non-lucid

Went to bed 12:30-1:OO
Goals: Eat and teleport
Just a few fragments this morning, I really wanted to dream more, but could not get back to sleep after 7
6:08 I have a flash of getting home from some kind of trip and feeling like i hadnt slept in days. I just rem walking back to my room and looking in, its dark and i look at my bed thinking how easy ill be able to sleep once i try. In the dream i wondeer if ill have rem rebounds and also if ill be able to go straight into rem sleep and have an easy wild

*Just a flash of talking to my dad and sister, cant rem what about. I rem my dad saying something and i had something to say but every time i try my dad just keeps talking over me, so i keep getting louder and louder but he still keeps talking over me.

7:OO Have a flash of being in a school cafeteria with a few others, mainly rem alexis. We walk towards a table where we see austin sitting with alot of people. They all get up and leave and he is ther by himself. He sees us and acknowledges us and we go sit down. I just rem alexis telling us stories of some fights in his neighborhood, in the dream they were freaking me out. I was about to tell him to shut up when austin said, why are you telling us this now or something like that.

*Rem being at some kind of family gathering and my sisters computer or something is showing a slideshow of pictures. Its only pictures we have taken though like we voluntered to use our pictures for the slides. I rem seeing one of me and my sister laughing and it becomes animated and we are moving and laughing

Went to bed 1:OO
Goals: Eat something and teleport
No mems first WBTB
7:51 I rem watching a soccer game. David was playing against a team of four people. On the other team i only rem this guy who went to elementary and middle school with me but he doesnt look younger in the dream. Im on the sideline talking here and there with pablo. I rem that th team with four is scoring quite a few goals and the whole time dav seems pissed off.

I rem one play where the ball rolls to me and i pass it back into the game to dav, he turns and trys to take a shot from the other side of the field but it goes to the guy in the white shirt who kind of falls sliding to stop for the ball. He takes it down line and tries to volley it in over dav but it got blocked somehow. Cant rem anything else specifically.

*Not sure if this is seperate or from earlier in the previous flash. Im sitting somewhere and i think there are alot of people from the old soccer team but i just rem victor, he walks up to me and im sitting and he actually seems pretty cool, like hes not being a dick. When i greet him i call him by a different name but cant rem what. He corrects me saying his name is victor, and then i say something like i know what your name is .... I say something else that makes him laugh but cant rem what it was.

Went to bed again at 9
9:47 Im at davs house and my sister is there too, i feel like earlier in the dream i convinced my sister to go along with me. I dont rem much of inside his house but we go outside, i rem walking through these strips of plastic hanging from the roof by the door, instead of curtains. I kind of dragged a few of them outside with me/ Then the dream shifts and i am hanging out with matthew although in the same backyard, it looks more like matthews though.

We walk out and i notice there are two picnic tables. I say hey what happened to your pool and he kind of looks at me funny. I say didnt you used to have a pool there and i dont know if he answers. We climb onto a small wooden playground that is now in the middle of the yard. After asking about the pool i bring up other memories from back in the day. I think we are talking about his name and i say i rem when your parents and sisters would call you mateo. I dont rem what he says but then i start trying to pronounce it better, i rem giving it a few tries and asking if i said it correctly but i rem he just kind of smirked and said no.

Going to bed 1:15-1:45
Goals eat something
Was startled awake in early morning around 6 so I didn't bother trying to remember anything then, I tried WILDing for a while after i woke up with no success and finally just fell back to sleep around 8:30 Im guessing
9:22 I rem working at a restaurant with mary and angela among many other people i dont recognize. We seem to make mostly sandwiches and tacos. I rem it looking similar to the restaurant i would dream i worked at in the past but it also was connected to some other buildings i havent seen. I rem in the dream we got a new employee, i just remembered that guy jade is ther too. I rem one part carrying a big tub of beans and rice into the hallway and setting it down against the wall. All the workers were just standing around hanging out.

Just remed that earlier in the dream a girl had given me a bowl of like guacamole and lettuce to take home. When we are talking with the others im talking to mary about something and she gets mad and punches me in the balls. I fall to the ground and drop my guacamole on the floor. She laughs and half apologizes while i get up. I rem the new guy, i rem him having a white shirt, somewhat dark skin, and really short hair, was laughing at this and said something about getting punched in the nuts. I rem thinking about going to ask for some more guacamole.

Then i rem jade walking around and an employee i dont even see says something like, watch out for jade he calls himself a kung fu master. The new guy commented on this jokingly and jade said something to him and then pretended to stretch like he was gonna bust out some kung fu. they both just laugh though and i dont really rem anymore.

*Had a dream i was at my house with jessica. I rem she was getting ready to leave but i believe we were cooking some food first because we kept walking to the kitchen. Someones at the door although i dont rem if the bell rang or if it knocked. My sister opens the door and i hear austins voice asking if im here. He walks in and starts going back to my room but i tell him im in the kitchen, he comes in and i say jessica is here too but she is taking off soon. Dont rem pas this

*Short flash of being in a classroom and i think jessica is there. My teacher is my art apreciation teacher from a few semesters ago. We are doing presentations via powerpoint or something similar. I rem seeing several presentations but cant rem the specific people or subject of them, but i rem being very entertained in the dream so it could have been some cool stuff. I rem seeing austins project come up last, it had a picture of him with a goofy ass smile on the left side and then pictures of stuff he had edited for the class.

I rem one picture was of me, but it was edited to look like i was choppping my head off with large scissors. I was making a funny face in the picture and looked like i was screaming with blood squirting from my neck. Cant rem any other pics or more of the dream.

*I feel i may have been in a big ass theatre again but have no memories to back it up.

Went to bed 1230-1
Goals eat and teleport
6:OO Me and my sister are out in the frontyard of my aunts house running around with the dog and it is night time outside. I rem the dog running back and forth between her and me past the driveway. One time the dog runs to me and then runs past me through some cars, when she does this i hear her maake a small bark that almost sounds like a yelp or something. When she does this my dad pops up and opens the door to my aunts house. He says shut up chewy. I dont rem exactly but i think me and lissa kind of smirk at the way he acts about it but not sure.

WBTB Going back to sleep 8:45
1O:OO Im at some house i dont recognize where jessica and her brother are staying. Throughout i keep just noticing things about the house, first i see some clouds painted on the walls of the next room and when we are outside her bros room i see the door frame coming apart. She comments on how im noticing all of these things. Before we headed to her bros room she left to go do something, this is when i noticed the clouds painted.. I was also thinking about how long we were gonna hang out.

I looked at the clock and it said 730. I freak out not realizing we were hanging out so early. I think in the dream that it is today in waking life so i know im gonna be hanging out with her until around 2. I do the math in the dream by counting my fingers. I realize that this would mean i will be hanging out with her for more than 6 hours. This really bothers me in the dream but then i just think ill tell her i have to leave early. She gets back and we go to her brothers room. She goes off to the right and sits down at a table, he is to the left on his computer and i just stand in the doorway.

They both start talking at once and i rem her bro was talking about school, saying he had anthropology class or something. I asked if his classes were today and he seemed kind of confused, i asked again and he said yeah but they are online at amazon. DOnt rem past this(Shouldve gone lucid when looking at the clock and when using my fingers to count hours...)

11:OO At the house across the street though the inside looks different. I walk outside and cross the street heading for my house. I hear someone distant call my name. I look down the street and see a girl in a yellow dress. I start to wonder who it is. As she gets closer i realize its my cousin mary and she has two dogs with her. She catches up to me and we talk for a bit, then she leaves. I rem thinking why she was in the area, i concluded she moved here and even remed a waking life convo about her moving so i accepted it. I remed more of the dream when i woke up but after writing this it has slipped my mind. I know that i go back into the house across the street but no matter how much i dig i cant rem what happened inside...

Went to bed 1250-120
Goals eat and teleport
5:57 I rem going to school for a final project at the end of the year. First i rem walking downstairs at my high school and i walk past the staircase i evenetually use to get to class. When i do i notice many of my classmates waiting at the staircase. This makes me wonder why they arent in the classroom. I dont rem what i do but i head back and this time go upstairs.

