non-lucid

I was at a mountain at building on 3rd floor. I seem on a trip and the building I was on looked like a temple. When I saw inside it was dark. So I was standing alone in the outside and it was so cold. (It's cold because I on a fan before slept but I didn't realise it )

When it's time to get down, people on the ground told me to just jump.

At first I want to climb down the rusty pillar on my left but didn't confidence that I could do it. Again people on the ground encourage me to jump. They even prepare something like mattress below. So I jump. Eyes close.

Only to open them again when I could gently and gracefully landing.

'Wow, I'm not hurt. My legs not hurt.' I thought to myself.

Then I join my group waiting for the bus to arrive.

"Thanks, I was freezing above." I said

We talk about something and I look at my fingers. I saw there was a long and huge ring on one of my finger.

I forgot the rest.

Sleep time: 4.15 am - 5.59 am.

I was in my house inside my kitchen before it was being rejuvenate. Maybe I was with someone because I forgot the earlier part of this dream.

I think someone was saying something like this:

"Something is about to happen."

So I walk to the door and look at the sky. It was night and it seem above me there was a layer of dough wrapped over the house. But it was torn to shred and the remaining look like dimsum (chinese pork bun) top. Because of its torn condition, I could look at the starry sky.

Outside my back yard, there were several people. I ignore them and Look over my bell fruit tree. Then I walk off from the door and lean on the right side wall beside it.

The conversation went on over the group in front of me and I look at them. I saw two anime characters sat too close to each other. One was Tsuna and the other was Kyoko. Kyoko sat too close to Tsuna and she stick her face on the left side of Tsuna's face. Tsuna was complaining to her that he's embarrassed and people saw them. Then I saw Kyoko was looking at me.

I divert my eyes from them and look in front of me at the forest of coconut trees and the horizon in the background. Over there I saw several of white light that look like a star one by one rising and they move toward the west. They accumulate until it become a star parade and I notice the parade would move and circle above me. So I wait.

Not long after that the star parade indeed move and rounded above my house. As I stare at it, the stars slowly forming into an angel silhouette. After that the stars change and become pink butterflies. I notice the sky was bright and it's not dark anymore. The butterflies parade hover around some more and then it move toward the west. As I saw all that there was music play in the background.

I was in my house before it was being renovate. My main activity was in the kitchen to my second guest room. Seems like I sleep in the kitchen room too. There, I remember I fall from the bed as I thought "earth quack?"

I saw the ceiling was wet from the water tank leakage above it and about to collapse.

When I enter the guest room there were guest inside and I need to attend to them too.

Next thing I know I need to manage raw livestock too.

I get frustrated and I snap. "Why is it always me who do all that?" I said as I make a tantrum.

Then I wake up.

I was at a traditional market gathering where salesman sale their provision and livestock. As I mix with a group, there's a guy who I assume as an internet provider worker show me a timetable which full of numbers.

"Do you know what is this?" He ask me.

When I saw an earlier chart of numbers on the timetable, I quickly remember a deviant act I did on internet in my waking world. I stare at him then I close my mouth to his ear as don't want others who present there heard what I said.

"I only did it once!" I said. (If you are curious, it was nothing inappropriate but if people around me found out, I'm screw!)

He only keep quiet then stand and leave me. I quickly follow him and curious at what he really want.

Then I encounter another group of people. This time there were two people following me. We were being treated with drinks and we listen to their complain. As I listen, I saw my two companion lied down and their eyes were close. Sleeping drug? I assume and one companion of mine collapse to the ground.

As the commotions continue there's a group of female came to our way to rescue us. I assume it's the earlier group which I associate just now. But they are so slow and they were being threaten with our life.

"Come and I would slash his throat!" Said our kidnapper as she point a knife at one of my unconscious companions.

The next thing I know, we were being caught for good but I'm alone this time in a room that full with compact green glasses cells. In the cell I saw unnatural being were trapped inside the glasses cell. They look like ancient ghost in the old China or Japanese drawings. As I drift in the air, I stare at those glasses one by one. There were ghost which trapped inside the glass and there were ghost which being trapped only at their foot and hands. At that time I assume that I was a ghost too.

Then I try to prove my innocent. I once was a good ghost! I said. But this time I was viewing the dream as the third person like I was reading a comic.

I was in place like palace. As I vaguely remember the tile was shining as I walk on them.

Then I was running and I have a spray bottle in my hand. As I running I have a wide white ribbon in my hand too but I think it was not long enough. Then I press the spray and it sprout out another white ribbon that long enough as I wanted.

I ran with all my might so the end of the ribbon didn't touch the ground. Then I saw the end route and I was the first to reach it. I was first!

After the race end I crowding with my friends and I heard one of them complaining about the race.

I was in a house that I didn't know about. There were someone else there. I'm not really sure what we were doing but it seems to involve washing and car?

