Tales from the sun chaser.

I'm at the bar and some guy who used to psudo work there tells me that the customers don't like it when I play my ps3 there. In the dream the bar is shaped like an L and I'm the only one there. I look at him and say "they're not even over here". I was gonna get into it, but I just decided to leave.

Some guy offers me a ride on a really long bike and I jump on the handle bars. It's like the bike is covered by a canoe? I jump off and start thinking about some game and it's like augmented reality. I see all these floating baloons stuck together.

I can control them and i use them to carry me up half a flight of stairs. I get off and I realize there's a song playing in a loop and I make up words for it as I continue to manipulate the formation of balloons into different shapes. At this time I started thinking about this one dream where I ended up at a really high spot in a gym and was terrified of getting back down because it was too confusing to make it back down without falling to my death. Well the dream faded after that.

I was driving in the car with a girl who reminded me of Linda Firday (pornstar) and she was telling me that she was having second thoughts about us getting together. I was about to tell her how much I didn't care.

I was at McDonalds, and this rap song was playing that I've never heard. The lyrics were pretty dope.

I was at my house going over this paperwork with a lady from student services, and my sister was there too. I was complaining about all the sheets I had to fill out.

I spent the majority of the dream in my house looking for it. Every time I would open and close a door there would be a different set of people in the rooms. Sad to say, but none were plan b-able. I couldn't even think of some random chick to summon, so I just headed outside and reset the house and tried it again. Maybe it was difficult because I could hear waking life bleed into my dream so I know I was going to wake up.

I guess it's now clear that I need some goals. Recall needs to go up a bit because I have no clue what I was dreaming about earlier...and I need something to do besides look for sex.

I was going to eat pizza with an old teacher in Africa, and he said they did it differently there. The thing about it though, I was really caught up in the pond near by. It had these huge colourful fish that I couldn't help but look at. One of them had a silver belly but the top of it was bright orange. I stared at them until the dream ended.

The transition was extra weird. When I felt the vibrations, I felt something or someone push me a few inches into the bed. Then they said something, and put a barrier over the bed and threw me and my mattress into the next room

I was looking at a sunset and the room I was in didn't have a wall. I thought about stabilizing and waiting a moment but it was clear that everything was ready to go. I was gonna head into my room to see who slung me into my dream and said " eh, let's leave it a mystery".

I really had no thoughts of what to do, I started flying off randomly. Each time I would come back near my house but things were different. More water, more random stuff. I went swimming in a newly formed lake and there were all these sea creatures in it. I got out after a few minutes because I had a "watch something tries to kill me and I spend the entire dream owning it" feeling.

Nothing else to do...maybe I'll see what kaomea is up to. I tried making a few portals but they weren't working. some sarcastic girls came up and started asking what I was doing. By this time I had 'she loves me not' out and it really took some restraint it to chop them to bits with it. We went for tic for tack while the sword was materializing, but this time, it didn't fully appear. I think part of it was stuck in another dimension. Anyways, I stuck the sword into the remenants of a portal I tried to make, and the asphalt turned into liquid and gave way to a portal.

I jumped down it and out the corner of my eye I could see The World That Never Was. Damnit, I know I don't have enough time so I continue on down. I arrive at an airport terminal and Kaomea is there waiting on me. She has her arms crossed like she's been waiting for a while. I played it cool and outstretched my arms and she hugged me. She told me that "she was mad at me" when I asked her how she was doing. "Who's mad at you?" I asked. Then she went back to having that grumpy look she had before and said "you should know".

The damn dream snapped (i had no clue that it was going to end and everything dematerialized instantly) and I had a FA. I was reading my DJ and Dreamprofessor replied to my last entry saying that it was too early for me to transition and that's why I never got into the dream. I was figuring out how to say "I know what the hell I'm doing" in the nicest way and when I got out of bed, my boxers were soaked....wet dream soaked. I was looking down and saying "what the fuck....I didn't even do anything". I started thinking about the previous dreams and ran them through my head. Nope, no plan B action what so ever. Well I was really hot, maybe it's just sweat....nah, this ain't sweat....fuck. And I woke up.

They were taking over. There was a weird malfunction that killed a bunch of people. The president didn't acknowledge it so it became a conspiracy theory. I needed to merge with the machines to stop other ones. Something else about talking to my sister. She was saying she loved the guy she was with but wasn't in love. I was on an air plane while talking to her....I almost jumped out before she told me that.

Something else about a prank call that tried to make the person drive 2 hours to a restaurant, but the people were pronouncing "Primm" wrong.


Oh and crazy hi about some guy who's eyes turned blood red all of a sudden.

Being in a mansion and some guy was trying to do card tricks to impress a lady. He magically shuffleded them out where they were all red cards but I think he messed up half way through. Then a panther walked on the table all the way to me and laid down right in front of me. I petted its paw and then it's head. I think it was grinning at me after it realized that I wasn't intimidated.

I also remember sniping the shit out of stuff in outer space.

More highway dreams.

I think I got lucid between this post and the last one but nothing significant.

And I guess that's about it.

I remember seeing some guy jum from telephone pole to pole and seein my grandma and my cousin. Next dream was a DEILD, and I remember thing getting extra black. I flew a little bit and fell. And I also remember touching and eating a bunch of clovers to stay lucid.


I also remember being a quarian infiltrator.

I'm in my backyard with some gun nuts and they want me to shoot. I grabbed what seemed to be the biggest gun and shot it at the direction where I knew no one would be at. I shot a bird out of the sky. The gun didn't have any kick but it was a double barrel shot gun. I looked around and there was another shotgun, and they wanted J to use it. He declined and grabbed a compound bow instead. Dude looks so awkward with it like it was his first time with one. After a few tries he got it though.

I headed into what seemed to be my house, but everything was different. Multiple couches were in there and a bed. It was more like an apartment. My moms was there and so was M. It looked like M fell asleep while watching her. There was a picture of her on that same bet that I was looking at. The picture was in full 3D though. You could rotate around it and look all over the room. I got one angle, and noticed she had her legs spread and I could see her black panties beneath her long shirt.

Damnit, I'll tell her about this crap when she wakes up. She wakes up, and starts playing with herself, and goes back to sleep! Wtf! She does it again, but she repositions herself where I can see exactly what's going on. She heads over to me and straddles me. She tells me that this has to mean nothing, and I tell her okay. I laid her down face first and started pounding it. We were saying all this dirty erotic stuff to eachother while trying to make the other cum first. She got off, but she had to go. She headed to the bathroom and closed the door behind her and immediately said "whoops" while reopening it. I walked in and said "was this Max Payne's old appartnent?". It looked like there was a shoot out in there. Soon after, I woke up.

I do t remember much of this other than transitioning into the dream. Everything seems so weird. I remember being in the dream, and then everything fading to black. I know I wasn't awake because I had no sense of gravity. I could feel my body floating around in the void. I waited on the dream to start again. Shades of gray appeared, and finally colours, I was there in the dream. Everything was just different. I don't know how to explain it. Out of focus, but not just the normal blur. I dubbed my hands a bit, and the darkness took over again.

Damnit I wish I had better recall with this dream....

Anyways I remember fight death and Fin was there. I can't remember what he was fighting, but we had a bunch of bystanders there as well. At the time I had his sword and he had mine and we were both getting pwned. Death had me in a hold from behind I remember getting weak and tossing my Fin's sword to him and he did the same with mine. They nearly touched eachother in the arc they traveled and bursted with a white light when they got close. My energy was restored when I recieved my sword.

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I called my sword Frostmourn in the dream but it was a little different. It didn't have all those skulls on it, and there were three purple jewels (amythests maybe) down the face of the blade.

Anyways, I went to work on death. I almost chopped her head off, but I couldn't kill her for obvious reasons, but she gave up. Some kind of way she ended up giving me a hug and a kiss on the cheek, but her lips touched the corner of mine. I asked her if I was going to die, and she said maybe when I see her again, or maybe when she dies.

I think it was low level because I wasn't focused on goals or anything.

I was down town at a random city with a girl who I think was my girlfriend. This other girl came up, and she was much hotter than the girl I was with, and apparently more drunk. She almos fell over for no reason but I caught her just in time. Our faces was inches apart and she stroked the side of my face and looked deeply into my eyes. I told he that I had a girl even though she looked amazing. Oddly enough I had the feeling that theses DCs were actual people. I think we were talking about being in the dream, but I don't even remember what was said and how I became lucid.

We walked into a bar and there was a lot of small talk going on and then he girl who was supposed to be my girl, started making advances on this guy who was laying down in a trough of ice. The guy slapped her and walked away. I figured I might as well make my move on the other chick, but she denied me.

Rejection wasn't settling right with me so I headed to the back and told myself S would be behind the door. Not only that, it was a complete scene change. We hugged and I said it was weird that we would end up in my parents room. Then I told her how perfect she was....things got emotional. I started crying while expressing myself. Words couldn't come out like I was mumbling but she smiled the whole time. Then everything faded.

Today

I'm at the movies with K and a random DC were watching some movie. The title had "light" in it and it was kind of a b horror flick. I think the monsters looked like alligator hybrids. Anyways, I was too distracted by it because the girl there kept playing my dick. She'd do it so anomalously too...like she wouldn't even be paying attention, but her hands would be right on my crotch. I looked at k a couple of times and was like wtf. This chick was cute but it was random as hell. You know how when you're bored and you tap your fingers across a table? That's exactly what she started doing. Eventually I gave in and stopped trying to move her hands out of the way but then she weirded out. Wtf

I don't know why I'm lucid, or how long I've been lucid, but I'm riding in a 70s mustang with the top down with two other people. Some lady in her car talks crap about me, and I jumped out of the car, and told the guy driving, "you know I'm going to have to fight you right". The guy steps out of his car, and he's about 15 feet tall, but I know I got this. The guy kicks at me a couple of times...and apparently he knows Muay Thai. He's kicking just at my waist and I'm absorbing them and blocking them at the same time while studying his upper body. The guy doesn't teleport any upper body movement when he kicks. I think about just focusing in on his legs, but I bet as soon as I would, he would just falcon punch the shit out of me. He kicks again, and this time I jump up and crescent kick the crap out of his face. As gravity takes it's toll, I look downward to see if the guy kicks again, and he does. I grab it, and elbow struck the top of his shin while pulling on his leg, and he fell down. This cowboy boots wearing giant has no balance. I grin and wait for him to get back up. He does, and kicks again. At that same time I rushed in trapping his kicking leg, and pushing it back to it's original position while falling backwards. He fell face first on the pavement.

He rolled over and I got on top of him and started wearing him out. I told him he was going to have to watch me bang his girl, and she got naked without even asking. I started wearing her out (no blood or guts this time either yay!)....and thought about moving on to her mom, but just then I

fdsfI had a fa in my room. Oddly enough my bed was in the center of the room, and some girl was going in my closet. She had my old military jacket in her hands, and knew I was going to wake up.....maybe I still had a little bit of lucidity because I knew I wanted to fully get up and see what was going on, but I couldn't. I kept hearing voices whisper "wake up", "wake up", "he's coming". I told whoever who was in the room to pull me upright. (I'm pretty sure at this point I'm really at a weird phase of isolated sleep paralysis) The guy tries to pull me up, but he cant. I try to do it myself, and literally wake up.

We were someplace in New York because the statue of liberty could be scene in the reflection if the water. There was a guy playing his guitar and M was fairing me to get creepy close to him. I told her no, and some girl started following us areound and we pretended to be Navy SEALS.

And I've come to the conclusion that my dreams actually mean something. All the violence, sex, adventures, and military life mean something. Most of my military dreams relate to the fact that was the toughest experience I had to deal with in my life, and whatever I'm going through now is nothing in comparison. The fighting varies. The "strong DC's" that I've come across usually represent the current issues that I have to face in my waking life. Just as a certain fight requires a different approach, so do certain problems. I also have fighting dreams, just because they're exciting. Maybe bleed over from kung fu and action flicks I enjoy. A lot of the times, when I'm feeling bad, I'll go to sleep and have an amazing dream...I think it's just a way to tell myself that things will get better. My video game dreams are cut and dry. I've probably been playing them so much that whatever is in my head running, doesn't turn off.

I've had this reoccurring event during lucid sex that happens a lot more than I tend to post, that normally involves prolapsed uterus' blood, and other gory things happening right when I'm trying to penetrate. I can pretty much chalk that all up to either A: being in a relationship I shouldn't be in, or B: Fears of having another child. And speaking of children, I haven't been dreaming about my daughter as much, because I actually see her now, and it feels pretty good.

Overall I can say I don't regret my interest in dreaming for one bit. No matter how "odd" I may seem to some people. Maybe some people only have dreams, but for me, I tend to have visions. Nothing like precognition or anything, but just finding more of what my heart tries to tell my brain.

I'd still like to do the following in the future:

Get to The World That Never Was- I've been to the outskirts of it on multiple occasions, but never to the castle.

Have a series of dreams intentionally linked- Like a mini series of sorts. Sometimes I wake up and wish I could interact with those characters or events again...especially my really epic dreams.

Dream Share- I think I've had a couple of near misses, but nothing significant to write home about.


And on that note, I hope my next entry is epic.