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    My poisoned mind O_o

    Thar be dark secrets in these waters, tread carefully and you may emerge unscathed...

    I plan to largely write in present tense for all my dreams and write in red for non lucid dream, and black for dream related notes. I have yet to write anything with Lucid experiences, so I have yet to decide on a colour for that.
    (and I'm Aussie so colour has a 'u' in it, no matter what my spell checker says...)

    Oh and feel free to leave comments and interpretations, I'd love to hear what other people think of my twisted mind .

    1. Three dreams

      by , 04-24-2011 at 12:43 PM (My poisoned mind O_o)
      This morning I found myself waking on multiple occasions, I gather I wasn't sleeping well as it took me an hour or so to get to sleep in the first place. I wrote down notes of what I could remember on my computer which was right by my bed.

      I'm running through some rooms, it's a race with my brother, not a serious one, just for fun. I'm dodging around furniture and between bookcases, and I find myself in a library (reminded me of my school one), still racing. I go to where my laptop is and hurriedly plug it into the wall.

      I then woke up and tried to write as much as I could remember. Didn't work too well.

      I'm sitting face to face, very close, to a blonde girl. She reminded me of someone I knew at school, but I know she wasn't her. I'm feeling guilty because I have a girlfriend, and this is not her. We start caressing each other, and I ask "How far till this counts as cheating?". I don't remember the answer. I have a bit of an accident and say "I need to go to the toilet". While there some guys come up and start talking about something, I wasn't listening. I felt uncomfortable with them there while I was urinating,but I figured they couldn't see me. I don't know why that is, they stood in front of me and there wasn't a wall between us, apart from a small panel of wood with a tiny hole in the top left corner into which I was emptying my pee-sack... I have damn good aim. The guy directly in front of me looked Indian, I had never liked these guys much.

      Thirdly

      I'm standing in a tree house. This is not a childish tree house, this is a big one with multiple floors and reminiscent of the ones in Lothlorien. I've been reading a book recently and this kid wanted to borrow it, so I wait for him to come down to my floor. He doesn't ever end up on my floor so I leave.

      I'm walking away from the tree and looking for another pair of tree houses I know to be around in the forest. I remember where they are and realize I'm going the wrong direction, I turn and head back. I see a friend I know in a purple and black tunic. As I approach the trees I see two men hung from a tree, one of them has his head a bit dis-attached. This is not even mildly alarming to me. I see some other men in black and yellow tunics. One comes up and introduces himself to me, I reply "yo". Slightly annoyed he inquires after my name, a bit embarrassed I give it. And wake up.

      I fell I did well tonight, I had the intention of remembering my dreams, and I did 3. Well done me.
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    2. My Eye

      by , 11-11-2010 at 12:45 PM (My poisoned mind O_o)
      After spending much time away from the internet I finally return
      This is a creepy dream, and naturally at the time I didn't really have anything wrong with it, I thought it was kinda cool.

      My right eye is in my mouth, I look for some water to put it in cause I don't want it to dry out. I'll get some help about what to do afterward but first that water.
      I find what I'm looking for fill it at the tap and spit the eye into it. I notice the eyeball has 2 pupils/iris, curious. And some other bits but I don't really notice them. No idea what they were.
      I'm talking to someone. I say "Hey" and I get the reply "なくなちゃった!" This means approximately "you lost it!" in this circumstance. It's Japanese making this the first time I can remember that I've dreamed anything in Japanese. I open that eyelid a bit in front of them and they complain, but I notice I can still see a bit with it, so I assume part of the retina is still present, which doesn't seem to fit what I saw when I spat it out. But I don't know enough about this kind of thing. I'm a bit upset that it's gone yet I don't really care.

      Upon waking I was a tad disappointed in discovering the continued presence of my right eye, then decided it's probably for the best as I regained sense.
      In retrospect if I had payed more attention to the oddity of the retina still being there then I ma have been able to go lucid, but otherwise very un-lucid.

      Updated 11-11-2010 at 12:50 PM by 33144

      Categories
      non-lucid
    3. Laser Sniping

      by , 06-25-2010 at 12:26 PM (My poisoned mind O_o)
      Success, after 3 days I remember something of a dream I hadn't realized just how much I wasn't remembering dreams lately...
      Only a fragment, but here goes.

      I'm playing a game, but I'm in it... I'm playing against 2 other people, one of them is B. The scenery is remarkably blue, but I don't remark on this. I make my way to a ramp and spot B. I take aim with my sniper, but noticing the blue laser pointer coming from it I point the gun down and change to my sniper, I don't want B to see the laser before his time comes. I don't get this, I did have my sniper, but I changed to another one. I take aim again, he's seen me and is lining me up. He's too late, I take the shot and head shot him. This is very odd as in any game I've ever played there's no way I could do this to him. He would see me first and I would just see him as I die. Later I wake up while feeling that my girlfriend is upset for some reason.
      A fun dream, oddly blue, with a curious end... I have no idea why I dreamed about her being upset, she only featured in the last half a second of my dream, and that was her being unhappy. Also about about 8000 km away from her.

      I remembered another really fun dream I had one time, amazing sights.