As we follow someone reliable to do what we want to do, the reliable someone turn to us and said something like we didn't fit to be together with him or is it them.

It's like the one said that was own a reality TV and we were from a wealthy family rent them for us to have fun with them.

So it's like he says poor people work hard and wealthy people just drift away in cosy. They kick us out from their reality TV. Seems like that.

Then I went to a room that have a kid in her earlier teen as I report to her what happened. The teen had a bear in her arm and she was laying in her bed. I join her and we lay together.

As I thought in the dream, the teen was our guardian who flood us with wealthy. She was wearing blue dress when I came to see her.

I seems in a traditional bus terminal and there were a lot of bus. I'm not sure whether I want to ride one or just drop from one. But I was walking and searching one bus after another.

As I walk, I make sure I walk in the front bus and not at their back for safety reason. Because the bus driver would see me if they want to move the bus.

I was in a bus. As I sat inside I look at the back of the bus and saw there were a lot of high school students girls. Those students wear a white Kurung and green long skirt.

As they sat there, they put their legs out the bus window. I thought that kids these day like to do extreme things.

When I'm home, my mom and I discuss the issue. My mom said kids these days are not well behave and rude. Then she told the story when she was a high school teenager, she only ride a plough (!)

And I counter it with; that's same. Once in her time, girl in plough was being regard as rude but not now. And now girls in a bus with their legs out of it's window is rude and I thought that issue would not being regard rude in the future. Older people like to complain their younger generation this and that but actually when they were young they were also brash!

I was in the main part of my house with my laptop. Suddenly a lizard pee and shit on my laptop. Uh oh...

I took a tissue to wipe it off from my keyboard laptop but suddenly the keyboard melt like being pour with acid. I just watch as my beloved laptop slowly destroy and I saw fire under it.

I felt despair and remorse. Then for the first time in my life I allow escape from reality in my dream. I said,

"how about if this is a dream? This is a dream, right? I confident that this is a dream. My laptop isn't destroy. It exist and well in my real life. I will wake up and saw that my laptop is still in good conditions."

As I said that, I was between confident and doubt.

I guess everything fade after that and I almost lost this dream.

I was walking with my sister. We wanted to take the road that directed to our old grandparents house. Suddenly we past a house and my sister said it's her friends house and she enter the yard to see if her friend was there. She was indeed there and they talk happily.

Then I also inside the house. There were a lot of people and I assume them as the whole families. I greet them all by shaking their hands including the males. Something I usually didn't do in real life. Then they want me to eat with them. Although, the dinning table was full I just accept their offer.

Next I was in my current home. I was sorting my clothes and separate them from my sis clothes. We in real life sharing our working clothes. So, I separate them to put them inside a bag. As I did that I feel a huge remorse like we would be separate forever. It just a change in life: marriage. Then I saw someone came to pick the bag.

Next I saw one of my friend was marrying someone. In fact she still in marriage lock with her husband. I said to my sister

"What the hell? She wants to marry a second husband? She and her husband were still in marriage, right?"

"Yes." My sister said.

"So, why? We didn't allow to marry two male, why this happened?"

My sister didn't said anything as she look at the couple. I saw her husband was there and the husband brought a girl beside him.

"Who's that?" I ask.

"His girlfriend." Answer my sister.

Then I assume the husband also want to marry a second wife and he was about to tell that to his wife. I saw they argue then she walk to the closet and pull out all her clothes. She want divorce and get out from the house.





My Comment:

The couple that I dream about was the husband and wife Zuli and Sali. I feel sorry that I dream about them all in such manner. They are such a happy family and what the hell I'm dreaming like that?

When I ask something was wrong to any dream character, they always keep quiet then look at the questions source. If you all just want me to realise that I was dreaming, how about just smack me in the head and say "Because you are dreaming. When will you realise that?"

Ahh~ such a stupid sadist dream. I didn't like it!

Someone take me to a city. As I recall, he want to manage something important that involve politics.

The city have a lot of skyscrapers' buildings. So the person who brought me to the city and I want to enter a building. There's a lot of people there and I was being separate from him. I saw him enter an elevator and I wait for another elevator. I guess there was someone else who walk with me behind.

So, when an elevator was available I was ready to enter it but I can't. Because, to enter the elevator I need to through a small device that look like an engine cylinder. I need to imagine myself to become small so I can enter into the cylinder. That way only could I enter the elevator. I fail to imagine myself to become small and enter the cylinder. I could feel an engine oil in my mouth when I fail (ha ha ha...). Then I return back to the one who walk behind me earlier as want a comfort.

He and I wait for another try but can't do that because a lot of people flood in and everyone want to use the elevators (there's a lot). So, I went to another alternative - the stairs. I don't really mind to use stairs because I only want to go to the fifth floor.

