hundreds of people out there.
The first question I was:
"Can you explain for us what had happened earlier in your own words?"

I sat there and thought about what I was going to say for a minute..all of it true but it was not necessary for all the people to know..
that the scheme had been political. That the 'doctor' hated me and was very jealous of my position in the government and that the plan was to have me "disappear"
in a private hospital for several years.
I thought about asking the interviewer what she thought would happen if the person who loved her most in the world saw SHE was in danger.
What lengths would be gone to to save HER...

What I did say, after a lot of thought was "NO, I really can't."