I take a hallway right and can see the classroom that i am looking for. The final project we have due is a presentaion of our choice and i quickly realize that im not the only one who has made theirs weed related. As i am walking to the classroom i see that blonde chick from my creative writing class and she has a binder with her project inside, the binder says cannabis culture in green letters across the top. She is standing outside by herself waiting to be called in by the teacher but i just walk in.

There is a group giving a presentation and like 2 more groups inside watching. I go sit in the very back and watch. The current group is giving theirs on world religion and it seems christianity specifically. In the dream i was seriously considering raising my hand and asking them if they knew anything about jesus' lost years when he is said to have been studying yoga in india. I also rem thinking about how i will give my presentation, thinking to myself i will talk calmly and at a good pace that doesnt take away my breath. The world religion group starts to wrap up there presentation, i rem them being some dude in a black shirt and a cute girl but cant rem what color she had on. Dont rem past this.

*Have vague memory of being on the top floor of a 3 or 4 level building that is crumbling and is the site of a major battle. I cant rem what the soldiers looked like or even what they were fighting with but i do seem to have supernatural jumping abilities in the dream. I rem being at the very top and jumping to another part that had been disconnected during the fighting. I shimmy around the side of a building until im on the outside of it and have decent cover from the fighting. Dont rem much else.

7:29 Quick flash of being in the soccer locker room and climbing up onto some second level that wasnt there in waking life. Im hanging out with someone but not sure who. The coach comes out of his office and tells me that me and the other dude need to go wait somewhere else

9:36 I rem being in a large dark auditorium with my mom and we are standing in line to be seated. We are at the very top row where there are some bleachers and the line leads all the way up there and is heading further and further down.

*I think the previous dream must shift or something because i rem being in a dark school room where they are going to show a video or something. All of the chairs are lined up theatre style and now im with austin and we are looking for a seat. I rem seeing plenty of openings but i just follow austin and he heads to the backrow. When he finds some seats he climbs over the seats in front and sits down. I just casually walk to the back row and sit down.

*Have another flash of the same thing. This time im in like an actual theatre and im with my sister and brother. We are looking for seats and in the dream i had been there before and had a place i normally sat. My bro was asking where we should sit and i pointed over there. I saw tyler and vannesa in the area i was talking about and they were both looking at me smiling. I was about to tell him about it but he ignored me and sat down in the middle row. I rem being really annoyed and thinking why even ask if you just want to do things your way.

*I rem sitting in a lounge chair and i think im on a balcony and i have a bag of food. The food looks like bird seed but its supposed to be for me. I rem looking at it really closely and even thinking in the dream it looks like birdseed.

Went to bed 11:30
Goals: Eat something, teleport
4:52 I rem chris and rachelles friends coming over for a bbq, I rem when they leave we are talking about it, we say something about them getting on facebook and them being in the car talking about how well the trip went.

*I rem being outside some strange big house and its some kind of social event. Me and llissa are watching my bro lean against a pillar and he has a beer. In the dream we know that he is drinking a whole lot and are worried he may have too much and even be violent. I rem later in the dream sitting in what looks like my room and he comes in and sits down. He starts talking to me about something but doesnt seem too drunk at all, in the dream i am much less worried about him at this point.

6 Rme talking to my brother

*Rem pooring dog food into my dogs food bowl out of the bag.

Couldnt get back to sleep so got up for a few hours...
9:28 In a classroom with my logic teacher. At first we are all joking around and im standing by the door as people come in. There are two people, one standing by the door and the other sitting in the nearest desk. I pretend to kick the standing one and then do a double kick from the sitting person to the standing person. This time the standing person looks like ethan and he grabs my foot and pushes me onto a desk. He looks like hes gonna start punching me but i know in the dream its all for fun so i start putting my arms up and acting like im trying to fight him off. Everyone in the class starts laughing.

Class starts and we are talking about our stories despite it being my logic teacher. Someone asks him a question and he says that he thinks that story would be a real flop. I commented that if i had used a specific character; that in the dream i was joking about, my story would have been a flop as well and the teacher agreed. Then for some reason he reveals to us that he has some kind of sickness. I cant rem what but when he was talking about it his face got really red.

BTW throughout the dream i was sitting in a desk right next to the teacher. He then talks about how he has lived the last twelve years here and that people have advised him to move somewhere new, perhaps it would help with his depression about the illness or something. He keeps mentioning twelve years, i rem at one point looking at his teeth while he is talking, the way they looked gave me a strange feeling in the dream. Dont rem past this

11:OO I rem watching like a movie, sarumon from lotr watching over a modern city with security cameras placed all over. He zooms in on a fight between a uruk hai and an orc. The orc has the uruk hai in a choke hold or something, i think saruman blasts the orc with the camera but am not sure.

I vaguely rem walking through the woods with a bunch of random people and someone who is supposed to be friends with chris. I rem we were talking about lucid dreaming. I know the convo was longer than this but all i rem is chris' friend asking who had the worst lucid dream, and i said he did jokingly.

June 20
(I went camping so I was sleeping in the woods and using a notebook instead of my laptop for a DJ)
At the store trying to buy something and there is a dude in front of me with a white shirt on and i think it says infamous 2 on the back. He buys something like a cd but takes off and leaves it on the counter. I vaguely rem seeing him through the window of the store heading towards his car. Some little kid is with me and i dont recognize him. Because the guy left without his stuff the line stops moving and we are just standing there. The little kid with me starts giving the guy working there a hard time and wont stop talking.

*I rem jumping into a swimming pool thats supposed to be on campus. There is a girl sunbathing or something but besides her no one else is nearby. I vaguely rem seeing some people in the distance. I rem swimming around a bit.

June 21
Went to bed 12:30-1:00
Goals: eat something and teleport
5:51 Just really vague flash of getting a message on dreamvies from someone named like deep purple haze or something. I didnt actually open it but saw it in my email, it said something about a recommendation or something in the subject.

*Rem my brother but dont know what was happening.

*I rem driving a car in the parking lot i used to dream about, im going down the lane furthest right really fast and then i hit the brakes and make a turn like i would in a video game or something, i execute the turn perfectly and in the dream am a littles surprised i was able to

Could not get back to sleep after this

Went to bed 12:54-1:30
Goals for the night: Eat something and interact with DCs
No memories in early morning
8:20 We are in a hotel room, me lissa and chris. Im looking out the window of the room and i notice my cat is in the corner of the room. I start to hear loud meowing coming from outside the room and it sounds like the way my cat meows when he is by himself. I keep hearing it and looking around outside trying to find where it is coming from but the whole time taking comfort in that my cat is sitting in the room.

Then a cat runs from under a chair next to me and at this point i know that the cat that had been in the room all along wasnt mine, and that the one that was meowing is. My cat runs onto a table and i notice his tail is all messed up and most of it is missing. In the dream i know he had gotten into a fight or something outside and get really worried. I tell my sister. I try to pick him up as the two cats run to the front of the room. I go get him and pick him up and notice he smells just like he does when he gets back from the vet. I say something like, how can we be sure its our cat in the future, i said we need to just check his teeth to make sure its the right one(my cat has missing teeth)

*Was with Alexis and Juan and im just talking to alexis about soccer. there is a girl there too but i cant rem what she looked like. Alexis starts talking about some league he is playing in when juan shows up and sits down. They start talking about who was, they were saying legendary, in the league this season. I think the girl may have asked a question, i just rem walking away smirking and saying i dont know anything about this league you guys are talking about.

*I vaguely rem being in a cafeteria at some point

*Vaguely rem talking to my creative writing teacher

*Have a flash of sitting on the ground and with my shoes on sitting in lotus for meditation. I rem bringing both feet onto my thighs and despite my shoes being on they rested quite comfortably. I dont rem but in the dream i have the feeling there are people around and some of them are observing me.

5:OO Was on the computer on a site that looks like dv but im not there for help with a dream, instead im getting help with some video game. The game is a fighting game and the only character i rem you can choose from is buster from arrested development.(Haha) Im getting help by using some chat/game where you bounce around side scrolling, using an emoticon, the level looks like something from little big planet.

Im not using an emoticon in the dream but someone else is, they are leading the way with a big smiley, my char is just some little animated figure with a blue shirt. At some point we are no longer getting help with the game but the other emoticon assumes like a guardian role and starts trying to lead me to a safe in the game. They dont say it but in the dream i know they want to lock me in the safe or something, it seems the guardian figure is upset with me for smoking.

LUCID 7:14 At the park with my mom and sister and we are just walking around exploring. There are some other people walking around the park too, a random group of dudes that look a bit younger than me, like still in high school. I look at my hand to do a reality check and i notice my pinky finger is coming off of another finger like an extension. I know im dreaming but do a reality check again anyway, interestingly it doesnt work so well the second time, looks like i have 5 fingers, but im already convinced.

I yell this is a dream and I start rubbing my hands together like crazy just reallly focusing on what it feels like and trying to stabilize the dream. I rem feeling the tension as they rubbed together pretty intensely, so much so that i didnt even feel the rest of my body. I rem my goal is to eat something so i start to look around and consider how i should approach it.

I walk to the top of a small hill and notice the group from before walking through the park. One of them turns and looks at me strange, i think because im still rubbing my hands together. Unfortunately for some reason I wake up here. I rem how strange it felt to be standing in a park one second and then the next to be staring into nothingness and realize its your own eyelids. I didnt really try a DEILD but instead fell back to sleep while thinking about this dream. I started dreaming again but this time non lucid.

*I have a false awakening in some room, looks like a really nice hotel room. I leave the room and find my brother in a room very similar to our living room. I go talk to him and i tell him that i had a lucid dream like 30 min ago, thinking i had just woken from the previous dream. I told him it was cool but really short and he said thats cool. I was kind of confused when i woke from all of this and i forgot some of the fa trying to rem my lucid.

*I rem being outside someones house, a house i dont recognize and just walking around on the deck. They have a bunch of wild rabbits with really long tails, in the dream i was calling them wild hares. I rem seeing one run under the deck and another following it but choosing to go on top of the deck instead, it stops for a moment to look for its friend and then continues on across the deck. It had brown and white spots.

Limited recall in my early WBTBs
6:34 Just vaguely rem being in school and having a large assignemnt due that i have yet to do. this is actually a reoccurring dream scenario for me...

9:14 I had a dream that i was kind of outside at school, looks like high school. i say kind of because the clothes dryer was out there. I was with a big athletics class and we were all outside enjoying the day. I wasnt in athletics clothes and there were many others who also were not.

I go up to the dryer and a cat that looks like mine is on it but i know in the dream its not my cat. I go to pet it and as i approach it the face almost looks human. I pet it and it starts to walk right off the dryer. I struggle to catch it and let it down on the ground more gently. It starts walking away from the dryer and toward the bench when i realize the cat is blind. When it reaches the bench it is no longer a cat but some dude dressed kind of like a chollo. He sits on the bench and i notice on his shirt it says, if i lose my shirt dont help me my parents will replace it in white ink, his shirt is red.

The class started heading in and as i was going i saw this girl with like red curly hair and she seemed kind of confused. I think i talked to her but cant rem what was said, she doesnt seem to be going inside though so i walk up a bit and find a chick who looks kind of like laurel. I ask her if the red head, i knew her name in the dream, is coming inside. Laurel said of course and looked at me like it was a stupid question. We start heading inside and now it looks just like my high school, where as before i did not really recognize the scenery.

I get into the locker room and david is in there. I also see a couple dudes that look like football players just standing around. David says something to me and i think about telling him about a dream i had that he was in, but i remembered that in the dream i say bad things about him. We walk into the lockeroom a bit and he points out that there is a girl on the football team. She walks over to the football lockers in a white uniform and dissapears behind some lockers. At this point i start to realize that there are girls all over the locker room. I look around and spot more and more. Eventually i look back towards the door leading outside and i see another strange girl, who is supposed to be the red head but she looks different. Now her hair is longer, straight, and brown. She is like moving her arms in waves, it looks kind of strange. Dont rem past this.

Got very little sleep last night...

8:45 Had a dream i was making some food and it looked like hard boiled eggs with green shells. After i had made it in a bowl i rem looking at it and it looked like rice with broccoli. I rem in the dream my mom shows up and eats a large portion of my food and in the dream i get really angry for whatever reason.

At this point the food has changed again and is now cereal like cheerios. I start talking to my sister, saying i dont mean to get so mad so easily but mom doesnt even care about her diet and she is eating my food. I then say to my sister, i just need to meditate i cant believe i got so mad. dont rem past this.

10:55 Was fixing a bowl of some kind of oreo cereal and readin the ingredients on the box

5:25
Stir Fry
Just a flash of someone cooking a bunch of mushrooms and onions and stuff in a frying pan, Its really big to begin with but they get another size thats even bigger.
6:46
Passenger
In the passenger seat of a car driving through a city at night. There are some people i never even see in the back seat of the car and they are being obnoxious. We are listening to some music which in the dream reminded me of 30 seconds to mars. I cant rem now exactly what it sounded like but in the dream i rem it being very detailed because at one point i wanted to practice being present in the moment in the dream. I rem doing so and focusing on the music and the sights to bring me into it. I start to and within a few seconds feel immense bliss in the dream, much faster and more intense than what i usually experience in waking life. I rem being kind of overwhelmed and wanting to talk to one of the people in the car about it, i start to look around the car but i never actually look at any dcs. The dream must have been very realistic as being in the moment did not trigger lucidity for me, Im glad my awareness is starting to come through more in my dreams though.

(I dont rem how the dream gets to this point, or if its even the same dream. Im a passenger in a car at night again and the scenery looks similar but i have a hard time finding where the flashes link up.) Now I rem driving somewhere with jessica and austin. We pull up to a parking lot, driving up a hill and turning the corner, it has one of the gates that you have to pay a toll to raise. The scenery actually reminds me of la noire. When we get there, jessica is driving im in the passenger and austin is in the back, austin says to jessica youre not gonna be able to get in through there or something similar. She doesn't listen to him and drives right through as he says it again. She pulls up and now im watching our car in third person and it looks even more like a video game, similar to la noire. She parks kind of funky like going over the lines and i dont rem past this.
WBTB Flash
Just remed a flash of walking through the house at night, and its like a WBTB attempt. I go get a banana to eat before going back to bed. I just vaguely rem walking to the kitchen and getting one but dont rem much else.
8:42
I'm innocent
(When i woke up from this dream for some reason i sat up, and it really scrambled my mem of it. I did my best to put it in order thought)I rem being in like an office setting with jessica but we dont work there. We are in like the lunch room but we can hear whats going on where everyone is working. I can hear elaine benice from seifeild. For some reason shes in there and asks everyone working, who here watches fox news. Me and jessica kind of smirk and look at each other as we listen. I think about peaking out to see who all raises their hands and elaine asks again but this time says like fox news at 9 or something.

Next thing i rem is we are back at my house and the cops have showed up. I dont rem exactly what we did but in the dream i know it was weed related. The cops are asking my brother and sister all of these questions while me and jessica stay in another room. I rem worrying that they will search my room but then i reasure myself that they probably wont just start searching considering they are just asking questions. Then i try to think if i even have anything and in the dream and conclude that i dont.

Jessica is nowhere to be seen in the dream now and i go back to my room. I rem sitting on a couch that looks like a really fancy bed and looking over seeing my bed against the window like i had it along time ago. The blinds are my old white ones and the window on the right is partially open. I rem looking at all of this and knowing it was strange but not really knowing why.(seems my awareness is slipping in here and there, just not in full force.)

Now i go into the hallway and ask lissa in her room if the cops are still here. My brother closes the door kind of laughing but i cant tell if he did because the cops are still in the room. I stand on my toes and theres is like a two inch gap at the top of my sisters door. I see her and my bro in there laughing, my bro sitting in my sisters computer chair but no cops so i relax. I go back to my room and my brothers friends comes in smiling. Dont rem past this.

5:53 *in school parking lot, looks jus like vista where i used to park for cre writ and jessica and alexis are both parked through out kind of far away and equally spaced. The whole time i am sitting around waiting for alexis to take off hoping he will give me a ride.

When he is finally ready he just takes off without even leting me know and jesica points it out to me. Annoyed i head over to where she is parked and ask if she is about to leave, she says yes so i get ready to go with her

*At home in the garage with lissa and im talking to her about how im trying to avoid david. Im talking about it really lud and i notice we have a bunch of windows out in the room. I say some things about him along the lines of not liking him and eventually i notice him walk by the windows and go to our back fence.

He kind of peeks over like hes spying or something. I crouch down by the windows and in the dream am not worried about him seeing me through them. I keep watching and i notice that the window im looking through is slightly open. At this point im worried he was listening to what i was saying to my sister.

7:12 *in the garage on the computer when my brother comes out and closese the door. The cat is under the desk and my bro gets on the ground to try and put on his collar. I pet the cat but try to avoid helping because i dont want the cat to dislike me.

*was in a classroom at school but cant rem any detail

8:11*In class discussion in cre writ and my teacher asks me someting about america. By my answer he starts pacing the room telling everyone, here is someone who doesnt care. A dude in the class to my right, looks like aaron from cre writ says something sending me into a little speech. I say to the class something like, its not that i explicitly dislike this country or anything but i know there are many other places i could live and be happy, im not deluded into thinking this is the best place in the world.

The class talks about it a little bit more and prompts me to say i think it was a joke, refferring to what ever got us on this topic in the first place. My teacher agrees and points out that what aaron says takes away from the joke factor and just makes me look ungrateful.

*Have a flash of being in a classroom and it looks kind of like my middle school. For whatever reason i am whiping my ass in the class. im at a desk near the front and pretty close to the door. Ther is a girl sitting next to me and another girl behind her. as i am wiping that girl jamie comes in. Each time i wipe i turn so that i am facing the other side of the room. I realize later in the dream that this puts my bum right where jamie would have passed and also makes it seeable by people in the hall...

*Have a flash of talking to my uncle in the living room, in the dream i had left some samurai show on or something and when he turned the tv on the samurai show continued and caught him off guard.

*Short vague flash of waking up ad thinking it is today, i notice its almost 10 so i get ready to go to the park with jessica.

June 7 Non Lucid

Was in a soccer game more like club than school but a little of both. It started with the coach telling us to circle up and one of the players began saying the line up. He said my name which was surprising in the dream, we all line up and i start tying my shoes. I rem seeing that guy juan and it looked like he was pissed for not starting the game. It feels like i really spent a good portion of the dream tying my shoes and i started to feel pretty anxious as everyone began lining up on the field and im still on the sideline tying. I finally finish rushing the second shoe and i start walking towards the center of the field hoping to be able to play center mid.

I ask if anyone wants to play it and two of my teammates turn to me and say they want to, one of them is already standing in the middle and has his foot on the ball. I keep walking to the otherside and ask da, if he is playing wing despite him standing in the center towards the front. He starts to say something when i correct myself and say striker. I move to the outside of the field and say ill play wing. Da looks at me and says your gonna have to run up and down the line. I looked down the field and noticed the shadows on my side and the open sun on the other side. I figured on defense ill be fine itll just be tough sprinting down into the sun for offense. I tell him that i should be good for a while.

Its time for the game to start and my team has the ball first. For some reason it starts with one of the fullbacks and he tries to pass it out to me but a player from the other team easily intercepts it as it was a pretty slow pass. I start running back on defense anticipating any passes to the wing but he plays it through the middle to another player on their team who easily puts a wormburner into the back of the net. He aimed for the bottom corner of the goal on my side and in the dream i couldnt help but feel i should have run and tried to block it but i was just a bit too far away. Da looked at me as if he thought i was actually responsible for giving up the goal.

As we walk back to starting positions i blame the goalie in my mind, and in the dream i knew our goalie was new. I dont rem how the next kick off started but i rem da kind of taking over my position and leaving me nothing to do. At one point he had the ball down the line and there were two guys on him, i ask for a drop and it looks like he tries to but the ball goes out of bounds, it looks like it goes off his foot. He quickly runs to throw it in and it looks like hes going to throw it straight to my chest but instead throws it over my head to someone behind me who in the dream reminded me of adrian. He took the ball up to the center and here the dream starts to shift.

I cant rem exactly how it happens but im no longer on a soccer field with a team but am instead playing in the house with my sister. She takes the role of da in the dream and i can sense some tension. MY mem is starting to get bad but somehow i get the ball and it is like a volleyball with a hole in it and it is going flat. I get ready to try and score a goal, the goal now being inbetween chair legs but notice that my cats food bowl is under the chair and my cat is eating. I tell my brother who i guess is my opponent at this point, how are we supposed to score like that? I walk away looking closely at the ball in my hands. I see the holes in it, very small but just big enough for a bit of air flow, and try to flatten it all of the way but for some reason it wont work and the ball manages to keep some air in it somehow. Dont rem past this so i must have woken up

7am Back in school and in like a cafeteria with austin and it is like a free day or like the last day of scholl or something. There are two big black dudes in there and they are like crappy rappers and they are being really obnoxious. Me and austin comment several times on how crappy they rap and how they never leave people satisfied at a show. They also do several pranks in the cafeteria but me and austing complain about how they always get someone else to do the stuff for them and they just watch and laugh.

I rem this really skinny short black kid with glasses who you could tell was trying to be hard doing some dumb prank for them. They were all gathered around a trashcan in the middle of the cafeteria and they had a red slushy inside. They said something to the kid about it cant rem and the kid pretends like he is going down on a girl and then comes up and spits the slushie everywhere as if she were on her peiod. Everyone in the cafeteria especially the rappers starts to crack up but me and austin just think its stupid and continue to complain about them.

*I have a flash of talking to my brother about soccer. That guy charlie or at least someone who reminded me of him was there and i think we were in the living room. Chris was talking about how his past pickup games had been and i think someone asked if mauricio had been playing out there, chris sad he wasnt there lsast week and then talked about how it gets so crowded they have to do 30 v 30. He then said that alot of times they split up into groups of thirty and have like two seperate practices. At this point charlie says something like ismt that hard and chris kind of scoffs saying you got guys who watch soccer every day or something like that. Charlie says something else and chris says something about the first picks for every team being really good and dad agrees with him.

*I have another flash of being in a cafeteria, this time im sitting at a table with a bunch of chicks including sarah. austin is sitting at a table behind me and i know in the dream that he wants to hang out but i keep laughing obnoxiously at something with these girls. I rem vaguely someone trying to grab somethng on my tray or something like that and us all laughing. I rem spmething pink and slimy on the tray.

11am (This flash is cool because at one part my sense of time gets messed up and i remember recording the dreams from earlier in the night during this dream, couldve been a good time to question my reality, unfortunately i just went with it.) On some kind of trip with my brother but we brought sarah and her two sisters as well. I rem at the beg just lying in bed and sarah is holdinng my arm/ Im a bit uncofortable so i start shifitng position and shifting her position trying to get more comf. While im doing this im watching gunxsword on a flaat tv on the wall to my right.

She ends up taking up a good portion of the bed and her arm is across my chest but for some reason its extremely heavy and making it hard for me to breathe. I move her more and she says something like you keep touching me. I say sorry im trying to get comfortable. She asks if i am watching a marathon and i dont rem what i say but i rem thinking to tell her its on tv or something. She starts to get up and as she does she puts a whole lot of weight on me and kisses me. I rem feeling her tongue but only briefly as she made her way over me and out of bed. As she did this my brother came in grinning to ask me something. I dont rem what it was but i get out of bed and go through out the hotel room picking up boxes of open cereal.

Earlier in the dream i had looked at a clock and saw it was 12 and i thought it meant at night. I even rem thinking in bed i wonder how my dream recall will be on vacation. When i get back to the room sara is sitting on the bed and i can see light outside so i find out its actually noon. I readjust to not going back to sleep but instead getting up for the day and i even rem my dreams from this morning thinking oh yeah ive already dreamt this morning, in the dream. I get back to the room and her sisters are there now as well i believe. Before i had left i got a text from some chick named anna who i dont even know in real life. My bro tells me there is another message on the phone and i am afraid sara or her sisters will get it and see.

I casually act like im falling on the bed to grab it. I get back up and check and see its anna and she has sent me a long message with a few emoticons, i spec rem / sara asks to see it and i start to leave the room saying oh its just a friend from the internet. I walk down a hallway thinking of how bad it has been in the past when she would check my phone and a huge amount of fear swept over me in the dream. I walked down the hallway planning to close myself in a room and check it out but the whole time i felt like sarah was right behind me. My eyes started to half open and then i woke up here.