~Before bed, I was thinking about a friend. I have wanted to talk to him for a couple of days about a few different things going on our lives and well as catch up some. I went to sleep and into Dream about 9 pm my time~ The City and the Tornado I was standing the street of a large city, with high-rises and buildings close together but with no people other than the ones standing close by. Visually there was much VERY wrong here, but my focus was on my friend that was standing in the street with maybe 4 or 5 people. I spoke to him saying Hello MoSH I would like to talk to you when you get a chance... I cut off what I was saying because I energetically felt the shock (like a wave) from the people that were in a semi circle on the other side of him..stunned that I had appeared there I guess. He said to them "This is my friend, Aeona. I have known her for a long time..." I stopped listening for a moment and looked at something a half a mile away that pulled my attention. There was what looked on the surface like a huge tornado (which I had no doubt that is was NOT) coming around from behind a building that stood in front of us. I told my friend that I would talk to him another time. He was busy and that I was sorry that I had bothered him when he had other things going on. (I wasn't worried about him and what was going on in this Dreamspace..but I DID feel bad about popping in) I felt what I translate as Dream call waiting.. I told him sorry again and left quickly. Revelations I started chatting with the person that had got my attention in the last Dream, a friend that I had spoken to briefly the night before. I was perceiving both my computer monitor, in which a forum was opened in the only window, and him standing in front of me in an unformed Dream space.. grey and featureless. He told me that 'A' come to him! I replied that whereas "A' and I are looking for someone (a specific person) that I had not been aware that 'A' was going about it in this way. ~A is not the chatty sort, I assumed that he would look from afar, and not be going out and talking with people~ He told me that many people come to him in Dream since he can SEE far. Shocked and blushing I told him that I had not known that about him, and that I did not want him to think that was why I was his friend. (To make matters even more.. embarrassing in a way, he started talking about personal matters which..I will not write in my DJ) ~I woke briefly~ Energy Leak! I was back with the guy from my last Dream and he was saying there was somethings he wanted to explain to me/show me. I saw 'myself' as a huge white light in a field of dark blue open space. There was a plume of light (not like a cord or connection to someone) that went up and outwards who knows how far. He was saying this is what 'darker' people and entities pick up on and how they find me..to insinuate themselves into my life as friends and such as well as energetic influence. After this 'vision' faded I put my hands to my stomach, like someone does if they are disemboweled. My 'guts' were fine but this is where I knew my ~energy leak~ was; centered at my solar plexis and effecting my charakas above (heart) and below (sacral). I walked away for a moment to repair my energy body. Much like skin grafting, I "encouraged" energy from my hands to make a grid to grow together and close this hole on my cocoon of energy. This I will continue to do for a while ~at least for my own sense of security~ for while, I expect. and more "JOY" When I went back to him I felt the energy signature of someone that has caused me a lot of discord recently nearby..like a residue. This did not make me happy at all, and I suppose my thoughts/feelings were obvious since he said.. That yes, this guy did contact him when he found out that we knew each other wanting to know what he thought of me/my energy. Was I 'evil' and such. This irritated me to no end since (maybe unknowingly but doubtful) he had also found me via this energy leak and he had a being tied to him with mal-intent for all things it seemed, even the guy he was connected to. He said that he had felt what the guy did, upon first meeting me but LOOKED and saw the energy ~issue~ I had been having and how this energy from Others could be felt at times, which is why he came to last night in Dream. ~from this point on my level of lucidity fluctuated and I 'woke' off and on~ I let him know I could not maintain my lucidity/awareness right now effectively (yea..I was kind of pissed off) and I again mentioned something I have said a lot over the years... that there should be transcripts like internet history or emails to go back over in times that my recall is effected to my wavering awareness. He said to look later and said a name. I really doubted my lucidity.. so I flashed an image at him of this >> and he said yes..laughing. With dreams like this.. who needs therapy? I appreciate it..Whomever... nonetheless
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