      I'm walking between the flats at my house, it's night but seems unusually bright. I look up at the sky and my breath is taken away. Thousands of slowly spinning asteroids fill the sky. Sparkling in a myriad of colors. I explain to the people around me, a small group, 2-3, and they weren't there before, that the earth must be passing through the asteroid belt.
      That view was absolutely amazing, one of the most truly amazing looking things I've ever seen in a dream. Very memorable. A bit scientifically inaccurate, but who cares. Science is for wl, not my dreams.

      I've been trying some methods to gain lucidity, mainly WILD's, but also for DILD if I can. However this has been I think a bad idea, as waking up in the middle of the night when you have to be up for school at 6 am and you're in the middle of semester end test week... Well I've been fairly tired. I think maybe this has been causing me to fall asleep too easily too, and hence not being able to transition into lucidity. So I've just been interrupting my sleep for no reason effectively.
      So I'm gonna start on my dream recall for a while instead of trying for lucidity atm, as that evidently needs work.
    4. A few memorable past dreams.

      by , 06-22-2010 at 08:25 AM (My poisoned mind O_o)
      Well, now I know a little more about the site I'm gonna stick a few old and memorable ones and end it with last nights, marking the start of hopefully a continued DJ.
      I'm gonna interject in these dreams in black, so black is not part of the dream itself, but afterward reflection.

      This first is from when I was about 4-5 and we had within the past couple years moved to the house I still live in today (aside from the fact I'm in Japan this year). It was a nightmare, I think I had it twice, but I'm not sure. I don't often have nightmares. After this, the last was late last year, when I was 18.

      I'm walking down the corridor of the house. I pass the bathroom, and I pass my eldest brother's room, and my second eldest brother's room. These bedrooms are almost opposite each other, the latter being about meter further down the corridor. I glance into my second eldest brother's room in passing. I note the normal light shade on the hanging light on the ceiling. Later I'm walking the other way up the corridor, I glance in the same room and the shade is replaced by a cage, in the cage is a dummy. Much like the one from goosebumps, this was probably around the time we'd been watching goosebumps on Sundays after going in the pool. Later I'm in my dad's car and we're driving down our driveway, we park on the other side of the road to my driveway. I see the other car coming down the driveway, as it turns onto the road I see the dummy in the back. I try to scream out a warning but I have no voice.

      This second is one that held some significance for some reason, I remember it well, though I think it's only part.

      I come through the tall reeds either side of me and come across a lake. Standing in front of the lake are 2 silver Chinese/Japanese dragons. Fairly small, but long, when standing they're about the same height as me. I'm on the ground face down and one of them runs/flies over me, so close that the scales/feathers brush against me.

      The next was perhaps the scariest nightmare I've ever had, or that I've ever remembered. Fairly recent, around the end of last year, creepy as anything... Though can't see why it was really that scary now.

      I'm walking up stairs, in a museum. I turn to the left and enter a room. In the room are some articles of art, but one catches my eye. It is a wooden seat of abstract design, as though many 1cm thick planks of dark redwood are arranged to make a low rounded and slightly flattened sphere with an indentation to sit in. I sit in it. Opposite me is a triangle, a tall isosceles, white, with an eye in the upper middle. From here I can only remember patches, some man that I can't remember, and a lot of triangles with eyes, though as the dream progressed the became more keyhole shaped. I stress this freaked me out to no end, it was the most scared I've been in my life that I can think of. A friend later suggested that the eye could be the "all seeing eye" or "eye of providence", though I had not come across this image in life before. I had recently been to America though I hadn't consciously noticed it on the dollar bill while there, and was surprised at the resemblance when I took a look at one after the dream.

      I shall now describe last night's dream fragment that I remember.

      I'm standing on a pedestal of some kind on the side of my pool, while my feet are in the water I see a strange snake in the water, I <do some unremembered activity> at it hoping to scare it off, but it comes and nips me on the toe. I sigh and yell as loud as I can "DAD" with little panic in my voice. From somewhere he replies, and I yell back "I got bitten by a snake" or something to that effect. Later I am looking at a website and am relieved to see it wasn't a snake at all, but it was a long fish with a large head and an improbably large jaw full of sharp teeth. This website had nothing to do with me. It can be interesting the way dreams shift and change on you, that fish looked nothing like the snake that bit me, yet I acted as though it were the same, even after I knew that this site (and hence the incident) had nothing to do with me.

      That brings me roughly up to date, I might put more old ones up if I remember them, but I want to concentrate instead on writing them as they come, I remember a lot of old dream fragments and to put them all up would be long...

      Updated 06-25-2010 at 12:28 PM by 33144

      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare , memorable , dream fragment
    5. In the beginning.

      by , 06-22-2010 at 06:09 AM (My poisoned mind O_o)
      I'm gonna start with an old dream, my oldest dream that I remember, naturally nothing resembling lucidity as I was only about 3 or 4 at the time, I was barely Lucid in real life... It will also lack a lot of detail for as time has gone on I've probably embellished much of it in my head.

      I'm standing at the door of a wooden tree house looking out. In front of me I can see a wide expanse of forest. Coming towards me from a path down the middle is a group of scared children, being chased by a large purple dragon, a little cartoony looking. As the children rush into the tree house, I am invisible and I step to the side of the entrance. The kids run past, and then the dragon. I'm am not seen, and I am relieved.
      It's a short dream, but the fact that it has stayed with me this long I think merits it mention, along with a few other old ones that I may post up later.

      Updated 06-25-2010 at 12:29 PM by 33144

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable