Inner Sanctum

This dream was really vague. I actually didn't even remember it until i was walking to class and all of a sudden it kind of came to me..weird, i know.

The dream started with me sitting on some bed, with my friends little sister and one of our friends. My friend(the first girls brother) died, and one of our other friends that was with him also died. I'm not sure why, or what happened. I just remember consoling her about it. And when i stood up and hugged her it was one of those tight hugs...and when i got ready to let go, she didn't. And from experience i know that's when a girl is really upset. For some reason that triggered my lucidity. That's when i really realized how weird the dream was.

She just kept crying on my chest, which made me cry...

Then i woke up..

When i first woke up, i remembered this dream very clearly. But i was late for class and couldn't write it down. So now it's more like a dream fragment.

Me, and some DC were talking with this guy who had on a leather jacket, and this yellow shirt under it. The yellow shirt had a red design of the baphomet on it. . .So immediately i was a little thrown off by that, but in the dream world everything is "normal".

The three of us just talked for a while, and i asked him about his shirt, and he admitted to being a satanist. But he seemed really cool in the dream....

Weird...

The dream started with me at some festival at a water park or something. At first, me and all my "friends", who were really just DC's, were watching these models do their thing on the runway. They were all in bathing suits. Then afterwards they all ran into this weird contraption and were gone. Then we walked over to this car show, and looked at all the muscle cars. After a while i got bored, so i told my friends i was leaving and i might be back later. When i walked away from the festival it was like i teleported to this shopping center in my hometown where there's a clothing store i shop at a lot. I walked out of one store, and into the clothing store as if the festival was inside a department store

When i went into the store, i saw one of my friends that lives in a different state there, which was weird. Then i saw a few more people, and for some reason we started to talking about playing basketball. One of the DC's asked me if i was good, and i told them i used to be. Before i got so deep into making music and lost interest in it. But they didn't care and we just played anyway. It was me on a team by myself against these 2 guys and 2 girls....yes, in the store, we played basketball lol.

I scored on them a few times, and they were impressed. I was surprised with myself because i haven't played in so long.
Then i woke up..

I don't remember any of my dreams last night. It's weird though, because ever since i had my first lucid dream (since last year) i haven't been able to have another one, and my dream recall is getting worse, instead of better. Maybe i'm just over-thinking it, *shrugs*.

This dream was very vague, it was dark around me the whole time. All i really remember was waking up to this radio that we used to have at my house. It's not a radio for music and radio stations, it only turns on when there is a big storm coming, tornado warning, etc. When it came on, i immediately knew that sound because we've had it since i was a little kid. Why it was in my dorm, and not my house? I have no idea. I grabbed it and tried to listen very closely to it, and then all of the sudden i got annoyed and just kept trying to shut it off. But when i did and layed back down, i kind of felt dumb because i then thought: "What if a big storm really is coming?..."

Then the dream faded...


It was kind of ironic that i had this dream this morning though, because when i went to my Weather and Climate class we had a guest speaker. He was a meteorologist at the local TV station. And the only time i really watch those weather channels is if there is severe weather. And the only time that radio goes off is in severe weather...

So, a few nights ago, i had my first lucid dream (Lucid Assassin) since i lost interest in LD. Which was about a year ago. But last night, i tossed and turned because i was stressed over a few things. So i didn't remember any of those dreams. Consequently making me sleepy all day today, so i took a nap after class...

The dream started with me and a few people i didn't recognize hanging out on our college campus. In the dream, i knew that i was on "campus", but after i woke up i realized that where ever i was it wasn't my university. But anyway, we were all hanging out and then all of a sudden we saw these guys huddled up on this hill far away from us. They were far enough to where we couldn't make out faces, but close enough to see skin color, clothes, and hear them yelling. It sounded like they were fighting about something, and then it looked like they got into an actual fistfight. We all kept watching and we were speculating on what was going on. Then i got this feeling, or thought that one of them was going to pull out a gun. And the thought felt more like a vision, like i was 100% sure that it was going to happen. As it soon as i had that thought, one of them stepped back, pulled out a gun, and shot one of the other guys about 3 times or so.

