lucid

I am outside on a nice sunny day. This black man with a knife is about to walk past me, I get out of his way by stepping to the side. He stops and looks at me and it looks like he is going to stab me so I run away to the open field behind me. While running I make big leaps into the air to get some distance. I then switch my consciousness into my pursuer and as the pursuer I make him run into a different direction then I switch back into my body. I see my pursuer running to a group of other people. I then take this chance to escape. To my right is a fence and if I get over it I will go into the forest below. So I jump over it and I descent down the hill and I make it to an open area with a dirt road. Now that I am alone I become aware that I am dreaming, I remember to rub my hands together and I look all around my surroundings. I see the nice trees, the blue sky, everything! Everything is in slow motion now. I feel a breeze go past me. I saw "Wow..." The breeze picks me up gently into the air. In the distance I see a couple of tall thin black humanoid creatures. I immedietly though about slenderman I say "Oh no..." But I am in the air so it is fine. As they come up I see it wasn't slenderman but giant black humanoid looking centipede things just walking on the dirt road somewhere. I try to fly on to its back but the dream slowly fades to black and I wake up.

8-12-12

Once again I am in my dream room. I hear the voice of the dream character I met two dreams ago. He was talking about helping me figure out dreams from waking life. I see my mother on her computer. I go up to her and she says "I have been looking for that video anelay yeninyellay" she snickers evilly. I try to see what is on her laptop but she puts it away from me. She then shows it to me, it is some creepy video but I am not phased by it. She then gets up. I am wondering what is going to happen next so I follow her, I follow her to the bathroom. I then start doing reality checks with the lights switches in the bathroom. Unfortunately all of the light switches worked perfectly. My 'mom' tells me to get out so I do. I am not satisfied yet with doing the reality checks. I notice a digital clock. I go up to it and examine it closely. The first time I look at it the time is 4:27, I look away and look back and the time is now 4:30, I look away and look back at it again and now it is 4:50. I then say "I must be dreaming" then I wake up.

8-12-12

This is a continuation from the last dream "Yet another DEILD"
I am not outside it is getting dark. I meet this guy that seems to be almost my age, Me and him start to talk. (I am not as lucid as before but still mindful). I don't remember the entire conversation but I do remember him saying I must find a youtube video called "Anelay Yeninyellah" I ask him "does this video exist in waking life?" he says "no you will only find this video in the dream" He also tells me he will be in more of my dreams from now on. I also asks him "Have you been in my dreams before" he tells me to look in my dream journal. I tell him "ok I'll look to see if you were in my dreams before"
I wake up. (My next dream continues from this one though)

8-12-12

I feel the vibrations but I also hear the sound of this loud train. I also see a quick vision of space. After this stops I roll out and enter the dream. My goal is to just practice stabilizing the dream but I quickly lose sight of this goal (damn it!). My house is dark. I go into the kitchen and this spooky music starts to play from my wi-fi modem that I keep on the kitchen table. I don't bother trying to turn on the lights because I never have luck getting them to work in dreams. I pick it up and try to break it but it doesn't work. I ignore it. To my right from the entrance from the kitchen is the hallway the leads to the bedroom of my grandma. I see a woman in the bed but I can't tell if it's my grandma or not, the meeting was brief and the dream ends and I wake up. However my next dream seems to continue from this one

8-7-12

Feel the vibes when they finished I roll out and now I am in dreamland. I get up and rub my hands. First thing I notice is my body is different, it is clear and see through but it is still me. This dream scape is slightly different than my waking life room. For example there is no mirror in the living room but in this world there is some extra furniture that has a mirror attached to it. I believe I see my mother but I ignore her. I remember my goal is to go through a mirror to see what would happen. I go up to the mirror I talked about earlier. I look at my face and it looks like me but it is clear and see through. I then slowly put my hand onto the mirror and as soon as I touched the mirror my lucidity goes away and I am transported to this big open forest area. In this place random animals would just appear and come at me and I die. Soon I come back. On the upper right portion of the 'screen' is a health bar. I am more mindful but not lucid anymore. I know that I cannot be harmed. As the lions come at me I keep them at bay with just my will power. I can somehow manipulate my health bar by smiling in a certain way. In an instant it becomes dark and this strange minotaur like creature shoots arrows at me but they do no harm to me. The dream collapses and I wake up.

