espsika

I woke up around 12:00AM to WILD between 5:00 and 6:00AM. When it was time, i lied down to WILD and my experience was unbearable that i could not continue.
I concentrated on my breathing to the extent that i began to feel my breath as my consciousness. i tried entering the dream by breading out, and when i breath out i felt myself to be in sea that is trying to drown me to dead, the harder i try the stronger the sensation of drowning becomes. then i gave up and woke because i could not bear the discomforting sensation of drowning. before then i WILDed into the dream world but could not control my dream body. found myself floating. tried stabilizing the dream by robbing my hands and holding my toes but i did not succeed. when i finally got i bit of control i tried forward accelerating, but it was so so difficult to move forward. [/SIZE][/SIZE][/SIZE]