non-lucid

Went to bed 1:10-1:30
Goals teleport
4:32 I rem being in my room with my sister, im in my comp chair my sis on the bed. All of a sudden i rem that i had a lucid dream earlier in the night. I dont know if i really had one or not but in the dream i freak out and start to rem all of this stuff i cant rem now. I get up and grab my computer and open it up getting ready to try and record my lucid. I just rem my mem of the lucid being very purple, like the environment was purple. I cant help but wonder if i had a super early morning lucid and then this flash is an fa. cant say for sure

5:56 I had an fa where i get up and can hear my sister playing oblivion in the living room, the music anyway, in the dream i knew it was my sister. I rem thinking, she must be playing until she leaves for work. In this dream i had a dream i needed to write down as well. I rem looking at the clock but cant rem the time it said. I rem noticing that my blinds had been left slightly open over night and my lights had been left on so you could see in all night. I get up to close them wondering if anyone saw in.

8:26 Short dream of watching some chicks prepare for some kind of mission. I just rem them lined up at the front of a room, looks like a classroom. They are all wearing black and one of them even says this at one point. I rem one of them was trying to decide if she would wear her hair up. She keeps changing her mind until finally she ducks down to where i cant see her and then pops back up with her hair up, she says something about finally deciding.

Went to bed 1240
Goals Teleport
My recall is definitely fluctuating. I will focus on getting it back on track the next few nights.
4:38 no mem or even feeling of a dream yet

6:13 Still no concrete memories, feel like i may have dreamt, vaguely rem being in a car with my dad,

7:OO I rem talking to jessica about her old neighbor, she was talking about how he had found her on some chat or something and now he is awlays trying to talk to her on there, i vaguely rem looking at a small tv screen while she tells me this, i rem the screen had something red on it and i rem being in a room similiar to davids old room

8:30 cant get a good mem, just rem talking to this dude outside, i think he had a light brown shirt

Went to bed 1240-1
Goals: teleport
8:17 Me and my sister are trying to sneak up to higher levels in some kind of labratory. I say lab because of the look of the place, sterile white walls and tile, strange machines and whatnot. We are at the bottom on like a service level looking for a way up. We walk into a corridor with an elevator used by cooking staff. The elevator dings and a dude about my age walks out wearing a chefs uniform. I consider trying to knock him out with a chop to his neck but dont do so. He walks out of the elevator looking at me, i move towards it and he pushes the button to close it as he gets off, i can tell he does this to keep me from getting on. I walk up to the elevator as it closes and then turn around. I ask him something and he responds in some made up spanish. What he said was subtitled in my vision too. Another chef, like his boss is now walking around, me and my sister leave this area as the head chef talks to the other one for a bit. We go to another area where i try to jump up to the next level but it doesnt work. I rem thinking i need to get to the next level so i can find a weapon.

*Was talking to my sister about the cat

Went to bed 1250-120
Goals: teleport
7:05 Im in the woods with jessica and we are exploring. The dream is kind of like a game in that things will pop up in my vision to give me hints. We are walking on a pretty well wooded trail when something pops up into my vision, in the dream i know it pops up in jessicas too. ITs a long paragraph and she just keeps moving so i know she didnt read it, i just read part of it and get the idea its telling us there is food nearby. As we turn left on the path i notice on the right side a dead pig facing us and its glowing blue. I walk up to it and say to jessica, hey look a roast, she turns around and walks back towards me smiling. We pick it up and it stops glowing blue, we start to haul it off with us.

We travel some more, no longer carrying the pig and now im with my sister. We end up at a campsite in the middle of the woods. The campsite spans over a large area and goes up a hill. There are cabins and fences and i get a bad feeling about it. It looks like some kind of cult hideout and the people give me a similar cult vibe. I rem we are sitting down on some stair when someone from the camp comes to talk to us. On their way over, i overhear two dudes talking nearby. They look like rednecks and one of them says something about marrying some dude. The lady who was walking over reaches us and says something.

The dream shifts and now im somewhere inside the camp, there is something directly in front of me, a big wall blocking my vision, i think we are on a bus. I know in the dream that the people we are with dont want us to look away from the walll and i have a sense of fear about what they wiill do if we look away. I rem thinking they may hit me or something. Last thing i rem is my sister talking to some campers/cult members i cant see, they were asking her if she was like a worshiper of aliens or something. I rem lookingout a window now as we move away from the campsite and seeing a light shoot from the ground into the air. My sister says something like, no i dont worship them, i just dissapear.

*I rem being the passenger in a car driving through a city. The driver passes a bridge and gets ready to turn around to use it.

Went to bed 12:50-120
Goals: telepotrt
8:32 Me and my family are on a trip with many other families and we are all taking a big bus that my dad is drving. I rem walking up to the bus and going up the stairs, my dad is in the drivers seat and he sees me and smiles really big. In the dream i feel like at different times in this trip me and my sister have sat up front in the bus pretty consistenty, so i go up the stairs expecting to see her saving me a spot up front, i also expect all of the chairs to be facing the front. Instead the first row of chairs is facing backwards and there are families all over making it very crowded.

I look for my sister and she is in the back against a wall with a very short roof. She doesnt even have a seat but instead is laying against the wall with the roof just above her head. I head to the back of the bus, there are families blocking the aisles, some dude with a kid and blankett i think moves out of my way so i can continue to where my sister is. When i get there we talk about the seating, the spot she has saved for me has an even shorter roof, i sit under and joke about how easily i hit my head, i rem saying something about being tall. I think this made my sister laugh.

We stay here a bit, a girl gets on the bus that i dont recognize from waking life but int the dream i thought she was quite attractive. She starts walking towards the back and then begins climbing up a ladder that leads above me and my sisters head. We are no longer on a bus but instead are in some small little house or cabin. There are bunkbeds all over and still many families. I rem seeing that guy jacob too. In the dream i know that the girl likes soccer so i go outside, and i am at my old middle school, the sun is out. I know that she can see me from the cabin somehow so i start kicking the soccer ball around, hoping to get her attention. cant rem much else

*This flash could be from previous dream but i couldnt figure out how. Im just on some cement, im not sure where, my mem of the dream is just looking down at the ground, There is a skateboard and i walk up to it. I put some pressure on the left side of it with my foot, just enough to flip it over into some grass. Instead it stays in place and does a perfect flip in the air landing right back where it started. I rem thinking that was really lucky considering the way i hit it with my foot. I think i try again but cant really rem.

Went to bed 1230
Goals: teleport
5:25 Im not sure where i am but in the dream its supposed to be an extension of the house. I rem my bro i think wanting me to help clean the other or old side of the house. I go up to a dryer or something with a similar small door, and open it up. I look inside and see my house, the kitchen. I go inside and end up there but its very dusty, the dust is on the surfaces and in the air. I rem the colors wierding me out as well, the room was very brown and looked quite strange. I grab an item with like a razor blade on it and begin scraping dust off of the counter. When i begin scraping one pile, it accumulates a lot more thane i expect. I check it out and its becaue i acutally scooped up 2 buds of some good weed. I remove those from the dust and hold them seperately. Dont rem much else.

*I rem the sunny, stone walkways again... never can seem to get a good memory of this scene.

7:30 When i woke up i feel like i was talking to someone with bad intentions but i cant rem what was happening

*I rem being in my backyard and walking up to a pot. My dog is lying next to it looking at me, when i look inside i see there are no plants, just dirt and there is a dead bird in there. All else i rem from this flash is standing back inside looking out the back door, someone asks me something, i think my sister, and i say something like, im worried someone is missing their cat or something.

*Flash of playing with a dog, i rem it being white with curly hair kind of like a poodle, it actually looked like that dude matthews dog from when we were kids. I just rem doing something to make it mad because it start biting me. I rem the sharp pain from the bite but it wasnt too intense.

*I rem a flash where i was like watching an ad for a video game. I just rem one part where you are running towards this house with a small force, its not modern they have swords and bows and such. I rem the view going to the house, dark grey cabin in the middle of some woods and up a small hill. It zoomed in on an enemies face, it was cloaked and he looked like the nazgul from lord of the rings. Im starting to think i may have dreamt i was actually playing the game because i rem thinking something like, oh yeah ive done this part before. I rem thinking something about a special bow that the game character was using.

9:16 I rem being at school, im about to go to class when i find out from someone my teacher wont be there. I still end up going to a class and when i walk in i see this dude who used to be in my speech class a few semesters back. He is sitting in the front of the room and all of the chairs are in rows. I walk up to him and sit down in the front row. He tells me hey donna is gonna be here after alll, i know in dream that donna is our speech teacher.

BTW i think i was wearing my sleep mask throughout this dream. I think i ask him if it means we will still have class but he doesnt give me a good answer. I rem the teacher for this class was miss weber from high school. She asks the class something about a teacher, saying she teaches speech and crit thinking, i think she said she was the head of the english dept. In the dream me and the dude knew she was talking about the same teacher as us. I say we were just talking about her or something.

THen i talk to miss weber. She asks what class i have that lady for and i say crit thinking. She gets excited and then we briefly talk about when i had her for that class. I tell her that in the new class we dont do near as much crit thinking excersises. When i say this i really think about it and rem that irl when i took miss weber we didnt do much in that class either. I compare the classes a bit more, while im doing this i keep pulling my sleep mask over my face, so im dreaming but i just see the back of my eyelids as i speak. I start to think, i hope im not annoying the class by talking too much. Dont rem much else but considering i had my sleep mask on and couldnt see i would think this was my last dream before waking up.

*Just a flash of being out on a soccer field with my brother and someone else. I rem looking at the soccer field and there are kids playing.The field is super small but i justify it in dream by just thinking its for kids. The kids have a set piece. There is a little chubby kid with a bowl cut and i think red hair, i believe they also had red uniforms, he lines up to take the shot which is about ten or fifteen feet from the goal and off to the left.

He goes to take the shot, he kicks the ball and it looks like it goes unnaturally high in the air for the amount of force he used. It goes to the goal and just floats over the goalies hands into the top right corner. I rem seeing the coach or maybe the kids dad freak out and get really excited, he holds up his finger and keeps saying, one thats one. The kid who took the shot, i rem, turned around and walked off like he was upset or something. I turned to my bro and said something like, i would have been so excited if that were me.

*It feels like i dreamt about some kind of video game again, i just rem the color blue

Went to bed 11:30
Goals teleport
3:45 Just rem being in a parking lot from previous dreams

5:24 Was in the living room at my parents house watching a movie while my parents are in the next room with the door open trying to sleep. I cant rem the movie i was watching but in the dream i rem my mom being bothered by it like she cant sleep. I just rem her saying something and my dad says, hey im trying to sleep. She says sorry and that she is just bothered by the movie im watching, i think she calls it a guy movie or something

6:37 With my sister at a water park. I rem walking over to a pool thats pretty shallow with some kidss playing in it. I go towards the back where the water is barely a few feet deep when i realize that its a wave pool. The waves start coming and they are so high they burry me under water evertime. The first couple times im resistant to it but later i just let it happen and the wave take my back gently pushing me against the back wall.

Soon i notice my sister in the water too and a lot of people form a huge group up ahead of me. All of a sudden there is a pillow in the water, or something shaped like one. I rem starting to throw it as far up ahead as i could and somehow it would end up back to me. I rem once throwing it and seeig that girl bumi up ahead. I rem her turning around and throwing it back to me, she was wearing red and had a big grin on her face.

9:11 Im at a big river with a bunch of people from school like its a field trip or somthing. THe sides of the river are covered in trees and bushes, i think i rem a dirt path, i rem the water being brown and murky. I rem us all coming around the curve of the river getting ready to leave. We look back and see some people windsurfing heading in the other direction. One person falls off into the water, i dont see it but figure thats what happened based on peoples reactions. The guy who fell floats down river a bit and i see him. This makes me wonder how i would do on one of those windsurfs things. I imagine riding one and then think about what it would be like to fall off at high speeds and hit the water really hard.

We all continue moving in the other direction. We are in the water and it gets to a point where we cannot stand anymore and everyone starts swimming. The river seems to connect to the ocean or to a very big lake because we swim out of the river and into a huge body of water where i can see land very far away. As we leave the river we pass under a bridge, there is some dude standing on the side of the bridge. IN the dream i know he is with the class too but he doesnt want to swim. In the dream i am carrying something with me the whole time, cant rem what, When everyone starts swimming out into the body of water i realize this will make it difficult for me. The dude on the side of the bridge offers to hold it as i pass by. I try to hand it to him but the water is deep and i sink under just kind of leaving it on the surface. He grabs it and i say thanks, water spilling into my mouth.

I take off swimming after some people, i rem being behind this girl, but they seem to swim a lot faster. I start to swim as best as i can to keep up but in the dream know i will be ok even if i begin to lose them. Dont rem much else.

Went to bed 12:15
Goals: teleport
Short fragmented dreams today
5:OOSunny, stone walkways, medieval setting, magic, reminiscent of a video game

6:15 Had a dream that i living in a big grow room. I had big lights hanging from the roof that spanned half of the room and then on the other side was my bed. I rem seeing a small forest of plants under the lights. The lights were really long tubes with shiny white reflectors on top and the plants underneath were all quite big and bushy. Sarah was in this dream and i rem wondering why she was ok with all of this weed in my room. I rem lying in bed with her and she starts to touch me, then rem some brief non lucid sex. aftewrwards i just kind of lied there until she told me to get off.

*I rem talking to my sister about something and her friend is listening. She asks like how to submit or something and her friend says you just dont resist what is happening. In the dream hearing her friend talk annoyed me

*I rem going to the bathroom, public bathroom somewhere, but when i when i walk in i see that guy tom waling out in a red shirt. The bathroom is really big and he is still far away from me, i turn around and head right back out the door, dont rem where it takes me though.

*I feel like i was at school at one point and also feel like i was working in a restaurant at another point.

7:52 Walking through the hallway of like a school and im carrying a big tray with many food items. I rem seeing a container filled with muffins. I rem walking down the hallway and passing a group of people. I almost bump into some dude in a black shirt but say excuse me so him and his friend move out of the way. The other friend says something and i say something else too not sure what though

8:54 I just rem talking to my bro, and wanting to tell him i had a lucid dream.

Had to get up early for jury duty so I missed my later morning dreams. Still remembered one in the early morning though.
At home and im getting ready to go to schoool but i am running late. I rem my aunt jackie being in town for a visit. In the dream she was wearing an orange dress. I rem one time walking down the hallway and seeing her in my room doing something. I rem looking at the clock many times, i rem one time seeing it as something 45 and in the dream my class started at something 45 so i knew i was gonna be late/ I rem pointing something out to my aunt that needed to be done and she tries to get me to do it before i go but i keep telling her that im already late for class. I kind of rem doing a reality hand check but it must have failed. I rem that girl julie being there.

Went to bed 1:30
Goals: Teleport
7:15 Just brief mem of hanging out with jessica, we are talking about my cat, also rem her talking about carl

8:15 Im in school and in a class i know i have missed for a while. I rem waiting in there and everyone is talking about what they think will happen in class. That dude with the ponytail from my creative class is there. I rem him talking to some chubby dude with red hair, The class is supposed to be for yoga but they seem a little confused. I rem the guy with red hair saying something like i wonder if we will play another game of yoga, i think ponytail guy keeps referring to puzzles.

While they figure this out everyone else is finding a place to sit. I know i want to save a seat but im not sure for who. I start rearanging two desks, until i have them arranged diagonally in the room but still facing the front. I sit down, the whole time wondering how class will go since i missed the last one. In the dream i also knew that the next class would be the last for the year, and we would have finals.

The teacher, looks like mrs watson from 5th grade, starts class and hands us all a piece of paper. She says something like, we will start this class the way i plan to end the next one or something. She tells us we will be doing a puzzle. Last thing i rem is suddenly im sitting much closer to her and she is talking about an assignment, she says, be careful because one student was halucinating they were dreaming or something. When she said this i wondered if she had meant me, like if i had done a previous assignment about dreams but she thought i was hallucinating.

8:45 Doze off for a second and began dreaming that i was on dreamviews, just rem checking out the home page.

Went to bed 1230
Goals teleport
Woke up at 4:30 and could not sleep again until 6-630
7:OO I rem considering what i would be like for words to suddenly appear in my first person view about my progress, like in a game. When i consider this it makes me think of what a great way it would be to go lucid.

*I rem being at an amusemnt park and we with jessica, possibly others, and we are riding a ride like the scream. I rem there was no seatbelts or anything to strap you in though. At one point jessica gets off the ride but she stilll waits in the general area, not having to get out of the way. I rem thinking about how i had been riding the ride over and over again without stopping. I considered whether i would get sick as well as whether or not i was annoying jessica. I rem one time when it starts again, i half leaned outside of it and for a moment felt like i was gonna fall all of the way down. It was quite scary and prevented me from doing that again.

*I vaguely rem being at school and getting ready to go to a class i hadnt been to in a long time.

*Vaguely rem some kind of battle or conflict, outdoors and sunny, stone walkways and buildings.

*I vaguely rem being at a friends house, im thinkink with alexis cause i kind of rem seeing his dad. They are not in the room and i am looking at their dog. It looks like a golden retriever but for some reason in the dream i think of it as a donkee. I rem noticing it had like a saddle strapped to its back but it was very small and fluffy, i think pink in color. It looked like it was for a smaller animal to sit on the dog/
donkeys back.

8:49 I rem being at school in a classroom. I cant rem what class it was specifically but i rem my creative writ teacher teaching it. At first he is talking to the entire class, but more on the other side of the room, about some politics; i rem he mentions hawaii. I rem talking to some dude who works at gamestop about what classes he signed up for next semester. He tells me all of his classes, names four of them i think spanish was one, and then reveals he only plans to take the finals for them. He talks about one class he is signing up for a second time, he didnt finish the first time and complains he never got a chance to meet his classmates.

At one point i think he changes into a girl but not sure. I almost forgot, he had a lady with him who was like doing his finances or something. I rem at one point he is standing and she next to him, they both say something at the same time like they planned it and they make a hand gesture like throwing away money. I rem thinking it was pretty cheesy in the dream but he seemed proud of himself.

MY cre writ teacher comes over to my side of the room and now im sitting in the front row of class with a few people on each side but its like he is talking to a select group from the class. He starts talking about fox news, it was really funny. He starts by saying something like its that time again, when the one party is ready to cause trouble or something like that. He describes them as the ones who... and then he acts out what he is saying. I cant rem exactly what he said but i know in the dream he was making fun of glenn beck and others on fox news. I rem him mocking one of the women, he turned around and started shaking his ass, it was funny but wierd becasuse he kind of shifted into a woman when he did this. I rem all of a sudden he had a womens lower body and was wearing a green skirt. Cant rem much else.

10:44 Had a dream, cant rem how it gets to this point but, i rem walking with a long white stick with black writing on it. In the dream i know it has something to do with the police. Im in like a mall or something and there is a huge crowd of people. I walk into the group with my stick and the dream shifts into like a highschool graduation. The stick is now like my diploma and the line turns into just me and a few others. We are walking through a room with a bunch of people in suits and dresses.

The diploma is now like a military baton and everyone is holding theres like the military holds the rifle at their side. I rem walking in this way, or marching and being really sillly with it. I was over acting my march until i realized so many people in the room were watching. It seems like people on the left of the line were sitting and standing on the right. As i leave this room i see my dad and i think some of his family standing there in a suit and he is holding up a camera like it is on record.

We move into the next room and all head to our seats. Before i sit down i pass rachelle. When i do she says that she ran for first place or something like that, i make a really strange face, but im meaning to congratulate her, then i walk off. The room we are in has all of the graduating class and its poorly lit. the whole dream feels grey. They were calling us up just a few at a time, as my group sits down this black dude from my group says something llike, man i only got six. He said something else and in the dream i knew he was complaining about how many people cheered for him. He pulled out a plastic bag with a number written on it with a black sharpie. I do the same and say something similar, but i got even less cheers. A couple people around me see this and start laughing, i sit down at first a little self conscious but then stop caring. Cant rem much else. (I didnt go to my real hs graduation, so this is an interesting dream...)

Went to bed: 12:50
Goals: teleport
Didn't sleep too well
6:30 Im in a big colloseum and there are two dcs who are really annoying me. One of them is another fighter and the other one is a spectator in a white shirt. I rem the other fighter saying something about the spectator getting something that belonged to me and the spectator just kind of smirking and mocking me. All else i rem is my sister all of sudden begins chasing me around the arena and i think she was carrying a sword, i try outrunning her for a bit but she manages to keep up with me, i rem running to a room thats supposed to be mine but she followed me ther. Last thing i rem is grabbing a stone and hitting her in the neck with it. I remseeeing a wound form on her neck with some blood. It looked pretty gross. I cant rem what happened afterwards.
Couldn't get back to sleep after this...

Went to bed 1245-130
Goals: Teleport
No memories the first time i wake up around 6
9:04 Watching my sister play a video game like oblivion. She walks through a picture and is now in the place in the picture. In the background i see a large castle with green roof and many mountains and streams. I tell her that this looks very similar to a place i dreamed about, i was remembering a dream i had that took place in africa but still looked a bit similar.

*I rem camping with my family and we are staying in a really big cabin. Ther are random blankets and beds throughout and i rem it being dark in there somethimes and better lit up at others. I rem at one point telling everyone to be careful with my cat in the morning, not to let him outside because he could get lost in the woods. Everyone just kind of looked at me smirking not taking it seriously, so i said how bad would you feel if the cat got lost in the wild over something so careless. I also rem at one point i see a shadow moving across the floor. ITs not that big but when i look up there is a huge spider walking across the roof. We all freak out about it for a moment. I rem vaguely seeing someone outside of the cabin window wearing white.

*Have a flash of my bro trying to get me to buy candy to split with him. Im pretty sure he was talking about starburst but cant rem specifically what he asked for.

*Have a flash of being at some very fancy event or meeting. I rem chairs in a circle around a nice fountain where someone is giving some kind of speech. I look to my left and jason bateman is talking on the phone. All of a sudden some dude, who i think in the dream is his dad, comes over and starts trying to take the phone out of his hand. In the dream i know he is talking to some chick who his family dissaproves of.

11:09 I rem being in some house with another family and my own. The head of the other family is bob saget. Everyone had brough candy and its all set out on the floor for us to look through. I rem jumping; like in between rocks, even though im indoors, to get the candy. All of the little kids are doing this too, except for one a bit further up, he is a little blonde boy with a bowl cut and his mom is watching him and being overprotective.

I start eating some while im looking at others. I rem it tasted pretty sweet, i rem looking at a bucket full of caramel and peanuts. I said something about getting it and one of the little kids says, your mad because you cant have caramel or something. There is a girl there too, and at this point she gets up and randomly starts dancing, like shes really into it, as she talks to someone. In the dream i could tell she was interested in me, and she was pretty cute. I rem bob saget asking my dad to go out for a drink and my dad said yeah. I just rem thinking, ok you go drink, i just want to smoke some weed. dont rem much else.

Went to bed 12:25-1
Goals: eat something and teleport
6:25 Had a dream where i think it is today in waking life. I look at the clock and it says 12 something. In the dream me and my family are going out to eat or something and we are leaving about one. In the dream i rem that i have the lucid dreaming class chat at that time and quickly try to get out of it. I rem talking to my mom about it and she didnt want to go either, I rem asing her if she thinks that dad will mind.

*I have a flash of eating at a restaurant and for some reason i decide to eat meat there. I rem getting both like chicken and maybe pork or something on my plate, i was wondering in the dream if eating some after so long will make me sick, i even remed a conversation from waking life with my bro about this. I rem getting the food ready and looking at it but dont rem eating it. I still think i may have eaten some because i rem thinking, this isnt making me sick.

*Have a flash of being at a water park. I climb up this water jungle jim kind of thing and get to a point where it splits off in multiple directions. There are people all over it moving in the different directions in an unorganized line. I rem noticing most of the people were moving in a specific direction. I was with my bro and asked which way i should go, he pointed to the most crowded one, whic was going down a curving water slide.

I go to sit down on the slide but a little girl cuts in front of me so she can follow her brother. There is a lady going in front too and she is with a little girl. When they go down the slide the lady spins around kind of freaking out and she drops there camera in the water. The camera is like purple with flowers on it and i think i half consider trying to get it for them. I just rem it floating in the water a sec and then going down the slide. Dont rem much else.

*I rem standing in line for something and a little kid does something, i think he hits me or something cant rem for sure.

9:10 I rem being out at this campsite with my family. We are in cabins and there are cabins all around us but they are still a decent distance from where we are. I rem in the dream wanting to smoke so i roll a joint. I rem rolling it really tight but having trouble twisting the ends of it. Neither end twisted right and neither side looked that great to hit from. One side began coming loose so i licked it again and gently patted it down. I rem looking at it and it had a little bit of fire on the part that was coming loose, as if i patted it down and then baked it a bit.

The joint is ready but my bro points out some dude in a red polo shirt walking in between camp sites. My brother calls him by name and in the dream i know we should wait until he is gone before lighting the joint. He is walking in between our cabin and the next one closest just looking at the ground, he looks quite strange. He moves closer and closer to the other cabin until finally he is out of sight. I light the joint and begin taking drags off of it. I walk into the cabin where on a small tv my mom is watching across the universe, I cant rem what song was playing, but in the dream i rem thinking it was very beautiful like hearing it for the first time. I sit down to where i can barely see whats hapening on the tv.

My sister sits next to me and i pass her the joint. I can see on the tv the couple from across the univers and the backround is very surreal and green. They are like floating side by side in green something idk. I rem in the cabin the fan was on really high and all of the windows were closed. I rem wondering if the smell would leak out the open door, so i blew my hits towards the closed windows and hoped that the fan would thin out the smoke. I also rem wondering about a smoke detector but relied on the fan for this as well. Cant rem much else/

*I rem traveling somewhere. I am in like an airport or something similar where alot of people wait to get on something. I think instead of a plane its like a tram or something im really not sure. I just rem it being up in the air and suspended by wires kind of. (I remed this because in waking life i was taking off my sleep mask.) It reminded me that in the dream i was sitting in the place waiting to get on the transport and i realized my sleep mask was on the whole time. It wasnt over my face but it was still strapped around my head, with the mask part over my hair. I rem taking it off and shoving it into my pocket. Cant seem to get more concrete memories of this dream.

11:14 I rem being at a big family get together. We are in a house or appartment i dont recogmize. I rem being really loud and obnoxious joking with my cousings. Later in the dream i went and sat against a wall and was observing everyone else. My mom was there against a wall on the other side of the room. Everyone was giving her all of this attention and they were talking about her cancer.

At this point i started really thinking about it in dream and began to get really sad. Tears starting forming in my eyes when i looked around and noticed my cousin johnny and a little kid that looked like him though ive never seen him before are pointing and laughing at me. They have really shocked looks on their faces so i know they are just confused as why i was laughing it up and joking and now all of a sudden im crying. (My mom recovered from cancer a few years ago.)

*I rem being in a classroom for art i believe. I rem there being these two chicks who annoyed me in the dream. I cant rem what they did but every time i saw them i was a bit annoyed. I rem getting up and seeing a poster for japanese club and someone asked who would paint the pictures for it. I dont rem what i said but something like, i will if no one else does. I walk over to this girl, she is a girl i had a crush on a long time ago in high school and she is working on a painting on the ground. I sit down next to her and begin talking to her about it. I rem one of her paintings was a landscape covered in trees and all of the colors are different shades of blue, it was quite nice.

I keep talking to her and the talk feels really intimate. After a bit the bell rings and everyone starts getting up to leave. They are walking right where we were sitting so i quickly get up and help her pick up her things. When there is only one painting left with her supplies on the ground im not sure if i should keep helping or just go get my stuff. We both reach for the last painting so i say im just gonna go get my stuff. I do and as i am leaving i dont see her anymore.

Those two girls from earlier in the dream walk up to me and ask whos gonna draw the japanese club pictures, i say "i kind of half volunteered." I rem thinking about it more, i was sure i could make a cool picture even though i havent drawn anime in years. I have one last mem of my cre writing teacher, im pretty sure he was there, dont rem anymore.

Went to bed 12-12:30
Goals: eat and teleport
5:37 in a soccer game on some generic field and the only other player i recognize throughout is that guy pablo. I rem several plays and i was playing on the line like a wing. I rem one where the other team was moving the ball around and gets it to a forward and i run back just as he shoots. I run and block the shot causing it to roll slowly and then the goalie picks it up. I rem after this i run down line and nobody guards me so our goalie sends it down line to me and i quickly take a shot and miss.

I rem taking a few more shots but dont rem the setup too well and i missed all of them. Only other play i rem is doing a throw in and i can tell pablo really wants the ball. I plan to throw it just a bit down line for him but as i throw i feel the ball slip in my left hand and it goes flying to the left all the way to the other side of the field and out of bounds.

*Cant escape the feeling i was on another planet, cant rem it though. All i rem is the color blue.

6:51 Strange flash of some kind of military briefing or something. I am sitting down and i her someone talking about how we have a foriegn general or something. The general walks up and its some girl about my age, short brown hair, in a red unifrom. She walks to the front and salutes us and then walks off the the right. Whoever is hosting the event leads her away while tallking about previous wars. He lastly says something like, what do you expect of the sub conscious or something.(sounds like he was giving me a hint i was dreaming)

*Flash of being at school and the teacher switches but at one point she looks like elaine from seifield. The kid who sits across from me has a plastic toy gun and later in the dream the teacer is talking about how they passed a new law for us to carry those guns to school. I rem her showing us a little latch on the gun that allowed you to put it into your folder. Dont rem much else

*I rem just walking into a room with a bunkbed and seeing a doll on the bottom bunk. For whatever reason i start humping the doll.

*Walking somewhere with jessica and we are talking about food. she asks if i eat sometgin and i tell her no because i dont eat butter.
From this point forward i seem to have video game inspired dreams.
9:11 Have a flash of watching in first person someone load an arrow to a bow and arrow. In the backround i hear a narrarator talking about how it is some bow from feudal japan. The bow is yellow and black with little spikes coming out of it. Up the road you can see a person sitting on a horse. The person shooting aims to the left of them and releases the arrow. It flies far left but at the last moment changes course and hits the horse. The person falls off.

10:42 Had a flash of playing some old school looking rpg game

*I rem austing sending me a text message about an rpg game, he says something like i just saw a video where you go somewhere and type, reset religion, personality and intelligence and it reset all three for the character.

*I know i had a dream with chris and rachelle but no matter how much i think about it i cant rem what happened.

*Have a flash of being up on a billboard and im looting somones body like in a video game/ I just rem seeing some arrows on the ground from where i missed, dont rem actually fighting though.