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    1. January 26th, 2011: THE PLAN

      by , 01-26-2011 at 06:13 AM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      Last night was a catastrophic failure to say the last, 's gunna have to go on the back burner, I'm afraid.

      The plan for tonight:
      -Think about the concert for as long as I can. Takes me an hour to go to sleep, so I have my doubts, but we can always hope.
      -Wake up at 5:30. From there, it will only take me about 10 minutes to get back to sleep, I will think about the concert then as well. If ANYTHING will work, it will be this one.

      I also found some Melatonin, see if that helps.
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    2. January 24th, 2011 (Preliminary)

      by , 01-25-2011 at 05:33 AM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      Tomorrow I start incubating the concert dream, so tonight is the last time I focus on my prior goals before doing the course work. Got very good feelings that I will make the progress I need tonight. Cheers
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    3. January 23rd, 2011, Night (12:30)

      by , 01-24-2011 at 06:34 AM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      While the 4 year old forgotten MSN contacts turned out to be real, my withdrawal is back again with a vengeance. Most notably an intense, fiery stabbing pain in my stomach and tinnitus. God I love my life
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    4. January 23rd, 2011, Day (6:30 pm)

      by , 01-24-2011 at 12:26 AM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      Feeling a lot better now, all things considered. Had dreams last night but don't remember much more than a few winks 'n blinks
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    5. January 22nd 2011 night, 1:24am

      by , 01-23-2011 at 07:25 AM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      Withdrawal from trazodone... I am having chills, people I haven't talked to in 2 years are talking to me again, diarrhea, insomnia. I'm losing connection with reality
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    6. January 22nd, 2011 (Nap)

      by , 01-22-2011 at 05:39 PM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      In World of Warcraft, when you try to venture into the sea, a bar labled "fatigue" kills you if you go to far. I remember thinking "there's a glitch that lets me disable that", so I used the glitch, and I started walking on the water across the ocean. I saw this island in the distance, and ran over to it, however, everything turned dark, and I got really cold. "This HAS to be a dream" I thought. I yelled "LIGHT" really loud, but woke up when I did. So, it seems I did have a lucid dream, it was really crappy, but a little lucid dream is better than none, right?
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    7. January 21st 2011

      by , 01-22-2011 at 03:45 PM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      1 hour of sleep, no dreams recorded.
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    8. January 21st, 2011 Preliminary

      by , 01-22-2011 at 04:35 AM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      Taken my meds plus two extra strength nighttime cold pills. Having trouble trying to sleep. However, I know that with my dream recall getting better that tonight WILL BE THE NIGHT that I have my lucid dream, and I have been psyching myself up all day with that thought, so no wonder I can't sleep. Maybe if I keep telling myself, I may lose sleep, but the end result will be more than worth it?
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    9. January 20th, 2011

      by , 01-21-2011 at 06:59 PM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      First Dream: Just meaningless fragments and feelings, it's all but gone from my memory.

      Second Dream: absolutely horrible... unfortunately, what happened is for me to think about, so I will not post it here.

      Third Dream: I was at my elementary school, except the administration, the teachers, the students were all from my current high school.
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    10. January 19, 2011

      by , 01-20-2011 at 07:25 PM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      Thoughts: The same depressing thoughts that I usually see. This time, however, I switched my thoughts over to the forum (reading posts in my head, etc.), and my dreams seemed a little more vivid.

      Feelings: I felt sick, first and foremost, this flu'll be the death of me. Again, I felt a little depressed thinking about things that are better left in the past, but when I started focusing on the forum, it seemed to improve a little.


      First Dream: Third person view of a fictional episode of "My Name is Earl", wherein he tries to get a homeless orphan a job. The main hobby at the orphanage was salvaging old cars, for some reason.

      The first dream bled into the second.

      Second Dream: I was myself, not an orphan, but I recall that Earl had gotten me the job and not the orphan. I was at my home, and we were having a party, where I had a shot of Chianti for some reason. My parents were pissed, so they started listing off stuff that I had done wrong (a lot of stuff from real life that really hit home, but those are things I don't want to share.). Anyways, I went to work at a hospital/law firm (they somehow sorta fused together somewhere in the dream). Barnie from "How I Met Your Mother" was my supervisor, so he invited me into his office and we got wasted (on Grand Marnier, of course ). I broke his glasses, and promised to pay for them with my first paycheque. A little later, we were watching watching TV, and How I Met Your Mother came on... while Barney was right next to me. We changed it to Americas Funniest Home Videos, where a dog that was on the damn TV bit me. I woke up shortly after.
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    11. January 19th, Preliminary

      by , 01-20-2011 at 07:50 AM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      I know I am supposed to think positive, but I have the sneaking suspicion that, based on the shit that is dripping out of my nose and hacking out of my lungs, tonight is a lost cause for LDing
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    12. January 18th, 2011

      by , 01-19-2011 at 07:02 PM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      My family went to KFC and to a variety store, and I somehow had 19 dollars worth of change in my pocket (including a 2 dollar Las Vegas coin (I don't know, either). I went to go buy pop (I really wanted pop last night :p). I even remember thinking to myself "I will see if I still have this money when I wake up", yet I wasn't even lucid. Very weird night
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    13. January 15, 2011

      by , 01-16-2011 at 12:18 PM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
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      First Dream: I was applying for a job with my old anger management teacher. There was a lot of joking, and before I found if I got the job, it transfered to the next dream.

      Second Dream: Dreamt I was going ziplinning with Doug Heffernan (King of Queens). For some reason, the "strong" zipline was weaker than the "weak" zipline, so Doug got stuck halfway down. My mom got pissed at ME because she couldn't remember the number. She was in bed with someone, I can't remember who.

      Going to try for WILD very shortly.
      Wild Failed

      Third Dream: I dreamt I was Artie from Concession (in my own body), and I was appoligizing to Matt for what happened in the comic. For some reason, it was somewhat WoW format (the location was the rogue camp from Diablo 2). Matt was working the blacksmith in place of Charsi. I suddenly got killed by my ex inexplicably, and I then got back up. The text said "saved by *insert my ex's name here*". Another player was a former friend of mine. I then woke up.

      Updated 01-16-2011 at 06:40 PM by 19139

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    14. January 12th, 2011

      by , 01-13-2011 at 02:19 PM (Bennerman's Dream Journal)
      I remember checking my favourite webcomic. There was a strange, short message in place of the comic... I forget what it said.

      I checked my skype. 90% of my contacts blocked me. While at the time, the 10% who didn't block me seemed important, I can't remember their identities at the moment.



      Went to bed at 11:00pm, woke up to alarm at 6:00am for lucid dreaming. However, my alarm was set to vibrate, and was set to go off at 5:00. 6:00 did not give me enough time to try a WILD before I had to wake up and go to school. Went back to sleep and tried for a DILD. I cannot remember if the proceeding dream occured before or after this event.
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