As soon as we witnessed it, one of the guys i was hanging out with jumped up and pulled out a gun, but he didn't shoot at anyone...he was just pacing back and forth and waving it around angrily, like it was his friend that got shot and he was trying to stop himself from going out there and returning fire. I started walking away, because i figured the cops were gonna come, and i try my best to avoid pigs.

As i began to walk away, the dream became more third person, i noticed what i was wearing as if i was watching a video of myself. Then i looked back and i saw the guy with the gun, and his friend walking away from where we were hanging out. He was still flailing the gun around. I also noticed that the guy with the gun had on a grey denim jacket, and had really long dreads. He looked familiar, but i couldn't put a finger on it.

I started walking towards this neighborhood, i don't why. But in the dream there was this force that kept telling me to walk over there. I could see it clearly but the more i walked towards it the darker it got outside. When i got into the neighborhood i walked in between these two houses that had Rottweilers and Pitbulls chained up in the backyard. That kind of deterred me for a minute, but then i kept walking. As i got closer to the place i was trying to go, something told me to turn around and head back. So i did...and as i was walking back, one of the guys i was hanging out with from before yelled something to me as he was running in the direction i just left. I yelled something back to him, but i don't remember what it was. Then someone on a porch of one of the houses i was walking by told me to leave the neighborhood. I was already doing that, so i just ignored them...

I just kept walking until i woke up...


After i woke up, i couldn't help but try and make sense of that dream. I'm a very analytical person, and the first thing that came to mind when trying to break this dream down was my relationship with my father. He's always "been there" in my life, but we don't really get along. And recently i've been going through a lot of things. Mainly just dealing with some inner battles, like anyone would be at this time in their life. But because we don't really get along, we've never talked about it and he doesn't understand me. So, the only link i could make with my subconscious, conscious, and this dream is that the fight ("battle") i witnessed was really my own inner battle. The guy who pulled out the gun next to me and was waving it around angrily symbolizes my dad. Because he wanted to help the guy in the "battle" but he was too far away...

Then me walking off to that neighborhood, is me handling the situation how i handle most situations. And that's to handle it by myself, and just think it through in isolation.....

I don't know though, just a thought. Leave some comments if this was interesting to you, or if you have some other analysis.

The dream started in some weird looking area in the woods, and there were a few stone houses around me. So already i kind of felt weird because if something was built from stone, that meant the dream was set in the past, or i was in some historical place.


At first i was just observing the area in 3rd person. It took me a while to realize that the person i was observing in the dream was Elzio; the main character from Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood. (This is probably due to the fact that i was playing that game last night.)

Once i realized that, i started to notice a lot more. And many DC's started to appear. I saw a bunch of female assassin's who were apart of my Brotherhood, then it was like i had a vision of more assassin's who were our enemies coming towards us. When i turned around, my enemies were fighting all of my assassin's. For a while i just watched, until our enemies started losing and they began to flee. I walked over to one of the female assassin's and told her to kill their leader, because my gun was out of bullets. She did, and i just continued to tell my guild who to kill and how. (Just like in the game lol)

After that i just started looking around, and after all that, it finally hit me that this was like a scene straight out of Assassin's Creed.

I did two RC's. I plugged my nose, and i did the "see if you can hover" RC. Both of them worked and i shouted out...

"Oh shit....i'm dreaming!"

But i quickly remembered some of the things that i had read about lucid dreaming mistakes, and one of the biggest ones is to get too excited. Because you'll wake yourself up. Which is what i did the other two times i became lucid -_-.