As I walk to the stair, it turn out that the stairs didn't have wall on it right side. So I could see people below and I saw two people that looked like a Mafia. They wear a black suite and a fedora, smocking cigarette. They look up and saw me and I turn back to find another route.

As I walk I arrive inside someone's hotel room (It's a suite room) and I saw a women praying in front of a wide window. Her back toward me. I pay no attention to her and I continue walking as the stairs lead me. The stairs I walk turn wide in size and suddenly I encounter someone praying in the middle of the stairs. Again her back toward me. I stop as I thought her direction of praying was wrong. It should face toward the window as I saw the earlier women before.

The women then stood up and turn her face toward me. I saw a small moustache on the face. It's a male in women's attire! Then he bow and apologize in Japanese language "sumimasen" he said. I seems in a rush and I abandon him. But I'm not sure what make me thinking like this; "It's a\the Mafia boss!!"

(Oh I remember why. I thought the Mafia want to caught me and the boss was horribly disguise as a women to trap me.)

Then I arrive at a place that full with glass containers. They are glasses which being made into beautiful accessories but the inside was not something beautiful. I thought they were raw meat.

Then suddenly I saw my dream as a third person. There I saw a women and a group behind her talking with another group of people that I assume a group of Mafia. They were upset because someone tress passing their secret room. The women was speaking Chinese and I understand what she say. She said she was sorry because she arrive here by accident.

One of the Mafia said "Chiu!" and all his people took out their small gun from their pocket and point it toward the women's group. But the women's said "We have guns too." And they took out their said weapon gun.

The Mafia group said "fake!" and I quickly understand that the women's group's weapons were fake guns. They freak out (Sawada Tsunayoushi style) and dropped their gun and everyone make "Hiiiee!!" sounds as they lurch to their side.

Then after that the scene revolve to a new event.

I was going home from somewhere and was driving toward a tunnel. There was a voice saying that I will enter a dark and long tunnel. As I drive there was someone riding a bicycle in front of me. Although, the rider was slow I just follow behind him because the tunnel passage was too narrow.

As we move deeper, we arrive at the tunnel most darkest passage. It was pitch black and we can't possibly see anything. So, I switch on my lamp and I get closer to the rider and I ask him;

"Hey, want a ride?" I mean it for him to latch on my back.

Then we through the dark passage together and I suddenly riding a bicycle like him. I can't speed up because I saw my bicycle was a three tyre bicycle with the paddle was at the front tyre. It was a toddler bicycle. In the dark I saw the passage was made by wood. There were close windows. Then we arrive at a block passage. It was a bathroom and beyond the bathroom was a close door we need to through.

"A barrier?" I said.

At first I hesitate to go further but I didn't back down. Then I look at my own bicycle and I easily upgrade it. When it upgrading, the front tyre change and become bigger and have the paddle in the proper adult bicycle. A proper sport bicycle to be exact.

Ready to ride and I paddle the bicycle. It went really fast and I didn't aware when I through over the barrier. Like I care, so I rode until I arrive at the destination. It was in a new scene. Because I rode the bicycle really fast, I felt like my body was buzzing. So, I kneel on my knee to let the buzz stop and at the same time I stare at my left hand. I saw it was de-solve like an unclear image in television but I took it in the dream as my body molecule didn't arrive yet. I was move super fast so of course my body molecule took a little second to catch up!

The man who following me was unconscious. 'It was too fast, huh?' I thought.

The destination was in a room. The wall was paint with peach colour and there was a single bed. I place the unconscious man in that single bed and I said to him; "Sleep tight, ok?"

Site note:

I think I saw me in this dream wearing a green sweat shirt that have horizontal stripes.

I was in front of my desktop computer. It was on and my sister was there.

So I on my laptop and leave it for something I didn't remember why. As I return to it, I harbour a thought if my big brother was using it. He might make fun of me if he know what I'm doing in my laptop.

As I reach my guest room (I actually leave it there?) I saw him indeed using it. I thought about it, he might use it to update his Blog and Facebook and I feel I didn't like it. But I didn't took it back from him.

As I walk to ma bedroom, he ask; "want to use it?" and I said yes.

Then I went into my bedroom. I think there was some talk about what I do in my laptop.

I was in my home and through my school collection. A Dragon Ball pencil case (which I own when I was at the last year of my high school. Now was gone) was in my hand. As I look at it, there were four school emblems attach to it.

The emblems were not as I remember in my real life so I ask my sister 'if this is our new school emblem?' and she answer "no."

I just stare at one of them. It was made with cloth and it was embroidery emblem. Then I thought at myself that it was the first generation embroidery emblem that was made since it didn't done nicely (how could I?).

Comment:

Actually there was no embroidery school emblem that I ever own. And my dream character speak the truth. My high school emblem was never change but I didn't believe her.