DawnEye11

I fell asleep at 2am. Was anxious because of my dum thoughts but it was manageable. I woke up at around 4am. 4:41am I think. Had a non lucid dream with a small lucid. I ended up thinking of my fear of the unknown though and tried jumping up the ceiling like an idiot only to fall back down again. Aggh I just hate being alone in lucid dreams. I had it under control before but now it came back.

I went back to sleep at 5:30am. Had another lucid but this was really a test for me. I ended up in my younger brother's room and was non lucid talking to someone when all of a sudden I felt a stabbing pain in my stomach. An invisible dc did it.I realized it was a dream than and was afraid it was something demonic but it was not and I realized how dum I was to think that. The pain increased and the pressure built up. "Your not real. This is my dream.I can do what I want in it"I said as I tried to remove the hand now taking a form. Looked like little baby hands.

I pulled it off but than it continued and so did the pain."I feel no pain. Go ahead and go right through me"I thought. Still feeling hurt but it didn't go through me. I than got up and it pushed me up into the air. Kind of felt like a bulky long sword was inside my stomach now. "Dawn!!!"I tried calling out because nothing I did was stopping it and I couldn't realize what I was doing wrong. I think another dc came in the room but they did nothing. I tossed around a bit than fell to the floor.

The thing still stabbing me with some hard pressure. I backed up to the bed and sat there trying to see if the dc would take a form with an appearance. Its face appeared and it looked like an angry version of myself but than changed a bit till it didn't look exactly like me. It was speaking but with no words and was still kind of faded. I tried getting the dc to stop by thinking it was my dream and that it wasn't strong at all but it didn't work. I realized than that it was probably because my faith in it wasn't 100 percent there. I got up a bit and moved next to another dc who was on the bed but after feeling no pain and it stopping the dc stabbed my stomach again. I sat down feeling like I needed to work on being 100 percent sure. But than hugged the dc that was next to me. After a bit I became non lucid and was outside with my mom and brother. My mom was showing me the blue wrapped skittles she had.

:3 Still. Not gonna let those dreams put me down. Maybe next time I'll pet the dc's head and see if it lets me go.