So i calmed myself down, and just tried to think of things to do that wouldn't be too crazy. I couldn't really think of anything at the moment, it may have just been because the dream wasn't very meaningful. So i just kept doing the hover thing over and over. I was trying to restrain myself from flying, because i figured i wasn't lucid enough and it'd just wake me up. But i said fuck it, and did it anyway.

I began to fly over the woods, and the dreamscape began to change. The woods started to fade away, and i started trying to create the clouds around me, mountains under me, etc.

After a while i landed. Somehow i was right back in the woods in the same area. One of the female assassin's came up to me, and began talking to me. I don't remember what she said, i just remember she was sexy as hell.

I wanted to have sex with her in the dream, but i figured i wasn't lucid enough for that, and it'd wake me up....well, just like flying i said fuck it. I took her into the stone house and we had sex. You don't need all the details lol.

Then i went back outside, and as crazy as this sounds...i was kind of bored. So the dream started to fade and i woke up.

It started with me and two of my friends on the beach. Which is unusual, because i don't like the beach. Then we walked onto this little gazebo that was set up in the middle of the beach. The "house" resembled the porch behind my house. All i remember is that we were outside hanging out, then all of the sudden it was like we had to leave really quick. And we scrambled to get our stuff and took off, but i ran back and turned off the light because i thought someone would see and they'd know we were there...

Then we ran up this set of stairs that led away from the beach and into this neighborhood. The neighborhood was full of tall buildings and condos. Seemed like we were in Miami, but no one was in the street except for us.

Then the dream ended...

The dream started with a third person view of some crazy looking car speeding down the highway with 2 roller bladers and 2 bmx bikers holding on to it. Then all of the sudden i wasn't observing anymore and i was one of the bikers. We just kept speeding down the highway for a while, then my point of view changed again. This time it was like i was the driver, and once i was driving i took some crazy turns and somehow ended up on some back road by a river....

The bikers and bladers started screaming at me.

"What are you doing, bro?!"
"What the fuck!"
etc

Then i took another turn, because i saw some other road that we could go down. As i sped down that road, the bikers and bladers began to fade away, and it was like the dream was falling apart and starting a new one...

The "new" dream, was me climbing some house. I just kept climbing and climbing, as if the house had more than one roof or something. I started to feel like something was stopping me from reaching the top. Then at one point, i just lied down on the roof and gave up....

I didn't remember ANY of my dreams from last night, and that's the first time that's happened in a while. Especially since i've gotten back into trying to lucid dream . But i know that the more you think about and interact with thoughts of lucid dreaming the more it'll become subconscious(at least that's what research tells me..). So i'm going to try and have a log in my DJ everyday even if it's not recalling a specific dream...

If you have any tips or suggestions on how to become better at lucid dreaming, leave em' in the comments!
It'd be greatly appreciated!

It started with me walking through the mall, the one in my hometown. I was by myself, but i got a phone call from a friend who lives in another state.

"Hey where you at?"

"I'm in the mall, on the side with the food court"

"Okay, i'll be over there in a second"

So i just kind of wandered around on that side of the mall until i saw him coming towards me. Then i walked over to him, and we shook hands and started walking to the other side of the mall. We just kept walking and talking. I remember him wanting to go into Hot Topic, which threw me off a little, because he wouldn't shop in a store like that. Then we just kept walking, and i remember seeing this line of people waiting for something in the middle of the mall. The line lead nowhere, they were just lined up in those dividers for lines they use in fast food restaurants.

I got in line, and once i was in line it was like my friend who i met up with was gone. But i didn't think anything of it, i just stood there in line. Then i saw another one of my friends from high school walking towards the line. He was with a few people, i wasn't sure if i knew them or not. Maybe they were just DC's. He walked up to me and shook my hand, and then we started talking.

"Hey what you doin' in here?"

"Just standing in line."

What should have threw me off was the fact that he had on a shirt from my university, and he's not even in college. He said something about being on the football team and the people that were with him were also. I asked him how'd he get into my school, because i remember him not giving a fuck about his grades....