7-5-12

I wake up I don't move I feel the vibrations, once they stopped I roll out of my bed and in the dream. I do the nose plug RC it does not confirm I am dreaming so I do the finger thru palm and that also doesn't confirm I am dreaming. Since I know I am dreaming already I just forget doing the reality checks. Everything looks very blurry but it becomes stable moments later. I see my mother on her couch however she has this green gassy aura around her. When I walked closer to her I think she might attack me so I leave her alone. I jump and I stay up in the air. Excited I immediately fly through my window. I end up outside floating high above a city. I hear some sort of news cast going on in the background. I fly down quickly then ascend back into the air. I rub my hands together for grounding and things become more clearer. A few seconds later I am back in waking life and my mother is watching the news.

5-12-12

Me and this girl must fight each other in this video game on the computer. Whoever loses must flush themselves with these dimensional urinals that will transport people to who knows where, The game involves flying around in this cave or volcano filled with lava so not only must you dodge the lava you got to kill your opponent. I lose the first round. My attacks did barely any damage to my opponent and she dominates me. I then ask the guy that made us do this if the first round counts as a real loss because the game has five rounds in it. The guy says to play all five rounds. My opponent is supposed to be a rookie but she is very good.

My shoots do little damage to her and hers kills me quickly. I lose all five rounds. I was told these dimensional urinals also gives people a random deformity. I sit in the urinal and I flush. All of a sudden I feel a quick rush of speed and everything seems to just be going fast. I feel very dizzy but when I finally got myself together I see I am inside a room in a house. I see a mirror and decide to look at it to see what my deformity will be. Nothing has changed except I have more fat in my cheeks. I leave the room and see a fat man watching T.V, I pay him no mind. I ask the man "How do I manifest things?" I don't remember his reply but I don't think it was helpful.

I go and get some juice from the fridge. I then go into the hallway so he won't see me. I become partially lucid and I try to ground msyself. I tell myself "Take it slowly..." I rub the wall and try to feel it but I don't go it long enough. I then reach for a pill in my pocket to cure the deformity. I get a tiny little pill. I then look for that Juice I got earlier so I can take it. It wasn't there at first but when I looked away and looked back it appeared. I took the pill but not the juice. I then feel something huge in my mouth like I just got a giant tooth. I try to spit it out but then a dream shift occurs.

I am in my parents home now. I am trying to sleep but this little girl keeps taking the sheets away from me. I am sleeping on the couch. I get angry. I try to ask her nicely to stop but she gives me a weird look. I speak to a DC that resembles a friend from school. Based on the conversation I believe he was talking about my last 'dream' I just had and how it could not have been a dream but just me sleep walking. I for some reason say "I didn't hear a meow"

5-12-12

I wake up and stand still. I feel the vibes. I wait for them to calm down and I then 'roll' out of my bed. Now I am in my dream room. It is bright and light shining from my windows. I jump out of my dream bed and say "Lets do this!" My goal was to practice manipulating energy or find a way to talk to my subconscious but I lose sight of my goal because as I look around everything looked....bland. Like I am inside some crappy pc game. Everything looked like it was on low resolution. I look outside my room. I don't see trees that should be there. Everything is just bad looking.

I find a portal. It looks like the ones from Spyro 3 for the psx. I go inside and I am in a void. I remind myself I am dreaming while I am in this void. I walk forward for a bit and all of a sudden I am in this tiny little building with no door leading outside into this dark forest. I see a sign written in blood. I get the feeling this would go nightmare but I just became brave and went through with it. At this point I lost lucidity. Soon everything becomes video game like. I have a health bar at the lower right of the 'screen' I encounter strange wolf like creatures which I assume are werewolves. On my first encounter I 'die' but I respawn. The second time I turn my hands into claws and kill them. My health bar didn't matter, even when it went all the way down nothing would happen.

I go deeper into this forest of darkness. i climb up this wall very fast. Another wolf was waiting for me. I slash it to bits. This 'game' also seemed to have a crafting system. A screen comes up. But then it went away. A dream shift occurs and now I am back in my crappy low resolution house. I get up from my bed. I see a woman across the hall way. I put my hand on the wall and I say "Oh I feel that". I then run towards her and punch her away. I wake up.

5-11-12
(Another old DJ entry I never posted)

I am outside sitting down on a table. On the other side of the table there is a girl there. She is on her phone. It is a nice looking day. I seem to be in a community because there are a lot of houses around. All of a sudden a storm hits. It begins to rain hard. In front of me is a house. I see a random recycle bin laying around. I get up and run around the house when I get around it I see a tornado is not to far from where I am. I get lifted up by the tornado but luckily I somehow make it back to the ground. I run towards the door of the house and I get inside. There is a group of people trying to get inside the house as well so I let them in. Because of the force of the tornado I had to try and pull them in but all of a sudden the storm and tornado vanishes and everything seems normal.

There is some deviousness going on in here. The house is very dark and there are traps. As I explore the house I see shadow figures quickly move across my field of vision. I find a room full of money. I have telekinesis, with just the right movement of my fingers the money just comes to me. The money is in coin form, not paper. It is reddish orange in color. I stumble next to a boulder trap that comes from another floor of this house. I wait for the boulder to drop before I make my way up there.

I don't think have any pants on because I feel 'free' down there. I notice the floor is made of glass. I make my way down by smashing my way through the broken glass. I go through multiple floors. I go outside. It is nice and sunny now. I am now running away from some fat dude that is very fast. He is just right behind me. A dream shift occurs. I am in my house observing my cousin in the kitchen. I then decide to do a reality check, the nose plug one to be exact. It didn't work the first time but then I try again but try to breathe through my nose harder this time and it worked. It is usually effortless. I become lucid but then I wake up.

Usually I rarely remember to stay still to even do this but today I was determined to NOT move when I woke up. I wake up several times in the morning staying still but USUALLY when I stay still when waking up I feel the vibrations instantly but this didn't happen so I just went back to sleep again. This happened several times until I decide to just wait for awhile instead of just assuming I failed because the vibrations didn't come instantly. So I wake up again and I feel a slight tingle. I know what is going to happen. A few seconds latter I feel this powerful vibration coming over me and I also hear this loud noise like I am right next to a train. Once the noise and the vibrations calm down I 'roll out' and at this point I am inside my dream scape. The dream scape is an exact copy of my bedroom.

I look at my hands to see if they are strange. They look normal. I go into my kitchen and I see my grandma with a bag and a red dress. She pays me no mind I think she can't see me. I was about to pat her on the back but I decide otherwise. I then feel myself fading away and soon after I wake up. I stay still and attempt to do a re-entry I feel the vibes coming on again but before they could kick off my grandma says "It's time for you to wake up" Pissed, but at the same time happy I did it I get up.

At first I was dreaming about something else before I became lucid. It was something about being a soldier like in call of duty. But then I had a false awakening. I 'woke' up in my room. It was nighttime. I sorta remembered the previous events of the last dream within the dream. When I 'woke up' I did not get out of bed immediately. I opened my eyes and I saw my alarm clock and dresser was on the other side of my room. The alarm clock was on top of my dresser. Of course since it was so dark I only saw a shadow of the dresser but still. At first I thought somebody moved my alarm clock but then I realized I was dreaming "wait this isn't right my alarm clock was next to my bed!" That was when I became lucid. I did the nose plug RC and sure enough it confirmed my suspicions. My dream body felt a little vibrations for a moment but then it stopped. It felt weird to breath through my nose even when it was closed. I opened my door into the hallway. My cousins were waiting right outside my door. (I am also living with my 3 cousins atm as well and the house was an almost perfect replica of my real life one). Cousin 1 was 8 yrs old cousin 2 was 5 and cousin 3 was 29.(Don't want to put their names on the internet so just remember them as cousin 1,2 ,3).
We went downstairs. As we went downstairs I asked cousin 1 if she would take me to my subconsciousness. She says "No" I persisted no further. We are downstairs now and cousin 3 opens the front door for some reason. I then decide to try and summon one of my real life friends. I go outside the front door. I yell my friends name and turn around. He wasn't behind me so I gave up on that. I then went back inside and I see a strange DC I have never met before. (Since the first 3 characters in my dreams I know from real life I thought this was very strange). This mysterious dream character was sitting on the couch. Cousin 1 was also sitting on the couch. I asked the strange DC who she was. She did not say a word. I then ignore her. Cousin 1 was playing on her Nintendo ds. Heres the thing though. Her DS in real life is pink however in the dream it was black. I realized this and pointed it out. She says "Thank you" in such a exasperated voice. As if she wanted that color in the first place. The mysterious DC looked like she was in her mid 30s. She had long curly blond hair. I then decide to ask something like "Has anyone thought about your future" I don't remember exactly what they said. I then said "You guys are parts of my imagination" they didn't take me seriously and they laughed it off. After I told cousin 1 about how her ds is supposed to be pink I seemed to have convinced her that she really was a DC. She started to worry what would happen if I "leave" I then started to explain to her about what would happen. I don't remember what I said but as I was explaining this to her I suddenly found myself in waking life back in my normal bed.