crispizzle

Had a really weird but real dream, and i deilded on accident. my teacher was mr. roy, but it was like a ceramics class instead. i was making a pipe to smoke my weed out of lol. mr. roy see's it, and he makes gets angry at me and makes a fool out of me in front of the whole class because i smoke weed. i grab my other pipes and smash them into the trash can cause im so mad/sad/angry. at this point i know my mom is going to find out and im in deep shit. i ask mr. roy its not what you think, may i please speak to you after class one day. and he says, sure, we can talk about how u can get over your addiction to weed. i'm like... -.- whatever.

then i wake up and its like a nightmare. i was like wew... it was just a dream. so i go back to sleep and i end up waking back in the same "reality" dream (as in the same dream world, but a different day or time period). at this point i totally forgot that i actually woke up before and now i think im in reality. so i'm like "yeaaah it was just a dream!" but then i realize.. i can't remember anything the night before (in this case i can't remember the dream before, because it was a dream... lol). so i ask my friend, "so umm.. what happened last night?" and she's like. "ohh hohoho.. you dont remember? u got caught making a pipe" and at this point my heart dropped. i was like... omg, it wasnt a dream, it was real. the rest of the dream isnt that important. the dream switches.

i'm now in ms. sievers class (ceramics teacher), but its supposedly a different type of class now. she's acting weird, and she asks for a girl volunteer. she then proceeds to dance in some way with her, and then she grabs her boobs and flashes them to me and all the class (treant is one of them), and im thinking to myself... "sweet" lol. she does this to like 2 girls in the class, to which i catch being embarrased as hell.

i wake up, and im like ugh this dream shit is too real. i go back to sleep. now it's like some weird splice thing going on. this dream is in third person though, as it doesnt even seem like im in the dream world itself, just observing it. theres this splice guy (not girl) trying to run from some people. he catches refuge, and its like some mutant school or something (not xmen, far from it). Lala was there, and some other people. they all had like tails from avatar that u could connect with other peoples tails. It was weird.. i dont remember much of the dialogue but i know there was some going on. That's the end of it

its surprising how much i remember dreams when i take a tolerance break... lol

i miss being lucid! brings back so many memories... i might start up again, but my schedule is really busy and i have no time to practice/meditate etc.

anyways, i remember the past 3 dreams i've had in the past 3 nights.

first dream: i was part of some kind of rich family of assassins, or something like that. the dream started off with me driving to a hotel and i was supposed to meet my brother and some other dude there. i got in, checked into the hotel. when i got in, i got this "aura" or feeling like someone was outside my door, and he was not friendly. i look at my door and sure enough there's these two feet that's trying to seep its way in from the top of the door (dream imagination ftw?). as soon as i notice, he barges in and trys to kill me. i react by throwing these weird sharp stick things, dodging his attacks at the same time. i end up killing him, and a lil later my brother shows up. dream switches to a really rich mansion. i'm inside, and there's this meeting thing going on about finding our "father". supposedly everybody there was my brother and sister or something. then i go outside to the backyard, and there's these giant pools, like 4 of them. it must have been like a park in our backyard, because it was huge. that's all i remember.

second dream: i'm "auditioning" to be a rapper for eminem or something? i have to go through these tests, some weird ass tests, like eating a container full of noodles in under 2 minutes or something. there's another test that has something to do with a dog or something. i pass, and i see dr. dre congratulating me or something. TIME-OUT.. sudden dream recall: i remember something about these tons of envelopes that belonged to my uncle tito darwin. inside these envelopes held tons of free stuff, some really really valuable, like gems and gold and such, others like casual items like clothes or money or something. i stole a whole box full of those envelopes... and i dont remember much after that. anyway, back to main dream story: suddenly im in the "house" of eminem lol. i don't really see eminem at all in my dream, but i know its "his" house. i see a bunch of people, including amelia which i wave to and she waves back. i go to her to hug her but she ignores me so i kinda play it off and act like i wasnt going to hug her LOL. then... i THINK someone trys to break in and steal something from the house, and he gets away. i turn to tryndamere and i whirl out of the wall to chase him down... and the dream ends from there.

third dream: i dont remember much from this night... but all i remember is dreaming about my ex nikki. this dream made me really sad for some reason lol, i guess i was just feeling lonely in that dream (if u can even feel emotions in a dream, which im pretty sure you can.) i ended up waking up and being somewhat sad that the dream wasnt real and that i just woke up to reality. that's not really me, although i have had a lot of dreams where i wake up sad because the dream is over. unconscious emotions?