"Man, i had straight A's my senior year, so they let me in. Now i'm on the football team."

At this point i was really thrown off and thinking to myself...
"This muthafucka did NOT have no damn straight A's...and he damn sure not good enough to be on our college team..wtf..."

So i did a quick RC, i plugged my nose and i was still breathing. Between that, and all the other dream signs i should've become lucid. But i didn't, i just remember still standing there in line until the dream ended....

This dream was like a mixture of non-lucid, and lucid. At times i felt like i was in control in other times i felt like i was just observing, and not actually experiencing. And that's probably due to being a rookie at lucid dreaming.

I was in class, and the fire alarm went off. Of course, everyone jumped up and ran outside. One of the parts that really stood out to me was the fact that some people in my class went and used the elevator, and everyone knows you're supposed to use the stairs during a fire.

I was actually walking with them when they were going to the elevator, and by the time i realized how stupid that was, they were already in it and the door was about to close. I was telling them that they shouldn't use it, but they didn't listen. Then my professor came walking up all slow, (like some cliche movie fire scene) and said "there's a girl trapped in the fire!"...

Nobody cared except me, they all just shrugged their shoulders and went down on the elevator. Me and my professor ran to help the girl that was trapped, i don't really remember how we got her out or how we even made it over to her. Almost like the dream faded out...
When it "faded in" we were outside and i was carrying the girl over my shoulder (she was unconscious), and we were crouched behind some exploded, still burning truck. People were shooting at us from the other side. Why? I have no clue...

My professor and i didn't know what to do, so we kind of just stayed there and took cover. But then i got sick of it, and all of a sudden i had a burst of courage or something...I jumped out from the truck and pulled out two pistols and just started picking off all of the guys that were shooting at us. (That part felt very controlled, i think i was lucid at this point.) After i went Rambo on everyone, i started to realize how bizarre the dream was, and also that i was lucid, and of course...i got excited, and woke up -_-.

My roommate recently moved out, and i had an odd dream about a "new roommate"...

I came back to my place(From where? I'm not sure.), and my "new roommate" was moving in and unpacking his things. Something about him was very familiar, yet, I've never seen him before in my life. I don't remember talking to him at my place, but then things kind of faded out...

The next part of the dream i remember, was me at a park on the water, in my hometown. I got out of the car and started walking towards the pier with the gazebo at the end where i usually sit out and just chill, and listen to music.



For some reason, my "new roommate" was there at the gazebo...swimming, in a hole in the gazebo...
This threw me off really hard in the dream because there's no hole in the gazebo lol.
I asked him what he was doing, and he said, just enjoying the water. That last thing i remember from the dream, was just looking at him like he was insane.

The dream started in my mothers walk in closet, and i was going through all of my parents money. Then i started singing some dumb song that went like...

"Singin' a Drake song, need doobies to get boobies! Singin' a Drake song, need doobies to get boobies!"
(Why? I have no clue. And for some reason, my subconscious made a connection with that song and Family Guy. Because i remember thinking about Family Guy when i was singing it, as if it had came from the show.)

Then i went to my sisters room and started singing the song and making dumb faces. She laughed at me, then got up and followed me back to my parents closet where i was going through the money putting it in a different container. And i kept thinking that the money i was taking was going to help me with some future endeavor.

Then my parents called my sisters name, i had no clue where they came from. My sister took the box of money and put it away, then called back to them. By the time she answered, they were already over to where we were.

They started screaming at me, and asking where the money was. I just kept responding that i didn't know what they were talking about. My dad rushed to my room, and looked under my bed and found a small box where i had been keeping saved money. It wasn't money that was stolen...

My dad grabbed me by my shirt, and started screaming and yelling at me, saying that the money in the box was stolen. Then all of the sudden he smiled and said...

"I wouldn't take your money like that."

And just started laughing his ass off..... -_-

I said "Man, don't play with me like that!"

Then i woke up....